WAT THE FUCK!!!

PLZ PLZ PLZ.... GIVE ME A BREAK OK ......
hai hai hai.... still my fault fine ... wateva...... dun make me dulan or else........... fine .. will not elaborate further .....

a rather fine day 2dae .... went to relative's place .... haha .... a baby boy's one month old party .. haha .... lets welcome a new life ... haha ... BTW the baby was SO CUTE... haha ... how i long 4 one ... haha .... fine .. dream on .. i noe .. which lady on this planet wans me first ??? haha ...

then went shop at compass pt .... then went far east square @ chinatown .. quite a nice place ... conducive ... can consider there as place to study the next time ... not bad not bad .... yeahz...

haha .... now taking a short break .... gotta get going n busy wif TQM project again .. wahahha ... be back to blog again .. byee......

Bloody Asshole .. stop Threatening me ok .. i'm nt afraid of u ....

WHY R U DOING THIS 2 ME ????

fuck fuck fuck .. damn pissed ....

i'm tired ..... imagine go sch 4 the whole day .. studied 4 test .... went 4 swimming elective ... from 8am go out until 9pm at nite reach home ... imagine .. which bloody asshole out there wun b tired ????

can i juz have some peace .. some privacy ??? muz i put on a mask at home?? can't i b my original self??? yah .. i look sian ... face black black ... but its not against u ok ??? like dat cannot issit??? ur my mum ... y can't u juz show some concern ??? y?? y?? u oni care bout urself??? self-centred more on selfish .. there r many things i dun wan 2 sae ... i dun wan 2 bring up .. n i've all the while been giving in 2 u .... k .... dun take advantage k .... i'm ur son ... not ur chu qi tong .... fucked up ......

yah .... n u r not sick at all ... STOP USING UR WATEVER DEPRESSION U SAY U R SUFFERING 2 THREATEN ME N BRO. OK ??? A DEPRESSION PATIENT WILL NOT TELL U THAT SHE HASN'T TAKEN HER MEDICINE N WILL PURPOSELY DUN TAKE HER MEDICINE N WANT 2 KI SIAO .... OK ??? STOP USING THAT 2 THREATEN ME ....

i'm juz very disappointed wif u .... u had created so much troubles 4 ppl and yet u still want 2 create more issit??? u say ppl look down on u ... take u as siao .. y dun u change ??? fine .. a leopard will nvr change its spots .....

juz damn bloody pissed ... i'm sicked ..... sick of all the rubbish u had done n said .... all the while i had never felt that i'm ur son at all .... where were u when i need help?? where were u when i needed concern??? where?? where??? in ur fucking room watching TV .. kpo wif others .... yah ... u were all doing that ...

fine ... ppl out there reading tis will find that i am very crude n rude .. yah ... i'm venting my frustrations here ok ...... fine .....

LAmE!!!!!

super lame lah ... go 2 sch juz 4 ITP briefing 2dae .... sian sian sian .. waste my time oni ... full of crap ....

tired ... exhausted ... yah .. after hrs of studying but still can't really get all the Cost Accounting CRAPS into my brain .... arghh .... juz finished doing the summary n DID NOT DO TUTORIALS .... omg .... wun b able 2 catch up le .. gotta put in more effort ...

sai sai sai ..... after all these tests will have 2 rush projects ... FACC..... TAX..... TQM..... IS..... EPI... really HATE it when all the projects all r due so near each other .....

tml gt swimming ..... yeah yeah yeah .... but gt COST CA .. boo boo boo boo .... haha .. wat crap again .....

SEARCHING >> SCANNING >>> which pretty gal out there wants 2 b cuddled by me???? haha ...... looking 4 someone who will listen 2 my probz ... share all her happiness n sadness wif me??? haha .. so difficult 2 find someone like dat sia .... haha ..... sad sad sad .. wahahha .... nvrmind .... it takes time actually ... haha .....:p

Monday Blues

Firstly .... nvr had enuff slp .. slept 4 oni like 3.5 hrs ..... then .... COZ 2ML gt FINANCE CA!!!!!
also ... first lesson tax ... dun understand a single crap ....... lucky ms ANG teach me .. if NT ... AIYOH ......

had a damn full dinner ...... STEAMBOAT .. yum yum ..... haha ..... ate 2 much ... then even more sleepy ... haha ....

going 2 slp le .... haha .... eyes can't open le ... haha .... hopefully tml's paper is DO-ABLE ... haha ... wateva the spelling lah ... hahha .... nitey nitex nitex ... hohoho ........ merry christ nite ... wat crap again .. hahha ..... whoosh 2 bed ...

a lonely sunday ............

yah ... its can say a lonely sunday ..... went 2 do project wif my grp then went 2 study finance n do tutorials on my own ... YES!!! ALL ALONE!!!! .. yah .. ppl may think tat i'm mad .. yah ... mad

near 7pm when i finished studying n woof.......... went far east n shop again .... yah .... bad mood ... went shopping .... bought 2 T shirts .. yah .. i'm VAIN ........ SUPER VAIN .... fine?

