ever since yesterday's medical review i dun feel good at all. confused. to be relieved that i can rest or be sad? " dun have to bother bout how ppl view me!", thats wat i keep telling myself. yet somehow i am unable to. sometimes i really wonder whether hard work will be recognised. it dun have to be a glamourous thing. just acknowledge the effort will do. i'll be contented. whatever it is as long as i know my conscious is clear that will do. at least thats an honest answer to myself. :)

well... still home is the best! dinner was fabulous at Botak Jones. love the fish n chips!!! ~yum~