Transfer again

Well.. the long awaited tsunami is here again. As expected I am blown away to MW. WHOOSH!!!!!!!!!

Well... ask me how i feel?

Hmmz.... Neutral lo. A new environment may be better for me? In terms of $ definitely better. Just upset to leave my dearest colleagues. It's always feelings that create obstacles for me when it comes to such "goodbye" scenes. Sighz....

Well.. i built my current department from scratch. To see it grow. To see it get better. To understanding what mechanics and products work. Now i got to let it go. A little unwilling to....
The footprints left behind were fond memories with closest colleagues. What i brought with me were great experiences which not many will have. The road ahead might be tough but it might also be worth looking forward to.

Inter store transfers are part and parcel retailing. I have been through so many. I should not feel so sad. SMILE. =)

What should I do?

What should i do?

I somehow lost my motivation to work. I am not happy. But I know this is the type of job I like.

I am tired and stress from school. But I accepted it and I chose this path. But I don't seem to get the type of motivation at work. Evil out there is creating trouble every now and then. Uneasy. Hate her!

Maybe I was in a too protected environment back then. Now I am left alone standing in the field, fighting my own war.

I need a new job but companies do not seem keen to hire me. Because I am still doing part time study. I cant blame them and I do understand.

I am stuck in my current part of my life. I have lost all sense of directions.

Tell me what to do.

=(

Stress ....

STRESS STRESS STRESS!!!!!

Work - not smooth n hectic .... unhappy...
Studies - PROJECTS!!!..... "I need a BREAK!!"
Luck - on the down side...


Things are just not going right recently. I am busy like f*cK 24 hrs a day! Tired.. but still have to do it...

I need a break.....
I need some luck....
give me strength...

=(