Tuesday, September 06, 2005

i dun wan 2 Cheat!

firstly, HAPPY BDAY 2 JEROME N MEIFONG!!! hope u guys have a wonderful bdae! stay happy n cool always!

secondly, this post here is 2 vent some frustration! next post was a joke of the day!

thirdly, baq 2 wat i want 2 say! ok... i'm glad tat my application 4 SP scholarship/bursary was not successful. at least i will not feel guilty n bad if the application was successful when i take the money. didn't want 2 apply in the first place. then after much persuasion tot tat i will need the money 4 my sch fees. then found out later tat i wun need it at all! i'm glad the money went 2 someone more eligible than me.

however, someone at home wasn't happy wif tis. given my family background i dun even fit 2 fill in the application form. i'm still able 2 survive. juz enough! in the first place i was trick into applying coz i tot tat someone will not pay 4 my sch fees anymore but later he/she still paid! but i had already applied. guilty, ashame, disgusted. he/she isn't happy n want 2 make an appeal bout the rejection! plz lah... if u dun wan face i wan. i dun wan 2 b labelled as desperate 4 money. bcoz i dun need it in the first place. get rejected redi, worst still not eligible but still wan 2 appeal. wat kind of impression will it give ppl? in the end its me getting labelled as desperate 4 money not U!!! coz its applied using MY NAME!!!! really disgusted! i dun like it!

plz b satisfied wif wat u have now. there r many other unfortunate out there who needs out help. we should extend our help 2 them. stop being selfish! sounds like NKF donation advertising. watever .. tat's juz how i feel. LASTLY, A GREAT THANK U 2 SP 4 NOT APPROVING MY APPLICATION!

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