Chiang Mai pics 1

Chinese New Year 2007 @ Chiang Mai

back from chiang mai. not too bad except 4 the long travelling time. nice scenery too. however, i got food poisoning on saturday before my departure to chiang mai. all thanks to our cookhouse again. coz yong zhi n 2LTA Jimmy also kena. irritating. luckily i recovered after own medication. did some shopping there too. not as fantastic as bangkok! now i'm back but my knee is giving me problems. cannot run properly, hurts alot during runs. went to c 3 doctors but they all say " will recover from rest!" but it does not seems to work at all!!! on status again for 1 week. wun be able to take part in physical training next week. friday got to go back for medical review however, we are having GPMG live firing. how??? i dunno! hopefully after review they will refer me to specialist. sianz..... also dunno how. haix.....

still in the chinese new year mood! tml gotta go visiting! more ang pows!! :) GONG XI FA CAI!!!!

i've posted some pics from my trip ... enjoy!!! :D

the importance of kinship!

ri simply enjoy my weekend like that. spending time wif my dear family members. i am able to throw all my troubles aside n juz enjoy my day. simple n yet warm. feels good to not book in on sunday too.

i think its just human nature. i miss my past few days of 8am to 5pm life. no need to stay in. can go home. but now its over n training is back in camp again. having lots of problems recently. now though being able to look on the brighter side, however, i am troubled n worried wif my knee. will it cure? haiz... when will my life in NS be easier? hopefully my the other 19 months will pass fast. there are many things i want to do n achieve. but all my plans are to be delayed. no choice. tml nite gonna book in. the highlight for the week is range, live firing. saturday might not be able to book out. must wait till sunday morning n book in again on sunday night...... shall not elaborate more!

today past by very quickly but i enjoyed every second of it. i realised how important kinship is. n one must really cherish all our love ones. :)

do my best bah!

what does silence mean? i dunno n i dun wan to noe. sorted out my thoughts. like wat yong zhi n xiao ming say... "can do just do. if u cannot just fall out. dun care what others say. take care of ur own health!" .. i really agree. fuck care! just serve n fuck off. i believe time will fly. soon my agony will be over. really thks to all those who were there to listen to my problems when i was down for the past weeks. appreciate all your support n suggestion. feeling better le. THANKS!! :D

looking forward to my chiang mai trip. cant wait 4 chinese new year to come!! yoohoo!!!!

end of my short honeymoon

today marks the end of my short honeymoon at SDC. my OOC was approved and i'll be going back to unit tml morning. uncertain whether PC had discussed my problem wif OC. uncertain about how they will resolve my issues. uncertain of whether my knee will hurt anymore. uncertain on whether i will be able to be mentally prepared n ready to take the stress from the upcoming courses n training. many uncertainties. all i want is to get it over and done wif these 2 years in NS. i have 19 more months to go. when will 8th sep 2008 come?????? :(

n i'm really tired!!!!!!

motivation!!!!

~"when u do things you like, you'll enjoy, no matter how hard or tough it is you will strive to do your best. when u are doing things u have difficulties in, you will not be motivated to do your very best. as time passes you will feel stress and a forms a barrier with respect to the problem."~

do you agree with what i mentioned above? care to share your views??

stressed out!

alot of things happened recently, was very down the past few days. hopefully the decision i made was right. still waiting 4 an answer. thanks to all who had been listening to me pouring out my problems to u guys. really appreciate it alot! been doing nothing these few days. sitting down in tat stupid gan hock's office n reading book, magazine n day dreaming. sianz. still waiting for the confirmation of my OOC. haiz. hopefully my prayers will be answered bah! :P


~Is happiness is more valuable than money? Hmmz.... most of the time, i agree!~

useless n nuisance me

from jeep to bike den comes fear, accident n worries. depressed. been trying my very best but yet i am unable to overcome it. creating so much trouble n nuisance really makes me feel so sucky. not feeling good at all. wat can i do? or wat should i do?

i am not enjoying my life now. y must i serve?? y must they force me to do things i don't like? can someone answer my questions? can someone help me? i dunno.. n i really dunno.. but i know my questions wun be answered.

recovered

yeahz... on my way to recovery. hate to keep falling sick. haha. this whole week had been eating medicine, sleeping, booking in n out of camp. its really troublesome.. n its super troublesome to fall sick n get mc outside of camp. coz u will need to bring mc back to camp 4 endorsement. supperrr long queue n long waiting time. in the end u wun have enough time to rest. more to say recover n be back training. finally its over n dun fall sick again!!!!

