Saturday, July 30, 2005

feel so retarded!

imagine... if u r in the toilet, squeezing toothpaste on ur toothbrush, then u heard ur phone which is in ur room ringing. wat will u do?

1) put the toothbrush down n go get ur phone.
2) hold the toothbrush n go get ur phone.

u noe wat i did? i hold the toothbrush wif the toothpaste on it n ran from the toilet all the way 2 my room juz 2 get the ringing phone. then answered the call wif the other hand holding my toothbrush. RETARD RITE???? i feel damn retarded.. stupid.. funny 2.. how stupid can i get??? OMG!!!!

BUT... not bad u noe... run wif the toothpaste on the toothbrush n the toothpaste did not fall. gt skill ok!!!! hahaz.....

Friday, July 29, 2005

life savingz!!

life saving simply roXZ!!!!

procrastinating

oh no!!!!!!!! 4 the 1 week break.. i studied on monday n tues... the rest of the days till now... i'm procrastinating!!!!! actually ah .. the thought of opening the lecture notes, sit down n study .. MAKES ME SICK!!!!!!!!!!! ..... yucks..... audit test coming n itz 6 bloody chapters!!!!! gonna die!!! actually very fast .. 1 week break ending soon. then sch start.. then gonna get baq AFA test paper, then C.A coming again.. suxz!!!!!!!!! yes!! i'm complaining coz... I HATE A/C .. wrong course 4 me... wrong wrong wrong!!!!!!!!! never will i take up accounting courses in Uni... never.... lucky itz part of business n i still can choose biz courses when i go Uni.. but wouldn't it b better if i can get Mass Communication.... dream on!!!!

tml gotta go sch do GBE project.... then week end coming then ... SHIT.. sch starts.... very boring lah ... I WAN GO KTV ... but my ktv partner is in HONGKONG n BANGKOK 4 holiday!!!! so gd!

k lah .. gotta go read up a little on AUDIT.. hopefully some crap gets into my head!!! later going 4 life saving .. woo hoo.....ciaoz!

Thursday, July 28, 2005

wat a small world

went swimming n tanning 2dae.... getting darker!!!!!!! haha....

wat a small world .... n friendster is indeed a useful tool in linking u to frenx... was surfing n browsing n .... found the fren who is from the same life saving course as me. well.. such creation is wonderful.. coz u may also find some of ur long lost frenz there 2.. not bad huh...

ok ... ppl may tink i'm mad.. coz tml i'm going swimming again.. gt life saving course!!!!!!! haha... yah .. i love 2 swim... continue 2 tan somemore n i'll become indian... not bad wat .. juz nice coz i'm going india in oct!!!!

hooray.. geetha is coming baq on 21st aug!!!! woohoo... n its dad's bdae 2..... hmm... mizz him lots.... ok... gotta go .. nitex!

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

LOST

such a boring day. sianzation. stayed at home the whole day. terrible. super boring. read through abit of my c law n GBE notes. worst .. want 2 sleep more! i'm not gonna stay at home 2ml!!! gotta get out of the house!!!!!! i like sch holidays but not 2 ask me stay at home the whole bloody day. bored!! no where 2 go also. plus cannot play 2 much . coz i am really very far behind time in terms of academic work. i've not been attending lectures, sleeping in lectures, reading comics, listening 2 discman in lectures. late 4 tutorials, skipped tutorials. ok... tats really bad .. bad bad guichun! all test n examz r coming redi.... mux work harder.

worst still staying at home the whole day, will only make me wonder bout things tat i should not wonder about. thinking of things that should have been left behind n i should have moved forward wif life. but there will also b times when i will wonder y is it always liddat??? after so many many gals tat i had met n still i am single. not a single one was a "bingo" is my time not here yet? or is it i'm juz tat i'm so difficult 2 get along wif?? or am i juz so irritating?? sometimes i choose 2 believe tat i am juz disgusting rather 2 tink tat my time is not here yet. coz .. when i give myself hope. juz a little hope... i will ALWAYS b greatly affected n disappointed. i may not show but it juz hurts me deeply inside , behind tat smile on my face. if its really my fault or something liddat.. someone reading tis post , plz leave me a msg 2 guide me bah. coz i'm realli LOST!!!!!

