Thursday, August 25, 2005

back 2 BWSS!!!

2dae went baq to my sec sch, BWSS, wif geetha... one word.... itz WONDERFUL!!!!!

baq 2 sch felt like baq 2 sec sch dayz. so much of fun n laughter. the warmth felt there was juz simply great. some of the teachers had a hard time remembering me, indeed i've grown n changed over the 3 years away from BWSS.. they could not recognise me of cuz. saw my fav teachers miss kim, mr tan, miss jasmine, mrs goh, miss han.... had the longest chat wif mr tan.. HE STILL LIKEs 2 IRRITATE ME.. as usual... but tats the way it should b. miss jasmine was funny... she screamed when she saw geetha.. haahz. All the teachers were like... "do u noe bout the farewell party? ask ur classmates 2 come ok as many as you can... mux have fun! " ... i juz went wow.. wow .. wow.. coz even the cleaners the lab attendant are still around.. we had canteen food haha.. cheap like dunno wat sia.. prawn noodle.. $1.. haha..even some of the stalls are still around.. went to the voleyball court.. my greatest memories... though i wasn't a very outstanding player , in fact .. i will say . i can play volleyball. not to the extent of even GOOD, but it was at the volleybal court where i learnt alot.. learnt bout perserverance, patience, coordination, importance of team work, n lots of things bout pp n their true self ... of cuz i saw who i din wanted 2 c.. mdm wong... i simply jux dislike her till 2dae.

ppl will wonder y????? yah... remembering baq in sec 1 when i created trouble wif tat bitch n got caning n ppl juz gave me faces after tat n even gotten "poor" 4 my conduct. as 4 mdm wong ever since that incident i'm 2 her like a "bad" student. whenever i talk 2 her, her answers she gave was very cold n her attitude towards me n others was different. she was my form teacher baq then n the teacher in charge 4 volleyball. when i was in sec 4, i had a quarrel wif tat bloody coach coz it wasn't my fault n all he knew was pick on me n scream at me.. like hello.. i'm not ur dog....

there will b colours award given out every year 4 graduating students. tat was my aim n goal when i joined volleyball. not juz getting the award but b a good sportsperson when i graduate from the sch. although i was the only player tat lasted all the way since sec 1 till sec 4 while many others jux quit halfway through. i tot will have a chance to stand on stage to recieve tis award but do u noe wat her answer was when i asked mdm wong if she is giving any colours award tis year??? "ISSIT?? I DUNNO....I DUN TINK GOT GIVE!" the day i saw all my best frenx standing on stage getting the award.. do u noe how painful tat was? one by one getting their notice of the award n i was patiently waiting 4 mine n it never came. miss han even comforted me n told me no reason i wun get. still... nothing came. i put all my efforts in tis cca, i even quit my uniform group bcoz of volleyball n in the end tats wat i get. after the quarrel wif the coach i did not go baq training n mdm wong came 2 ask me baq. saying tat they needed me coz i was one of the main player baq then. so i went baq after persuasion n helped the sch reach 2nd place in the south zone. so issit tat she was making us of me baq then 4 the glory of the sch? or was it coz to her i'm jux not a good player? i dunno n i wun wan 2 noe.. i juz felt unfair. n i came 2 noe tat sometimes when ppl r gd to u does not mean tat they mean it. it may jux b a show put on. when i greeted her 2dae though i din wan 2 c her... her answer was " hi!" n went off. she was the only teacher tat did not feel happy at all tat the ex students were baq 2 visit them. it was simply a COLD.. "hiii"..

well.. itz a very long post .. i tink the longest ever... itz jux something i wan 2 say when i saw mdm wong 2dae... writing it down here makes me feel better 2. well.. itz not the award tat i am still bothering over but .. the way ppl treat u .. NOW n THEN when he/she needs ur help n turn their back on u when the mission is accomplished.

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