VAIN~ yes i'm vain .... i care alot bought my appearance ... can??? i dun like ppl 2 touch or mess up my hair ..... yes I DUN LIKE TAT!!!!! imagine spending time n effort b4 going out 2 juz style my horrible hair ..... then someone juz mess it up less than 1 hr later ??? oh yah ... u can always go toilet 2 restyle ur hair.......yah ... tats not 4 me ... i dun have a manageable hair .... i dun have straight hair .. MY HAIR IS STUBBORN ... DRY ..... CURLY N IRRITATING ..... I NEED 2 USE HAIR DRYER 2 BLOW STRAIGHT .. APPLY CREAM .. YAH I'M GIRLY ... WATEVA U ALL MAY SAE ... BUT .. TAT JUZ ME .... CAN????

YAH ... I'm ugly 2 .... need 2 dress up .. AGAIN ... GIRLISH CAN?? CAN?? HAPPY??? i dun have admirers .... no girls wants me .... yah .. u ppl out there gt ppl want u .. i gt NO LOVE N I EAT HAZELNUT LOVE FROM BREADTALK ALMOST EVERYDAY ...... yah .. fine ... cannot look better .. cannot more vain ah ?? yah ... tat is 2 hopefully attract more girls .... yah .. still fail ... yah yah ... FAIL .. everything also FAIL ... CAN???

wats the EFFORT LIKE?? THE FEELING LIKE??? ITS LIKE DOING A PROJECT N SOMEONE JUZ MESS IT UP .... yah ... project needs more time ... but its the effort .. the effort 2 STYLE MY HAIR ........ wateve lah .. pissed .. YES I"M PISSED !!!!!!!

sorry if any ppl out there reading tis n find tat its offensive or harsh ... pardon me .. i am juz DAMN PISSED ... yah ... i'm ranting on my blog ..... juz 2 make me feel better .....

sian lah

hai..... sian ... sian .. sian .... 2 many projects 2 do le ... 2 many test 2 study 4 ... 2 many tutorials 2 do ... IRRITATING ..... tat is the only word 2 describe .......

yest 2 BZ ... haha ... tats y din blog .... haha ....

haiz... tax tutorial is "SOOOO EASSSYYY!!!" dunno wat bird language talking about also ...... project 4 tax also "SOOOOO EASSSYYYY!!!!" ...... sianz.....
still gt tutorials 2 do ..... finance ... QA(half way) ...... FACC muz do !!!! (monday no time do liao .. coz mux study 4 FINANCE CA!!!!!) yucks yucks yucks ... haha ... i'm complaining .. n yes i'm complaining!!!!

tml is sunday ... n "hooray" gt 2 do project ..... sobz sobz ... wahahaha ...... haiz ... a busy week is coming up .... gotta work hard liao .... hohhoh....

haiz...... y is relationship so complicated?? sometimes i find gals complicated ... haha ..... nvrmind ... watever ...... yup yup .. new gal in my mind n out sourcing 4 more ........ haha .. flirting again ... hahaha ......

k lah .. going 4 steamboat dinner now .. byeee!!!! hahahah .... bleahz :P

damn tired

swimming 2dae is damn tiring .... omg ... haha ... nvrmind .. I LIKE IT !!!!

ok ... wat bout 2dae?? nothing much lah .. haha .. yup yup .. 2dae actually wan 2 sabo junrong one .. haha .... but ah .. sian lah .. ms ang dun cooperate .. hai .. yi chang huan xi yi chang kong ... wahahaha.... bleahz.....

aiyah ... nothing 2 write lah .. will blog again .. byee .. hohohohoh....

projects projects project.... CA .. CA.... CA

omg!!! all those bloody projects ... CA all come again .. sianz lah ... stress ... pui!!

went 2 do project ... suay!!! saw tat bitch at bishan mrt ... took same train with her till city hall .. wait 4 jerome wif her .. do project wif her ... sian lah ... irritating .... yucks ....

tired now .... sick of going COST tutorial .... haha .. farni lah tat renjie (may anne's bf) haha .. say i look cute .. haha .. I CUTE THEN THERE'S NO CUTE GUYS IN THIS WORLD LIAO !wahaha ... say tat oni get shoot by renjie ... "which mother in this world say their child is not cute ?? who sae Panda not cute??" haha ....he saw my nick .. haha ... then ask me 2 show him my pics ... wan c my"cute" face ... hahah .. i find it damn farni lah ... maybe his the right man 4 her? hope so bah .. all the best yah!!! zhu ni men xing fu kuai le ...

haha ... found a new target .... i noe u peeps out there dun believe .. nvrmind ..... haha ..... but dun tink i will take actions bah ... heheh .....

tmr gt sports elective ... yeahz.... coz i 1 week plus nvr swim le.. boo.. coz its going 2 b damn tiring ... haha .... nothing else 2 write le ... haha .. byee ... cya...

damn shack ....