2ml celebrating lynal's bday at pastamania. haha. its january.. many parties n celebration to attend!!! n they r all from my bmt frenx... we are january babies!!! :D

wed will be starting my jeep course.... looking forward to yoz!!!!! haha..lolx!

21st bday - photo part 1

my bday cake thanks to my bro who bought the cake!

feeding me?? more like sabotage!!
sabo me again!

ally helping me to cut cake!
my 21st bday!
wat am i doing?? ('',)
look at the camera while u cut the cake!!
my cousins!

love this card!!! thankx alot hardi n siti!!

minyi n yvonne

my BMTC buddiez
wif my poly mates

taking picx while bbq
auntie acting cute again!! lolz!
ally n minyi
haha!! poor bird n his nip****!
best frenx!!!

wif jacky before he dumps me into the pool! :D
wif lynn
jun rong n minyi
wanna try my cooking?? hopefully u dun puke ahaha!
yeahz!! BBQ!!

y ken kiat face liddat sia??
ken kiat n his middle finger!! :P
tian yang n me
ivan n me
bird n me

wif jun rong n jerome
wif hardi
jun rong, jerome, joseph n me
da jie n me
wan wan, cynthia n me

my 21st bday!

21 years old lo.... adult liaoz. had lotsa fun yesterday at my bday party. it was held at costa sand pasir ris. many people came. really appreciate that. recieved lotsa presents. thank you so much. was thrown into the pool by joseph, jacky n ivan. paiseh sia. however, after all the fun, i fell sick. was having damn high fever. 39.8 degrees!! went to c doc n was given a jab. MC 3 days. 2ml gotta book in to endorse mc. haiz.. not very gd liddat. fall sick again. dunno if i can take part in my swimming meet this wed. doc gave instruction of no physical activity for a week. sianx. i tink lack of sleep n rest had caused my body to turn heaty. haiz.... now i'm fine after the jab. but still need to recover well in order to continue the training.

yupz.. putting my fever aside.. gotta share alot of photos taken on 6th jan 2007!!!!!!

end of my 2nd block leave

today marks the last day of my long block leave!! gotta book in tonite lo. so looking forward to the driving course. hopefully i can go for the jeep course. yup the new year had started!! n i wish that there will be a good start for everyone in the new year.

"how far is far? how high is high? you will never know until you try!" somehow i miss seeing this verse in tekong, hawk coy, platoon 4 toilet...... haha! :P

overspent!!!!

itx just a proven fact! i cannot have block leave. everytime i go out i'll just spend money. just treated myself to 3 tops from topman yesterday. all thanks to the new year sale plus UOB card holders get additional 15% off normal and sale items!! deadly broke now!! its just a good thing that i'll be booking in tonight for guard duty tml morning. so it'll prevent me from spending! its a good day today, good weather! time to go 4 a swim later on!! :D

enjoying my BLOCK LEAVE!!!

ohhhh.... shiok!!! block leave again!!!! its somehow gd to be in 5SIR!!! haha!! its been raining since last nite n i had a good sleep today!!! shiok!! met up wif yvonne n joseph yesterday. went 4 xmas dinner n went shopping at orchard. spend money again.... haiz.........

good weather n i feel like going to sleep again... terrible me!!! a new year is starting n what do i plan to do in the coming new year???? save more money, get ippt at least a silver .. currently i am only able to come up wif these. time really flies n soon i'll turn 21. adult liaoz... there r many things that i wan to do but i'm constraint due to NS. however, things aren't that bad after being posted to 5SIR. vocation changed from rifleman to scout/recee, met nice PC n platoon mates n the training programme looks fun n yet tough. challenging though! i should make the best out of what i can 4 the rest of my 1 year 9 months with 5SIR. looking forward to either the bike or jeep course too!! :P n of coz my chiang mai trip wif family during chinese new year. lots of travelling this year!!! will be going brunei n taiwan 4 training too.

hmmx.... my wish for this new year... hope time flies faster n let my NS life be over soon... i wan to complete my studies n start on my career!!!

merry xmaz 2006!!!!

merry xmas!!!!!!!!! :P

i'm just plain unlucky

feeling very down these 2 days. especially after knowing my posting yesterday. when i found out that there was a lifeguard selection i put in all effort to go 4 it. there was many obstacles for this selection.