n to her... i had really "si xin" le. i had come to realise tat u r not the type i'm looking 4. coz.. as time passes by n things i've seen n heard prove me totally wrong. disappointed really disappointed. coz i'm juz nothing 2 u. ur the 2nd person ... 2nd person 2 make me feel like a fool. or issit tat i'm a fool n fall into traps set out. i am worthless. i dun worth a single cent. tats how i feel after everything. but who to blame? myself... myself 4 falling into a pit. i dun feel sad but i'm DISAPPOINTED!

though i look 4ward ... look 4ward 4 someone tat will b mine. 4 me 2 love, 2 care, 2 share, 2 protect.... but i really dare not try again. not at the moment. i dun wan anymore... coz it always comes 2 no ending. i dun hope 4 fairy tale ... juz someone 4 me 2 rely on, 2 share my probz wif n 2 support me n b there when i need her. juz someone who is willing to lend me her shoulder 2 lean on. maybe i dun have any tats y i yearn 4.

i should put all these relationship matters aside n focus on my dream. i wan 2 make my dream come true. i'll work hard 2wards my goal.

Monday, July 25, 2005

wild wild wet

went 2 wild wild wet 2dae .. ok lah .. still prefer Fantasy Island baq then at sentosa more rides, more fun. like the tsunami... the wave so shiok . until now i can still feel as if i am on the waves.. a bit giddy!!! haha ...

2ml staying at home . gotta revise my work redi. been slacking 2 much in the first half of the term. gotta work hard. ok .. going baq 2 stone ...

Sunday, July 24, 2005

比我幸福 by: 陈晓东

望着广场的时钟 你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷 沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥 也算有始有终
祝福有许多种 心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福 才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说话 爱不用 抱歉来弥补 至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福 才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数 最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好模糊
慢慢被放弃 放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独 都别在乎

Saturday, July 23, 2005

start of 1 week break

yes! next week is my 1 week break. wondeful!!!!! went shoppping wif yvonne n we bought lotsa clothes!!!! madness!! gotta save again! fun!! then went 2 look 4 ivan. he sell apple strudel. ask him give some but i tink coz his boss around.. 2 bad!!

hmmzz.. saw tv ad .. 4th aug .. charlie and the chocolate factory!!!! my fav book when i was a small boy!!! i wan 2 watch the movie!!!! haha .... ;p

Friday, July 22, 2005

disappointment

SAD: disappointment!!!!! 2nd attempt n its BTT!!!!! hello??? n i failed again. really lousy!!! nevermind .. i'll try again! never give up!

HAPPY: life saving roxz!!!! so fun!!! learned quite alot n met new frenz 2!! now i'm always looking 4ward 2 thurs!!!!! haha!!!

well.... happy bout one thing sad bout another!! tat'z juz simply life!!! going through failures n success is part n parcel life. nevermind. learn from mistakes n work hard again!!!

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

i river

yoo hoo.... yeah!! i'm selected 4 the india educational tour!!! yeah!! i can go india!!! ok.. i'm a holiday freak. simply love travelling!

2nd hooray... bro n me got an i river!!!! yeah!!! we gotta share but who cares?? we shall take turns!! simply love it .. damn cool sia the design! now can download songs . listen 2 mp3, radio can store pics 2!!! haha .. got more functions. need 2 explore.... n thks a million uncle!!!!!

3rd hooray!!! i passed my corporate finance CA. itz juz a C but .. i dun give a shit! went blank when i saw the paper n manage 2 pass is gd liao what more getting a C??? satisfied!!!

still have not recover from my mild flu n cough. terrible n i still ate food the will make my cough worst. who cares . heck!

k .. thurs is my 2nd time taking my btt. plz let me pass. damn malu... muz take 2nd time juz 4 btt!!! stupid me. ok .. took my medicine n i'm drowsy now. gotta go ZZZZ ... simply love ZZZZZ!!!!

n tml is VOLLEYBALL DAY!! HOORAY!!! :P

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

boring monday!

itz a boring monday coz...
1. flu hit me once again
2. cough again
3. AFA lecture was a headache
4. GBE was SUPER DUPER BORING
5. sleepy the whole day

damn it .. lotsa monday blues!!! looking 4ward 2 wed .. coz can sleep!!!!! no sch!!! hooray!!!!

Sunday, July 17, 2005

SIANZZZ






something i made myself to keep all the memories of my sec sch life ..... photos taken in sch n wif tat siao cha bo ... haha ... joking ah ...

