mixed feelings

sianz, worried about the training in Heng Chun.
excited and looking 4ward to R&R in Taipei.

wad mixed feelings........

Aimless

been through a few months as a recee trooper, i noticed that i have no aim. everyday is just going with the flow. though certain benefits and priviledges are given to us. i still feel that most of the time i have no life. things are just going round and round. repetitive. regimental most of the time.

i miss my freedom and carefree life. i have aspirations and dreams to pursue. but i am restricted this 2 years. counting down, 1 year 4 months more. hope that time will fly faster. in the short term, shall just look 4ward to every book out.

my knee still hurt at times. worried bout the EX Longwalk in Taiwan. 20 to 30km in full battle order plus my signal set. i need a cure, a solution for my knee. back hurts at time too.

hate tat "ninja turtle". act super garang in front of people. punish his men. leave them with no integrity just to show off his "garang" behaviour. "who ask u all to recover? crawl there in ur push up postion!" he screames at us in front of the other unit! yes we are late, punishment is necessary but its just too much. " who is tat who put his knee down? your back pain cannot do push up?" .. can.. when i injure myself again i shall hold you responsible. THANK YOU! one minute he is nasty, the next minute he tries to be nice. sorry but i'm unable to accept such behaviour. sight of him makes me sick. it is good to portray a good image of ourself when we represent our unit. however, overdoing things and trying to act garang when we are not just shows that we are "wayang". if you are good, people knows how to recognise your hard work.

life is just like tat, ever chapter of it will face different situations and meet people of all kinds. sometimes we just gonna accept, swallow and tolerate all the unhappiness.

gonna be leaving 4 taiwan on tuesday morning. 2 weeks plus of training. shall overcome this obstacle first. den enjoy the R&R in taipei. going xi men ding....!!! can't wait! :D



~stay positive!!~

tiring satutrday

saturday has always been energetic 4 me... especially meeting up wif frenx and going out. today i am just damn sleepy n i just want to sleep.... ZZZZZZZZ

sHaG oUT

sImPLy ShAG oUT!!!!!

tues was 9km fast march, and ouch! my knee hurts.. fall out halfway. wed was CWO, cross river so many times! so smelly, dirty, cold n wet. slept late and woke up early the next day for field camp. Field camp was all about Land Infiltration Movement. walk in mud, prone down on stone path, carry the heavy signal set up knoll, running n moving around wif the heavy field packwas really exhausting and tiring! not enough sleep also. we move around even at 3am. friday was the continuation of the field camp. same old things. but more mosquitoe bites. itch itch!!!!!!! reached back PLC at around 2230hr. slept at 0200hr woke up at 0530hr for book out. now sitting in front of the laptop n i dun feel like sleeping at all!!!

well... more to come next week and in Taiwan the week after next. :)

revived laptop LCD screen

my laptop's LCD screen revived!!! collected my laptop today. just when i tot i need to pay a few hundred bucks, i was told tat my warranty expires 22nd april!! lucky no need pay coz they changed the whole LCD screen panel. if warranty expires, i would have to pay like 8oo++ !!!! ~phew~

well.... 7 months into NS n i'm still counting down.... :)

new blogskin..........:P

just done up wif my new blogskin... like dunno how long never change liaoz .... simple design .... :D

Enjoying Life at PLC

life at PLC is good. can wake up later. book out no stand by area, can sleep on bed anytime of the day, got nights off, got shuttle bus come in fetch us, can go canteen on our own, book out early as no dinner indented and best is friday book outs!!! other than the fast march and moving around in full battle order, i quite like PLC. somehow i dun feel like going back to unit. haha. this coming week gonna be tough wif 9km fast march n 12km fast march. looking 4ward to CWO too. time really flies in about 2 weeks i'll be in taiwan. :D

my poor laptop

my poor laptop's LCD backlight blew.... its now at HP service centre.... and its gonna costs me a few hundred bucks. :(

went vivo city, met jacky 4 lunch, bought 3 t shirts and a pair of shoes. broke. saw stefanie sun. she so skinny. went dinner after tat wif family. den to amk hub ntuc. now at home. stoning in front of the PC. hoping tat i will not have to restart my com again due to the virus.

my short holiday due to leave and public holidays is coming to an end. enjoyed every single bit of it. monday is the start of real tough training. only can say one word.. "sian!" ... lolz...

Good Friday Holiday... long weekend

a public holiday on a friday is always a good news to all NS men. tat means mostly we will book out on thurs night n we'll have a long weekend. i've put this long weekend to gd use. meeting up wif old frenx n enjoying some personal time. freedom. its been sometime since i felt so carefree. 7 months n still counting. NS is just a waste of time to me.

met up wif my BMT buddies 4 lunch n movie. watched "Sunshine"... all i can say is the extra person tat survived in the show brought the movie from climax all the way till zero. ridiculous ending and it does spoil the whole story plot. quite disappointed as i did enjoyed the first part of the movie.

ISPC started. monday will be the start of real tough training. i'm worried whether my knee can take it anot. i'll just do my best. not till the extend of being so garang like ... someone.. can't stand it! end of the month i'll be going ROC in taiwan. looking forward to the R&R only. who bothers with the training. just get it over and done with. 17 more months to go.........

leave leave leave!

feel so good to be at home. yes... cox of leave. shiok...... will only be baq 2ml nite n will book out on thurs nite. this week i'm busy! lots of gathering to attend n catch up wif old frenx. been sometime since i meet them. ISPC course is starting. hell lots of combat training starting soon. taiwan ROC trip is up next. cant wait 4 the R&R. :P

y do i have tat feeling?

y do i have that feeling after the conversation? arghhhh... save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!