Firstly, it clashes wif my 16km route march, den my PC wun let me go. lucky 4 sergeant ameer, he helped me got another day for the selection. on the day of the selection, i went there but was told tat it was over. lucky i saw LT Mahran, he helped me get the PTI n i was selected. super high!!!

den came IRT, tot tat i might get into IRT. but when the posting came out, it was neither one of the ones mentioned above. it came out to be rifleman. was really on the verge of tears. disappointed. i'm still very upset wif the posting. hopefully i can get an appeal. but i am feeling hopeless and helpless. platoon sergeant did comfort me abit. however, the thought of field camp, route march and "chiong sua" just freak me out. in BMT i already have lots of problems wif it. really very depressed everyday. now i have to repeat those stuff n do more.

just simple afraid to report on monday. but i dun have a choice.

bangkok free n easy trip

shiok! shop! bangkok rockz!!! had a great time shopping n bargaining at bangkok wif ken kiat, jian hong n his gf. it was a memorable n yet enriching experience. my first time going on a free n easy trip. n we also found the place where owners of shops at bugis village get their stocks. an idea for starting a business???

we simply walked from hotel to place, n shop till we r tired, eat, shop again n eat again. shop till we were too tired to walk. how i wish life is like tat always. no need to worry so much, just shop, eat, sleep......

sianz sia... i am just a few hours away from knowing my posting. nervous, anticipating n yet intimidated to know where i'll be posted to. hopefully.... like wat my msn nick says... HOPEFULLY SAF LIFEGUARD... dunno wat it'll be like if i check tml n i kena Infantry Rackey Team?? haix... we shall c later!! :)

i'm still waiting 4 my bro to come home. he is still at the airport... ah.. budget airline. dunno wat his philippines trip is like???? hmmx....

2ml is my bangkok trip!!!

travel travel travel! yeahz.. tml i'm going to bangkok!!! woohoo!! so happy! i am sooooo looking forward to this trip. it is my first free n easy trip wif my NS frenx. gonna shop till drop n have lotsa fun wif ken kiat, jianhong n his gf. i am really having a great time during this block leave. cant imagine wat my posting will be like. hopefully.... hopefully.... SAF lifeguard and not Infantry Rackey Team. praying hard!!!! celebrated auntie's bday today went for crab dinner. and i simply love my aunt's new living room colour. its lime green wif sub colours like yellow n white. it does gives it a refreshing look. now i feel like painting my room too. haha!

POP Photoz 3

POP Photoz 2

POP Photoz 1

POP lo!!!

my 3 months of BMT life has finally come to a fullstop. it was tough n yet an enriching experience. yupz. the phrase "NS is where boy becomes man" is true. 3 months is enough for me to know alot deeper n better about myself. yet there are more challenges ahead!

the beginning was tough. especially all the homesick n the unwillingness to do my best. unable to adapt when i thought am able to. training was not as easy as i tot. all the PT n drills. however, there were fun times too. platoon bonding, section bonding, kena tekan together, going through field camp together, going through all thick n thin together, really brought back lots of precious memories. i really treasure the great time spent together on pulau tekong.

standing on the parade square yesterday i really want to thank my buddy for his care n concern during the days when i was sick, khang wei for his words of encouragement during the first 2 weeks of confinement period, section 1 for their cooperation wif me when days i was section IC, jian hong n ken kiat for all the jokes n nonsense we made up coz it really brightens my day, and commanders of platoon 4 for their consistent guidance n care. when the jockey cap was tossed, i was glad that BMT is over. hugs from all my good frenx in BMT, photos were taken, last time singing, marching, falling in together as a platoon are the things i will remember 4 life.

next fri is our posting day. i hope that platoon 4 will get the posting of their choice. i wish them all the best n keep in contact! :P

3 more days to GP

3 more days n i'll graduate from pulau tekong!!! tat marks the end of my 3 months of BMT. n i'm left wif 21 more months of NS. today will be my last book in n it will be in civilian clothes. yeahz... no need wear smart 4. :P