Thursday, July 14, 2005

AFA ....

studied AFA the whole day. sianz. dun quite understand also. heck. fail fail lah.

boring day. gonna b a boring weekend. anyone free? wan go out on fri evening n sat?????? haha ! :<

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

hate CF

CF C.A suxz 2 the core! went blank when i saw the questions. gonna die tis time round.

juz finish M.A tutorial. thurs gt AFA test. tis is the most diff paper i will reckon. pass will do. sch was fine. as usual lah .. nothing much. jux not in the mood these days 2 do anything. let time heal the pain n i'll b baq soon. i'll b fine. sometimes when ur not in the mood ah .. then get commented by some idiots really spoil my day. yesterday tat bloody woman kana from me redi. early in the morning saw me at mrt station comment about my dressing! I DID NOT GIVE A DAMN N JUZ SHOOT HER DOWN! simply told her off . its not as if her dressing is damn bloody nice. can't u juz shut up. many a times i wan 2 shoot her baq but juz kept quiet dun wan create unhappiness. but yesterday.. I DID NOT GIVE A SHIT !!!!! too bad ah lin wasn't around to c show. simply irritating. jerome, efi n ally was simply shocked 2 c me telling her off. tis time i round i oni tell u off. one more time i will really BLAST AT U! ass. dun care whether u like wat i said 2 u. dun like its ur problem! u asked 4 it! u triggered the gun in me to shoot at u. luckily u din trigger the bomb. well.. "LUCKY" You! ~annoyed~

had a small chat wif my sec sch mates ... geetha is coming baq next month.. n siti isn't happy in sch .. jux like me ...we're on the same boat! nevermind .. We'll survive.. very soon the crazy gang will meet up n really go crazy again .. esp the 3 musketeers.. ahha ... i muz all of ur irritatingness... so fun ... esp baq in BWSS .. well.. those were the good old dayz...

ok .. quite a long post .. gonna get baq mugging ... AFA OH my god!!!!! :<

Monday, July 11, 2005

sad

i realli dunno wat i'm doing. maybe i'm really so irritating.

i realli dunno who r u (secret gal). i had always hope tat it was U n only U! but i doubt myself. it dun seems 2 me tat itz U! (i dare not be hopeful, i dun wan 2 b disappointed again) wateva it is , i tink i should really put tis aside n concentrate on my studies. i'm really tired le. i dun wan 2 make myself like wat i was in the past. 4 the past 2 days really cannot sleep. kept thinking bout tat. i really scared le. after so many failures ... i am realli hopeless.

Am i thinking 2 much? i tink so...

maybe its juz a prank. maybe i'm juz such an ass , so irritating, tats y ppl dislike me n want 2 play a prank on me. maybe secret gal does not exist at all. if its really a prank then i'm really sorry if i had been so disgusting tat u need to make fun of me. itz ok .. my fault ok. my apology.

all the best 2 all of u out there 4 the CF C.A 2ml... have a nice dae!

Sunday, July 10, 2005

CF dae!

CF dae 2dae .. the whole dae been reading the notes .. monday C.A le n i'm still ?????? arghh.... not diff 2 study but quite alot 2 remember .... not enuff memory space!!!!

cannot concentrate also.. sleep so much n yet still so sleepy. i'm terrible! now i'm sleepy again. oh no! will i close my eyes n never wake up again? haha .. talk rubbish.. abish!

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Forever Love

Forever Love ( by : Wang Lee Hom )

爱你 不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你 每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见 Forever 才了解自己
未来这些日子 要好好珍惜

爱我 有些痛苦 有些不公平
如果真的爱我 不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边 像微风神奇
温柔的安抚 我的不安定 所以我~要 每天研究你的笑容 Ooh 多么自然
Forever love Forever love 我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由

爱情是场最美最远的旅行 沿途雨季泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进 感到你的体温在我怀里 像阳光和煦
巧妙的融化 我的不安定 不可思议
证明我爱你的理由 Ooh 多么自然
你感动的眼睛 我沉默的声音
仿佛就是最好的证明 就让我在说一次 I love you oh (直到永远)

Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由
Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love

"gui"

ok... vincent lim is after all not tat bad! he called me "gui".. actually classmates baq in sec sch olredi called me tat. but quite funny . esp the way he call me in tutorials. AFA n CF test coming. terrible. esp AFA!! gotta work hard! but i'm not in the mood 2 study leh! sianz.

so sleepy the whole dae! coz. slept at 3am yest. wa lau... terrible. almost fall asleep in all lectures 2dae. n tat "jian" woman never come sch 2dae! gd gd. dun have 2 c her bloody face! really sia... one more crap from her n i'll really tell her off. no need give such ppl face.

i really dunno wat 2 do! i hope tat itz not another dream. when u wake up everything is gone again! i miss u n i really do! its been 6 months le..... will there be a ending?? i shall not lie tat i've actually never waited. shall not think so much. concentrate on the tests bah... tats wat i tink i should do now!

