end of my short honeymoon

today marks the end of my short honeymoon at SDC. my OOC was approved and i'll be going back to unit tml morning. uncertain whether PC had discussed my problem wif OC. uncertain about how they will resolve my issues. uncertain of whether my knee will hurt anymore. uncertain on whether i will be able to be mentally prepared n ready to take the stress from the upcoming courses n training. many uncertainties. all i want is to get it over and done wif these 2 years in NS. i have 19 more months to go. when will 8th sep 2008 come?????? :(

n i'm really tired!!!!!!

motivation!!!!

~"when u do things you like, you'll enjoy, no matter how hard or tough it is you will strive to do your best. when u are doing things u have difficulties in, you will not be motivated to do your very best. as time passes you will feel stress and a forms a barrier with respect to the problem."~

do you agree with what i mentioned above? care to share your views??

stressed out!

alot of things happened recently, was very down the past few days. hopefully the decision i made was right. still waiting 4 an answer. thanks to all who had been listening to me pouring out my problems to u guys. really appreciate it alot! been doing nothing these few days. sitting down in tat stupid gan hock's office n reading book, magazine n day dreaming. sianz. still waiting for the confirmation of my OOC. haiz. hopefully my prayers will be answered bah! :P


~Is happiness is more valuable than money? Hmmz.... most of the time, i agree!~

useless n nuisance me

from jeep to bike den comes fear, accident n worries. depressed. been trying my very best but yet i am unable to overcome it. creating so much trouble n nuisance really makes me feel so sucky. not feeling good at all. wat can i do? or wat should i do?

i am not enjoying my life now. y must i serve?? y must they force me to do things i don't like? can someone answer my questions? can someone help me? i dunno.. n i really dunno.. but i know my questions wun be answered.

recovered

yeahz... on my way to recovery. hate to keep falling sick. haha. this whole week had been eating medicine, sleeping, booking in n out of camp. its really troublesome.. n its super troublesome to fall sick n get mc outside of camp. coz u will need to bring mc back to camp 4 endorsement. supperrr long queue n long waiting time. in the end u wun have enough time to rest. more to say recover n be back training. finally its over n dun fall sick again!!!!

2ml celebrating lynal's bday at pastamania. haha. its january.. many parties n celebration to attend!!! n they r all from my bmt frenx... we are january babies!!! :D

wed will be starting my jeep course.... looking forward to yoz!!!!! haha..lolx!

21st bday - photo part 1

my bday cake thanks to my bro who bought the cake!

feeding me?? more like sabotage!!
sabo me again!

ally helping me to cut cake!
my 21st bday!
wat am i doing?? ('',)
look at the camera while u cut the cake!!
my cousins!

love this card!!! thankx alot hardi n siti!!

minyi n yvonne

my BMTC buddiez
wif my poly mates

taking picx while bbq
auntie acting cute again!! lolz!
ally n minyi
haha!! poor bird n his nip****!
best frenx!!!

wif jacky before he dumps me into the pool! :D
wif lynn
jun rong n minyi
wanna try my cooking?? hopefully u dun puke ahaha!
yeahz!! BBQ!!

y ken kiat face liddat sia??
ken kiat n his middle finger!! :P
tian yang n me
ivan n me
bird n me

wif jun rong n jerome
wif hardi
jun rong, jerome, joseph n me
da jie n me
wan wan, cynthia n me

my 21st bday!

21 years old lo.... adult liaoz. had lotsa fun yesterday at my bday party. it was held at costa sand pasir ris. many people came. really appreciate that. recieved lotsa presents. thank you so much. was thrown into the pool by joseph, jacky n ivan. paiseh sia. however, after all the fun, i fell sick. was having damn high fever. 39.8 degrees!! went to c doc n was given a jab. MC 3 days. 2ml gotta book in to endorse mc. haiz.. not very gd liddat. fall sick again. dunno if i can take part in my swimming meet this wed. doc gave instruction of no physical activity for a week. sianx. i tink lack of sleep n rest had caused my body to turn heaty. haiz.... now i'm fine after the jab. but still need to recover well in order to continue the training.

yupz.. putting my fever aside.. gotta share alot of photos taken on 6th jan 2007!!!!!!

end of my 2nd block leave

today marks the last day of my long block leave!! gotta book in tonite lo. so looking forward to the driving course. hopefully i can go for the jeep course. yup the new year had started!! n i wish that there will be a good start for everyone in the new year.

"how far is far? how high is high? you will never know until you try!" somehow i miss seeing this verse in tekong, hawk coy, platoon 4 toilet...... haha! :P