24km route march was finally over, passed my IPPT but fail SOC. n hopefully SAF lifeguard takes me in. tml got Infantry Rackey Team interview. of so many ppl y i so suay??? damn shiong sia rackey. hopefully i dun get in.

looking forward to my free n easy trip to bangkok. hopefully khang remembers to help us book...... yeahz!!! BLOCK LEAVE is coming soon!!!!! 3more days!!!! :D

1 more week to GP

time flies!! 1 more wek to GP!!! hip hip hooray!!!!! now we r left wif the full SOC run down n 24km route march! most of the time i suppose will be GP drills rehearsals. hopefully i get my SAF lifeguard!!! hopefully.... dunno y kep having a bad feeling bout it. sianz....

SIT TEST!!

finally!!! SIT test is over... some of the missions were fun. some were just plain stupid. lots of happening this week. BAC, IPPT Diagnostic Test, SIT test......

well... time left in BMT is getting shorter n shorter as days pass. i'm left with 3 weeks more before my Graduation Parade. ok ...lets talk about BAC. muddy, dirty, smelly, leopard crawling and BCCT. hiak haik!!!! its quite fun except the muds. its really irritating. n we must wear camo on. so troublesome. lucky was able to clear this BAC despite the many BCCT lessons i missed. phew!

IPPT Dagnostic. hmmz... gotta work on my pull up. i can go 6 but the day before the test got training. shag out. only did 4 tat day. hopefully the final test this coming thurs i can do 8. den i can get a silver n early book out!
standing broad jump no improvement. still 225cm. but its still just nice for a silver. well.. as for the rest got improvement. shuttle run was 9.7 sec, sit up was the best.. 57!!! 2.4km run if i'm not wrong is below 11mins. coz we have not gotten the timing yet. well... gotta do the very best this thurs!! IPPT silver n early book out!!

SIT Test. finally my last outfield in BMT is over. never bathe for 3 days. stinky!!!! imagine going back from SIT test today to comapny line, change n den book out. only had time to change into a clean smart 4. was wearing my smelly pants booking out. din even have time to bathe. pathetic. today is also one of my latest book out. 7pm. hate it. but it is still better den nothing. "a nite at home makes a difference!" says khang wei n i agree. IT DOES!!!! sianx tml book in at 1940hr. haiz... tahan for 3 more weeks!!!!!!

recently there was a rat attck in my locker. it ate up my biscuits n maggie mee!!!! arghh!! now i always have fear in opening my cupboard!!! HELP!!!

sianz... its sunday now.... 0015hr... booking in in 19 hrs time. sick!!!

horrible field camp

field camp is horrible. horrible meals. no bathing. heat rash. but wat the fuck?? i slept every single nite outfield. maybe i'm just too tired. but we did have some fun time too. had quite some fun time talking lame jokes wif platoon sergeant taufik. funny sia... n here r some to share...

1) y did a gal throw butter out of the window?? bcoz she wants to c butterfly.
2) which mrt station got ten men?? answer: tampines
3) guess a drink: snow white n the 7 dwarfs. answer: 7UP
4) 2 chinese man get knocked down by a car. answer: double yellow line
5) guess a drink: many indians swimming together. answer: grass jelly
6) why is a sotonh lame? answer: coz it got no legs

and more ... more..... lame sia

super low morale

today was supposed to be the first day of field camp. wat the fuck am i doing at home now?? yupz.. i'm sick again. high fever n diahorrea. shit. i simply hate all these nonsense. feeling better after taking medication. hopefully by tml nite i'll be all strong n ready to book in to join the rest at field camp.

really felling super low now. y am i falling sick continuously recently? sianz. haiz....
GET WELL SOON!!!!!!!!!!!

still sick... haiz

fuck.. i'm still coughing n suffering from tat horrible sore throat!!!!!! arghh..... friday is field camp!!!!!!! i need to recover by friday!!!!! no its a must.

