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Chinese New Year 2007 @ Chiang Mai

back from chiang mai. not too bad except 4 the long travelling time. nice scenery too. however, i got food poisoning on saturday before my departure to chiang mai. all thanks to our cookhouse again. coz yong zhi n 2LTA Jimmy also kena. irritating. luckily i recovered after own medication. did some shopping there too. not as fantastic as bangkok! now i'm back but my knee is giving me problems. cannot run properly, hurts alot during runs. went to c 3 doctors but they all say " will recover from rest!" but it does not seems to work at all!!! on status again for 1 week. wun be able to take part in physical training next week. friday got to go back for medical review however, we are having GPMG live firing. how??? i dunno! hopefully after review they will refer me to specialist. sianz..... also dunno how. haix.....

still in the chinese new year mood! tml gotta go visiting! more ang pows!! :) GONG XI FA CAI!!!!

i've posted some pics from my trip ... enjoy!!! :D

the importance of kinship!

ri simply enjoy my weekend like that. spending time wif my dear family members. i am able to throw all my troubles aside n juz enjoy my day. simple n yet warm. feels good to not book in on sunday too.

i think its just human nature. i miss my past few days of 8am to 5pm life. no need to stay in. can go home. but now its over n training is back in camp again. having lots of problems recently. now though being able to look on the brighter side, however, i am troubled n worried wif my knee. will it cure? haiz... when will my life in NS be easier? hopefully my the other 19 months will pass fast. there are many things i want to do n achieve. but all my plans are to be delayed. no choice. tml nite gonna book in. the highlight for the week is range, live firing. saturday might not be able to book out. must wait till sunday morning n book in again on sunday night...... shall not elaborate more!

today past by very quickly but i enjoyed every second of it. i realised how important kinship is. n one must really cherish all our love ones. :)

do my best bah!

what does silence mean? i dunno n i dun wan to noe. sorted out my thoughts. like wat yong zhi n xiao ming say... "can do just do. if u cannot just fall out. dun care what others say. take care of ur own health!" .. i really agree. fuck care! just serve n fuck off. i believe time will fly. soon my agony will be over. really thks to all those who were there to listen to my problems when i was down for the past weeks. appreciate all your support n suggestion. feeling better le. THANKS!! :D

looking forward to my chiang mai trip. cant wait 4 chinese new year to come!! yoohoo!!!!

end of my short honeymoon

today marks the end of my short honeymoon at SDC. my OOC was approved and i'll be going back to unit tml morning. uncertain whether PC had discussed my problem wif OC. uncertain about how they will resolve my issues. uncertain of whether my knee will hurt anymore. uncertain on whether i will be able to be mentally prepared n ready to take the stress from the upcoming courses n training. many uncertainties. all i want is to get it over and done wif these 2 years in NS. i have 19 more months to go. when will 8th sep 2008 come?????? :(

n i'm really tired!!!!!!

motivation!!!!

~"when u do things you like, you'll enjoy, no matter how hard or tough it is you will strive to do your best. when u are doing things u have difficulties in, you will not be motivated to do your very best. as time passes you will feel stress and a forms a barrier with respect to the problem."~

do you agree with what i mentioned above? care to share your views??

stressed out!

alot of things happened recently, was very down the past few days. hopefully the decision i made was right. still waiting 4 an answer. thanks to all who had been listening to me pouring out my problems to u guys. really appreciate it alot! been doing nothing these few days. sitting down in tat stupid gan hock's office n reading book, magazine n day dreaming. sianz. still waiting for the confirmation of my OOC. haiz. hopefully my prayers will be answered bah! :P


~Is happiness is more valuable than money? Hmmz.... most of the time, i agree!~

useless n nuisance me

from jeep to bike den comes fear, accident n worries. depressed. been trying my very best but yet i am unable to overcome it. creating so much trouble n nuisance really makes me feel so sucky. not feeling good at all. wat can i do? or wat should i do?

i am not enjoying my life now. y must i serve?? y must they force me to do things i don't like? can someone answer my questions? can someone help me? i dunno.. n i really dunno.. but i know my questions wun be answered.

recovered

yeahz... on my way to recovery. hate to keep falling sick. haha. this whole week had been eating medicine, sleeping, booking in n out of camp. its really troublesome.. n its super troublesome to fall sick n get mc outside of camp. coz u will need to bring mc back to camp 4 endorsement. supperrr long queue n long waiting time. in the end u wun have enough time to rest. more to say recover n be back training. finally its over n dun fall sick again!!!!

2ml celebrating lynal's bday at pastamania. haha. its january.. many parties n celebration to attend!!! n they r all from my bmt frenx... we are january babies!!! :D

wed will be starting my jeep course.... looking forward to yoz!!!!! haha..lolx!

21st bday - photo part 1

my bday cake thanks to my bro who bought the cake!

feeding me?? more like sabotage!!
sabo me again!

ally helping me to cut cake!
my 21st bday!
wat am i doing?? ('',)
look at the camera while u cut the cake!!
my cousins!

love this card!!! thankx alot hardi n siti!!

minyi n yvonne

my BMTC buddiez
wif my poly mates

taking picx while bbq
auntie acting cute again!! lolz!
ally n minyi
haha!! poor bird n his nip****!
best frenx!!!

wif jacky before he dumps me into the pool! :D
wif lynn
jun rong n minyi
wanna try my cooking?? hopefully u dun puke ahaha!
yeahz!! BBQ!!

y ken kiat face liddat sia??
ken kiat n his middle finger!! :P
tian yang n me
ivan n me
bird n me

wif jun rong n jerome
wif hardi
jun rong, jerome, joseph n me
da jie n me
wan wan, cynthia n me

my 21st bday!

21 years old lo.... adult liaoz. had lotsa fun yesterday at my bday party. it was held at costa sand pasir ris. many people came. really appreciate that. recieved lotsa presents. thank you so much. was thrown into the pool by joseph, jacky n ivan. paiseh sia. however, after all the fun, i fell sick. was having damn high fever. 39.8 degrees!! went to c doc n was given a jab. MC 3 days. 2ml gotta book in to endorse mc. haiz.. not very gd liddat. fall sick again. dunno if i can take part in my swimming meet this wed. doc gave instruction of no physical activity for a week. sianx. i tink lack of sleep n rest had caused my body to turn heaty. haiz.... now i'm fine after the jab. but still need to recover well in order to continue the training.

yupz.. putting my fever aside.. gotta share alot of photos taken on 6th jan 2007!!!!!!

end of my 2nd block leave

today marks the last day of my long block leave!! gotta book in tonite lo. so looking forward to the driving course. hopefully i can go for the jeep course. yup the new year had started!! n i wish that there will be a good start for everyone in the new year.

"how far is far? how high is high? you will never know until you try!" somehow i miss seeing this verse in tekong, hawk coy, platoon 4 toilet...... haha! :P