Friday, July 08, 2005

Shut ur mouth!

juz finished the GBE report.. super tired n i'm still blogging... madness!!!!

done AFA tutorial.. cannot dun do. dun do next week C.A sure fail! as usual.. never do audit tutorial. NO time!!!!! went 4 my life saving course at YCK swimming pool. 2dae did theory. like so stupid went 2 swimming pool 2 attend theory class then never even jump into the pool. but still i like it!

yah .. i like to do wat i like n I LIKE TO WEAR WHAT I WAN TO WEAR. I HAVE MY RIGHT!
juz shut ur stupid mouth will u. y u like 2 comment bout ppl dressing? ah lin kana redi. now me. asshole! i wore shorts(like basket ball shorts) n sleeveless 2 sch wif sandals n cap. anything wrong? fuck off lah. dun come n tell me bout respecting sch n crap liddat ok! ur not my mother. even mrs chong who is paticular bout dressing said nothing. she saw what i wore n checked whether i was in slippers 2 if there's anything wrong i would have been booked or fined! dun come n crap lah ok..

fine .. u moz pretty. sexy. dress sense the best. u win can. no one in SP win u. u tink u wat? not as though ur dressing is so unique or nice. no figure also talk so much. VERY RUDE U NOE? u tink u joking ah ? i dun give a fucking shit ok! if ur joking u wouldn't told me off sarcastically 3 times in a day . "someone wear so little 2dae.. let him cold to death in the lecture hall... his house mah .. can wear what he like" common lah .. u juz dunno how much ppl dislike u. ppl have been bad mouthing u. if u can't control ur mouth then stuff it wif shit. then u'll vomit. then u wun talk. FUCK OFF! keep ur mouth shut n no one will say ur dumb! dun pollute the air!

super pissed! now i noe how ah lin feel. super irritating. to hell u this piece of bloody shit!!#@#@*^$^&%

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

I Believe

I believe....
so i kept my promise...
i've been waiting....
hope that my dream will come true...
will it?
i doubt so...
should i give up?
i dunno...
confused!

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

dong jie

冻结 by: 林俊杰

不小心回到那一天 不小心一切又重演
你如此完美的一切 竟会出现在我的世界
你说话不爱说第二遍 但偏在情人节那一夜
给我你心爱的项鋉 说了三次对我的爱恋
我那时胡涂 不明白为何你会哭
后知后觉以后 领悟
冻结那时间 冻结初遇那一天
冻结那爱恋 冻结吻你那瞬间
我也会疲倦 你的项鋉 在我身边 带我穿梭回从前
冻结那空间 冻结有你的世界 冻结那画面 冻结不让它溶解
我若是疲倦 你的项鋉 在我身边 发光在我胸前
你的项鋉 在我身边 陪伴着我过每一天

Monday, July 04, 2005

mystery...

dunno y??? i guess its u.. gut feeling tells me...

been lazy 2 blog recently. coz very tired... haha.. ok.. i'm mad!! i dyed my hair 2dae.. very BRIGHT!!!!! terrible. wif my ear stud i find tat i look beng... ok.. chao ah beng!!!!!!!

2ml gt C.A .. n i didn't really study!!!! oh no!!!!!!

Friday, July 01, 2005

the truth is the truth

tired... haha... yesterdae attended the sports elective 4 volleyball. 3 yrs never play le.. yest play... whoo hoo... my arms still aches... like blue black..

2dae went 4 my life saving course... quite fun actually. haha..

ok.. sunday gt life saving course again..

super tired now..

juz watched the superstar singing contest results show.... find that it doesn't mean tat u r gd u will win. i find it fair. judges score stands 30% n audience 70%. ur looking 4 a superstar he/she muz b popular n moz importantly is the audience's votes. after all we audiences will b the ones supporting n buying their albums if they do win. itz kind of harsh but after all itz a competition. pity they contestants who recieved high scores from the judges but recieved lesser votes compared 2 the other contestants. well... its not a competition looking juz 4 talents but a superstar.. popularity is very important!!! the truth is after all the truth. gotta face the music. i tink itz the process n the experience tat its important.. well...tats life!