went vivo city today!!! saw cheong wif a gal.. hmmmmzzzzzz.......... haha!! vivo city is superrrrr BIG!!! headache... dunno where to walk. wat to buy. too many choices of retail shops selling all sorts of things. my god... its just another shopping paradise!!! of yah!!! today is sunday n i'm sitting at home now blogging. usually by this time i'll be in sweet dreamz back in pulau tekong. haha. feel sooooo good!! simply great!! really appreciate my long weekend. shiok sia!!!! :D

today is very hazy. poor air quality!!! when will the haze go away????????????????????????? 2ml meeting up wif polymates to celebrate ah lin's bdae!! haha.... going for either dinner or supper at bedok. but i cannot eat alot of things. too bad lah...... at least i had my cold crab today!! haha..lol!!! i'm contented...... yum!

long weekend!!!! hooray!!

this book out is the best all because i only have to book in on tuesday nite!!!!!!! woohoo....

all thanks to the deepavali n hari raya holidays!!! if not u tink the army so gd give u so many days of holidays??? haha... :P

this week in camp was fun coz got SOC n IMT!!!! lotsa shooting at IMT n lotsa laughter during SOC!!!! so damn funny!!! haha... will treasure those "golden" moments. haha. erm... i'm being kind of bad here laughing at people... ok.. shall not elaborate so much bout those "golden" moments here... must be nice... :)

i'm now waiting for my buddy to call me!!!! R WE GOING KTV????????????

booking in 2ml

my long medical leave (4days) is coming to an end soon...... yupz... tml will be booking in. hope that i can take part in the training from monday onwards. shit monday i'll be on D+2!!! gotta seek permission from PC!!!

well...on the road to recovery sure feels great!! however, my nose is still as stuffy as ever. hate it!!!! gonna get cough medicine again from doc tml morning coz i had finished it up. haha.... must have spare... just in case my cough worsen. arghhh!!!! hate those haze!!!! really suckz! really bad... PSI is 115 now!!!! unhealthy!!!....... when did i become so environmentally friendly??? haha...

ok.... a new week is beginning n we will be booking out on fri for this coming book out!! n its gonna be a long weekend!! extending from fri till tues!!!! wow.. woo hoo!!!! n after tat its field camp... sounds fun... i hope so!! watever!!! ..... :p

oh ya.. today is bird's bday!!!!! HAPPY BDAY!!!! wishing him all the best n may all his wishes come true!!!

i'm very sick

i'm very sick. firstly was only core throat n cough.. den seeing doctor did not cure me. flu attacked me next. nose was blocked n had a little breathing difficulties. hanged on.... took the M16 TH test. passed. heaved a sigh of relief!!!

then fever hit me. was just slight fever. cough n sore n throat became worst. no choice. reported sick on wed. was given Att C for 2 days. supposed to report back tonite. but i'm still not feeling any better. still having fever in the morning. fuck. coughed like nobody business last nite. did not sleep well.

went toa payoh polyclinic this morning. fucked up. tat stupid doc refused to give me MC for tml n sat. irritated. if i am fine i wun have to come n c him. like i dunno the consequences of insufficient attendance. i need ample rest. SOC starts next week. field camp coming soon. many things r starting to get hectic. i need to recover fully to battle the rest of my 2 months in BMT!!!

no choice, mum called hawk coy to ask if i can see me family doc which is a private clinic. permission granted. went to c doc. doc advise was to rest at home. fever did not subside coz of bronchial infection. too heaty. had breathing difficulties too. n i finally know y i did not recover since the first visit to doc last sat. i was not given antibiotics. my god.... no wonder my cough got worst.

now my nose is still blocked. had to take in deep breath now n den to feel better. coughing like nobody business. fever subsided but came again. sucks. hate feeling sick.

hope to get well soon. i had missed too many things ready. i cannot afford to fall sick any more. n i dun wanna fall sick again!!!! :(

end of PTP phase... start of BMT

quite a fucked up week 4 me this week....

hurt my back during training, den was down wif fever, cough n sore throat. went to visit MO. but it was useless for my back. sianz... kene excuse from RMJ n heavy load for 3 days. so i became "sang kang" warrior for about 4 days. ppl do PT, i sweep floor. hate those feelings. feel so useless. haiz....

book out le n went to c doc today. got better medicine. hoping tat i will recover fast. booking in tml at 1925 tml. n tat marks the start of BMT phase. very fast sia..... 1 month over le... yeahz.. soon i'll POP!!!!! yeahz......

glad tat i meet many nice ppl in army. haha. especially my buddy!!!! haha... hope tat the rest of the BMT will be fun n memorable despite those tough training.

