know the linits

in life we need to know our limits. what we should do and what we should not do. If you have not made a mistake. well.. it is fine that you complain. but know how to draw a line between play and threats. it was a play and you did it. so don't be a coward and complain. Yet you are free, others face the music. is that fair?

that was nothing. really nothing. and yet to his limit is maximum. it is pretty sad for him and them.

i worry on day no.2. there are 18 more days to bear. i dunno how but it is just painful. when i am buried with work i tend to forget but when i am back to reality, i hurt. i pray for his safety every now and then.

for now .................... i hope i can move time forward.

heavy heart

how i wish that i could turn back time and prevent all these mishaps from happening. How i wish i could save him from facing such a tough and horrifying consequence.

i cannot imagine the kind of pain one would have to go through in there and yet my close one is going to. yet i have to keep it a secret and put on a mask to pretend nothing has happen. i live everyday with a heavy heart. i feel so helpless standing there and unable to do anything. heart pain.

i hope the 20 days will pass by in a flash. i look forward to the release and the joy of seeing him home. for now... i could only bear the pain in me and pray that things will be smooth for him. please help me dad and make him safe.

=(

Thoughts

~Hectic September~