Still bothering..

I'm still bothered by it. damn sian. its just so important to me. i'm serious about the job and i have to be disappointed again and again.

haiz. ppl tells me tat i shld not pin too much hope on it. i knew tat but its just something that i wanna do. maybe i shld put it aside on concentrate on other stuffs instead. maybe when you dun wan it tat much den it will come naturally to you. i'm still bothering over it now. i've done my best and maybe one day my dream will come true. i truly hope so.


~never give up~