1st book out after confinement week

2day is my first book out after my confinement week. things were getting better back in camp. starting to get use to the training n system. though was still quite unhappy wif certain things. yup.. but still got to bear wif it.

one thing that i hope for is not to let me have the chance to be a platoon ic. coz... i dunno the commands. i'll get all tensed up when it comes to more "chim" commands. haha. yup. i wan to do my guard duty too. haha.

was damn glad tat i can get back my running pace n speed for distance running. hope that i will pass my 2.4km this coming week. yeahz... jia you. as for chin up.. well... more training!! actually booking out once a week makes things n time flies faster. soon.... one week passed.

well... 2ml gonna book in at 1910hr. sianz.... haha.. wat to do.. u still got to book in. haha!! damn sleepy now. gotta go hang my clothes now. going to bed soon. ~yawnz~ ;)

NSF- PTP, 2 weeks confinement

the 2 weeks of confinement is really very stressful mentally n physically.

mentally

missing home, my bro, uncle n aunt. missing my room. missing grandma's cooking. missing the freedom. first week was still fine. but it soon starts to get taxing over the first weekend. the daily routine was quite hectic. so many things to remember. so many things to do. pace is very fast. sometimes feeling like prisoner and not a soldier. afraid of doing wrong things too. been so careful in everything i do.

calling home was the most difficult thing to do. tears will start to flow. but dun wan to show it. dun wan them to worry for me. but i'm worried bout them more. every start of the day was tormenting. Y MUST I SERVE THE ARMY??? is the question i'll ask myself in the morning. but spirits n morale soar high at night. coz one day is over. one more day nearer to book out day.

physically

training was no doubt tough. but i know its all for our own good. just unwilling to do my best. all coz i'm not in the mood and most importantly is being homesick. insufficient of sleep n rest also made everything worst. but i know this is the adjustment phase. adjusting to military life.

when mental stress + physical stress = sick

yupz. i fell sick on the 2nd week. had slight fever twice n a bad lao sai. though was excused for two days. but the morale was not there. coz i know i missed many things. i need to catch up. i missed a route march. sergeant tan said he dun tink i need to do it again. but tat sergeant teo says i need to. sianz. watever it is... i chose to listen to sergeant tan to comfort myself.

now i'm finally at home. morale kind of low. coz tml is book in day. bought all my stuff n got most of my things ready. haiz.... still wat to do? i must adjust to the military life. 11 more weeks to POP. counting down now. :P

life this coming book in will be harsher. coz confinement week is over. lets just hope tat platoon sergeant will be in good mood always. n hope everyone cooperates.

everyday is a new day. n it will be better ba.






~ i dun wan to lead an army life... i just want to lead a simple life... but i noe i dun have a choice. wat to do?? bear with it n it will be over soon!!! ~

Enlisting soon

yupz.... today is enlistment day. will be enlisted in 14 hours time. starting to feel low. no mood liaoz....

celebrated uncle's bday in advanced today. had a great dinner. gonna miss all my loved ones liaoz......

be baq 3 weeks later. gonna miss my lovely blog........ time to say goodbye n i'll be baq!!!! :P

ktv was fun

watched BIG MOMMA'S HOUSE 2 just now.. not bad. funny! after tat went to PS to meet joanne to get back my taxi fare claim. saw kevin n kelvin there too. but heard from them tat the pig, chloe was coming n off i exchanged my shorts for cargo pants n left soon. ya.. dun wan to c tat pig there especially at PS. so irritating. slap her.

as usual went dinner wif aunt, uncle n bro. met minyi after tat. on the way there geetha called. had a good chat with her. good to hear that she is doing fine. so nice of her to give me a call before my enlistment. really appreciate her thoughts.

ktv was fun. though did not sing well. was not in good condition but still i enjoyed it. n guess wat?? minyi drove me home!!!!!! haha... so envious! i still haven pass my btt. paiseh.... :(
haha... ya i can continue that after my NS. n i must pass!!!! :P

well... its 2.20am... i have less than 48 hrs to enlistment.......

