been through a few months as a recee trooper, i noticed that i have no aim. everyday is just going with the flow. though certain benefits and priviledges are given to us. i still feel that most of the time i have no life. things are just going round and round. repetitive. regimental most of the time.
i miss my freedom and carefree life. i have aspirations and dreams to pursue. but i am restricted this 2 years. counting down, 1 year 4 months more. hope that time will fly faster. in the short term, shall just look 4ward to every book out.
my knee still hurt at times. worried bout the EX Longwalk in Taiwan. 20 to 30km in full battle order plus my signal set. i need a cure, a solution for my knee. back hurts at time too.
hate tat "ninja turtle". act super garang in front of people. punish his men. leave them with no integrity just to show off his "garang" behaviour. "who ask u all to recover? crawl there in ur push up postion!" he screames at us in front of the other unit! yes we are late, punishment is necessary but its just too much. " who is tat who put his knee down? your back pain cannot do push up?" .. can.. when i injure myself again i shall hold you responsible. THANK YOU! one minute he is nasty, the next minute he tries to be nice. sorry but i'm unable to accept such behaviour. sight of him makes me sick. it is good to portray a good image of ourself when we represent our unit. however, overdoing things and trying to act garang when we are not just shows that we are "wayang". if you are good, people knows how to recognise your hard work.
life is just like tat, ever chapter of it will face different situations and meet people of all kinds. sometimes we just gonna accept, swallow and tolerate all the unhappiness.
gonna be leaving 4 taiwan on tuesday morning. 2 weeks plus of training. shall overcome this obstacle first. den enjoy the R&R in taipei. going xi men ding....!!! can't wait! :D
~stay positive!!~
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