2dae is a damn tiring dae ..... so sleepy the whole day .....

sch's as usual .... finance is as sian as usual ... haha ... slept in lecture again ....

she did not come sch 2dae ... haiz .. gt bothered by her ex .... poor girl .... hope tat she is fine .... i'll always be by her side ... yup... i'm glad tat she like the bracelet i gave her .. ahhazz

stress lah .... sch wrk load piling up higher n higher ... irritating ....
c her stress .. i also feel down ... now whe set her status 2 away .. gut feeling tells me he is at her place of on the phone wif him .

da jie ah da jie .... wat the hell happen 2 u ... ur not ur usual self .... u like so down these feel dayz .... hai .. oni er ge can help u ... i guess ... hope tat u will b fine n dun always bottle up ur probz.. share wif us n we can help u share the burden .... we'll help u .. dun worry ... u always worry bout others n wun let ppl noe ur stuffs...

haiz ... dad can b discharged soon ... but ... haiz ... how can we take care of him .. wif oni mum at home moz of the time .. me n bro goes sch .... muz find a way 2 persuade him go rehabiliation centre le....

feeling damn lousy n tired now .. c ppl in trouble .. but can't really help much .... sad sad sad ....

gotta go soon .... go rest le .. xiu xi shi wei le zou gen chang yuan de lu ......
byess ... nitex ...

happy Vdae!!!!

it's vdae n ... its my consecutive 19yrs celebrating tis special occasion alone ... haha

finally sort out my thoughts .... can't b couples ... lets b frenz ....

thk u may anne 4 "ditching" me now .. thk u .... its better tat we r frank wif each other now .. now wat each other thinks and wants .... at least u make it clear to me tat "we can b frenz" haha .... gd gd .. at least its like ... chang tong bu ru duan tong .. at least u dun drag n then make things worst ... haha ....

yup .. vdae .. n celebrated wif eng n jerome .. ahha .. went pastamania 4 dinner .. love the potato salad 2 death .. yum yum .. haha

went boat quay ... walk walk then walked 2 esplanade .. eng n jerome went hm n woof .... left me alone .. went 2 rooftop ... sat dwn 4 awhile...... sort down my tots n .... haah .. i feel much better nw ....haha .....

took bus home .... haha ... no textbk!!! hahha cannot do facc tutorial .. hahaz.. lame .. tml gt 2 hr break .. will do then lah ..

haha.. will blog again ... haha ... gd nitex ... haha ...

heartbroken

tml is valentine's day .... a lonely Vdae again ....

last year its because i see no future wif wee li ... i decided 2 give up and it was b4 Vdae...
tis year .... its before Vdae tat my heart broke again.............. sob sob

i knew it ... and i knew it .... somethings wrong somewhere ...... and i guessed it rite .. she had found someone better .... and juz had her confirmation .... yes 4 the past few days she wasn't online and yes she went dating wif someone else ....

i'm totally disappointed wif myself .... y am i such a failure when it comes to relationship??? y mux i b hurt on Vdae eve ? why why why? very depressed .. feel like crying .. but wo ku bu chu lai .....

i will keep my promise ... we'll still b frenz .... i will swallow n tolerate all the pain .... i will ...

lastly ... "I LOVE YOU!" ........................

feeling down

where r u?? why wouldn't u reply my msg?? where did u go?? why ain't u online??? i miss u .. miss u badly .... gonna cry .... where have u been?? its been 2 days le ... i nvr c u online 2days le .... did i do something bad??? or wrong??? ur like avoiding me .... i'm so heartbroken .... realli mizz u .. sob sob!! :(

its been a long time!!!

its been a long time since i've blogged ... what a lousy blog i have .. but at least there is something there 4 me 2 write bout myself ... hahaz.....

4th day of chinese new year ..... one word ... BORING .... prefer 2 go overseas ...... at least ppl plan ur time 4 u .. where 2 go n blah blah ... stay in s'pore is so so bo liao ...... no where 2 go except visiting .... n the whether is freaking hot ...... so damn hot .... go anywhere also sianz .. go shopping centres also sian ..... go until dowan 2 go .... haiz ... i still mizz going 2 sch....

never c her 4 5days le .... miss her ... but i noe she dun ... her heart is wif her ex ... how stupid of me .... i knew n she had rejected me .. but i'm still waiting ... coz .. i've promise tat i'll wait 4 her ... but she tell me dun .... y?? y??? u use 2 sae i can wait .. but if i do find someone else i love .. go ahead ... now???

maybe i tink 2 much .. i've misunderstood ppl's intention .. she juz take me as her confidante ...i dun wan 2 juz b ur confidante ... i want 2 spend n share my life wif u .... very fast ... monday is valentine's day .... haiz .. i can't celebrate tis special occasion wif u ... u sure b wif him .... where do i stand ... wake up eden!!!!!! but i noe its hard ... i can't turn back ....

kan de hen kai ..... if its not urs its not urs .... mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de .....
TO THAT MAN OUT THERE .. IF U STILL LOVE HER .... GET HER BACK ...... AND TREAT HER WELL ...... SHE LOVES U ALOT .... DO APPRECIATE N CHERISH!!!

well i tink tats all 4 2dae .... i'll b sad .. yah .. at home ... outside i'll act as though i'm fine .... i'll smile .... tats all yah .... byess!!!