Saturday, December 03, 2011

A roller coaster ride week

My journey this week was indeed like a roller coaster ride.

Excited that after a month, the exam results will be release. Excited to know how well I did. Happy because on wed i met up with my ex colleagues for dinner, been so long since we met up. Even more tensed up when the night approaches and you know well that when you wake up the next day, the truth will unveil.

My mood fell straight deep into hell when i saw "PASS" for OB. And the marks i got was exactly the same as my combined projects marks. Did I score zero for the exam? After doing so well for my projects, now I am being told I only got a pass? And I am stripped off my Bachelors Degree with Distinction just because of this? I really cannot face the fact, neither could I accept it. Super upset. It was one of my worse day ever. This is the result I produce to show my beloved Dad in heaven? I hated myself back then. Why shall such bad luck fathom on me? I have to appeal and I did. Felt a little better when the coordinator received my appeal email and acknowledged that she will review my case. Waited the whole day and still no reply. sighz.

Thursday morning was just as bad for me. How I wish everything was a dream and I really do not feel like going to work. Nonetheless, I dragged myself out of bed and left for work. While chatting with Jun Long who was trying to console me on Whatsapp, I decided to check my mail box. The moment I saw the incoming mail and the first word from her was "Congratulations!.... you got a overall Distinction ... it was an adminstration error..." I could really feel the damn bloody heavy stone that is sitting on my heart fell off me. It was really an error and i got back 17 marks to pass OB with a Distinction and to graduate with my aim, Bachelors Degree with Distinction. I was really relieved and damn super happy. Glad that I got my highest score in my entire University life for Business Ethics module too.

After 2 years of hard work and sacrifice. It is now finally over. It is time I can move on with life and embrace a new stage of my career and life. I am so glad and blessed. My hard work finally paid off.

Thank you all for showing me support and concern when I was really down. Thanks for all the messages left on my facebook. You guys are the best!! To my boss Yap, thank you so much for believing in me that I could do it. Thank you so much for assuring me that it was all a mistake. Thank you for always giving the trust and faith.

I am still in my celebration mood. After this, I shall really sit down and think about what I step or path I should take next.

December is finally here. It was a good start after all and I shall look forward to the rest of this month. =)

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