well...i'm bored! supposed to go out in the afternoon but it was cancelled! but i'll still meet up wif minyi tonight 4 ktv. nothing to do so i'm here writing rubbish on my blog.

starting to miss working. starting to miss blowing my whistle. haiz. y mux all guys in singapore go thru NS? waste of time sia. 2 years i can become a swimming instructor with steady income. 2 years i can complete my degree. 2 years makes alot of differences. though the 3 months of BMT sounds fun. (for some activities only), but the subsequent time spent in the unit is gonna be waste of time especially when u get into some nonsense unit. doing nothing sometimes. (heard from frenz) i rather spend those times trying to achieve my goals. haiz... wat to do? who call me to be born in singapore n be a singaporean.

my goals:
1) i want to be a swimming instructor
2) i want to open my own shop
3) i want a degree certificate
4) i want to learn wakeboarding
5) i want to scuba dive
6) i want to go japan n korea in summer or spring
7) i hope to find a girlfriend ( can be like jin shan shun.. haha.. lol)
8) i want to have my own house ( i want to live on my own)

and the list might just go on n on whenever i have a new goal. haiz.. got to defer some of my goals for 2 years lo. waste my time. and i really hope tat my 2 years of ns will be a fruitful one. hope to learn new things. if not its really gonna waste my time. maybe NS can help me lose more weight n give me a more tone up body.

haiz.. so boring... nothing to do.. maybe i should go watch my concert DVD or some movies since i have some still haven watch................................

dinner wif cousin n niece at GENKI SUSHI

yummy yum yum... had sushi for dinner at GENKI SUSHI. was not tat bad. still edible... but who cares... as long as there's sushi ! yup.. dinner was wif my cousin esther and niece victoria. after tat we shop around marina square. went to In Base to visit my frenx.

today was my last day at TAC. will miss blowing the whistle, playing wif the kids especially the inflatables on weekend. n i will miss the days when i will observe the swimming instructor coaches the kids. yup.. i wanna be a swimming instructor!!!! definitely thanks to abdul who was so very understanding n flexible at work. a great superior! n the aquatics team.. ur the best. thks to jun hao who introduced me such a gd job. n hope tat adrian n wilson will do well there.

suddenly i have a sudden urge to learn wakeboarding.. but wat the hell... NS!!!

well.... countdown... 3 more days...... :P

busy week

gonna be a busy week. many gatherings. got sooo many people i want to meet up before my enlistment. sometimes i really wonder is there a need to go NS?? 2 years is a waste of time. but think about it again.... it does has its benefits too. u can learn more things there too.

yup starting to get my things redi liaoz..... many things to bring sia.... busy... got things to buy somemore. still got a few things i need to bring and buy.

gotta make sure tis stupid brain of mine remember all the things i need to do... aiyo......

my last week being a civilian

juz woke up n tis is the first time i am blogging early in the morning!!! :P

and tis is my last week being a civilian!!!! next saturday.. the auspicious 9th sep 2006 @ 2pm.. i'll enlist into 2 years of national service. n yup this few days will be catching up wif frenx n relatives!!! quite busy though... but its gonna be fun!! had never thought so much of how life is gonna be in NS. juz look forward to it lo. hope tat its gonna be fun. anyway its something new that i will be going thru. well.. at least it stay me away from home... but poor brother of mine got to tolerate all those rubbish. but not to worry much coz he dun care most of the time!

been working lifeguard for the past weeks. well its fun though but sad to say i gonna leave due to NS. really enjoyed working there wif all the staff at the aquatic department. there are also many things i want to do n achieve such as getting my swimming instructor certificate and getting my car license. i also wan to wakeboard n go scuba diving. well all these got to wait. yup n my university studies too, all gonna hold back. sobx sobx.....

well.... well... time really flies is all i can say. hope tat the 2 years of NS will fly past very soon.

recently, got some people ask me.... y dun u find a gf? y????? all i can say is that when one is hurt too much n too long, one needs a longer time to heal. i'm not confident in myself and i feel tat its not time to find one now. i am enjoying my single life to the fullest. i no longer crave to have a gf like i use to be. i just need some time off. some time for myself. maybe i'm just really tired after so many past incidents. yes... i need to rest!! :)

its quite a long post la.... ya... gotta go have my breakfast n got work later on.... be back blogging again.