Friday, December 30, 2005
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
pixz 2 share!!!
SOME PIXZ TAKEN ON X'MAZ EVE!!!!! .................
ACTING RETARD @ COSY BAY...... HAHA!
WHAT IS HE TRYING 2 DO??? :O
CHERRY GALZ!!!!
ahhhhh takkkkkkkk!!!!! HAHA! sIaOZ !
HOHOHO!!! MERRY X'MAZ @ FISH & CO.
ACTING RETARD @ COSY BAY...... HAHA!
WHAT IS HE TRYING 2 DO??? :O
CHERRY GALZ!!!!
ahhhhh takkkkkkkk!!!!! HAHA! sIaOZ !
HOHOHO!!! MERRY X'MAZ @ FISH & CO.
went 2 ah lin's dad funeral...
2dae went 2 simei 2 attend a funeral. damn sad. it juz reminded me of dad. cherish all love ones never wait till u lose them then regret......
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
finally!!!
finally!!!! my computer is working n i can go online... n singtel upgraded my 256k to a 512k 4 free!!! however, my msn messenger did not work suddenly.... kept saying "default gateway" kept trying but still cannot log in.. i dunno y ..... sianz......
nevermind... i'll slowly find out wats wrong wif it....
itz coming to the end of 2005 soon... many things had happened n i've learnt many things this year. firstly, certain things jux happen as it is... when u start to cherish ur love ones n hope tat they have gd health, all of a sudden things change n they will leave u. i miss dad...... but ... think positively... he had left us earlier tats all. i believe we will meet when again in another world. however, there will still be times when tears flow when i think bout all the gd times i had wif him esp when during the days when i was young n will tag along wif him to work.
in relationships i learnt one thing never put urself into a relationship until u r sure she loves u too. i'm one who puts in all my heart into one always n in the end its a one sided love. then... HURTS!!!!! but i do recover quite easily as time passes by wif every relationship i try 2 put together. sometimes i do feel that i am useless. most people at my age have at least one but i have zero. only one but i will never consider tat at all coz she was overseas when i asked n till now she din come baq. n it jux ended but we were still gd frenz. when will true love come? when will i find miss right. let fate decide. its really tiring.... very tiring.. i had enough redi.... 3 this year.... n all failed. worst to realise tat someone i used 2 love n tat i hurt most n put in most effort was all the while fooling me. how stupid am i?? to be fooled n played for 1.5 years.. do u noe tat it hurts alot . really!!! how can i possibly bring myself forward 2 b courageous 2 find a new one again?? i dun tink so... relationships really had a huge impact on me this year. i'm one who has no confidence now in relationships... no more.
friendship..... well... true frenx are really hard 2 find. i'm lucky.. i met 3. they will always be there 4 me. always be there 2 support me. never had them back stabbing me. others... maybe i'm in the wrong course of study n i chose 2 mix around wif ppl i should not mix me. another lesson. choose your frens properly. until year 3 then i realised.. i chose to mix around wif all the wrong ppl. regretted. some are juz so irritating!!!!!!! putting on mask every now n then. for example.... putting on a sick face.... haiyah.. sure fail my test .. get back results very good. then say by luck... worst till hao lian tat he/she noe his/her work very well... sure correct in the end results no good then give ppl face. like the whole world angered u. wth....... hate tis kind of ppl. why can't u be true to urself??? if u noe ur work say u noe... afraid that u will say u dunno then get high marks then shut up dun say... do u ever noe how one feel when u hope to excel in the course of study even though u din like it but everytime u wun do well, then some idiots will be jux there 2 put on their masks. its juz like being so looked down!!! irritating! very irritating!! i hate my life like tat meeting ppl like tat. nevermind i shall not see him/her anymore after 2 months. coz... i wan 2 graduate n leave this stupid place!!!!!! maybe its my fault... all because i din choose my course properly in the end ... i ended up in an environment not suitable 4 me. really its not!!! n its true.. i can get along better wif ppl from different course of study. much better n much things that we can talk about. (dun care if he/she reads this because its my blog n i shall write wat i like!)
ok... leave my unhappiness in school aside... i should look 4ward to my future.... after army where will i go n what will i do.... hmmz... things are getting brighter ... i've passed my life saving 1,2, n 3 test today n will be proceeding to take my bronze medallion certificate in order to b a life guard .. then i'll take my swimming instructor course. hooray then i can teach children how 2 swim. so fun 2 mix around wif children!!!! then i will choose the course of study that i like n then decide on my career... i wan 2 be an air steward!!!! then i can travel !!!! like 2 meet more ppl n learn more things... maybe i'll teach... maybe i'll be a superstar.. i'll cut an album... i'll be a businessman n earn lotsa $$$ ... or a plumber... sell yakult or WALLS ice cream.....
ok eden lim get back to reality... focus on getting my diploma first!!!! ok ..... its 2.24am n i'm still widely awake!!!!!! ok .. gotta get back 2 sleep... hope my msn can work!!!! haha... nitex!!!!
nevermind... i'll slowly find out wats wrong wif it....
itz coming to the end of 2005 soon... many things had happened n i've learnt many things this year. firstly, certain things jux happen as it is... when u start to cherish ur love ones n hope tat they have gd health, all of a sudden things change n they will leave u. i miss dad...... but ... think positively... he had left us earlier tats all. i believe we will meet when again in another world. however, there will still be times when tears flow when i think bout all the gd times i had wif him esp when during the days when i was young n will tag along wif him to work.
in relationships i learnt one thing never put urself into a relationship until u r sure she loves u too. i'm one who puts in all my heart into one always n in the end its a one sided love. then... HURTS!!!!! but i do recover quite easily as time passes by wif every relationship i try 2 put together. sometimes i do feel that i am useless. most people at my age have at least one but i have zero. only one but i will never consider tat at all coz she was overseas when i asked n till now she din come baq. n it jux ended but we were still gd frenz. when will true love come? when will i find miss right. let fate decide. its really tiring.... very tiring.. i had enough redi.... 3 this year.... n all failed. worst to realise tat someone i used 2 love n tat i hurt most n put in most effort was all the while fooling me. how stupid am i?? to be fooled n played for 1.5 years.. do u noe tat it hurts alot . really!!! how can i possibly bring myself forward 2 b courageous 2 find a new one again?? i dun tink so... relationships really had a huge impact on me this year. i'm one who has no confidence now in relationships... no more.
friendship..... well... true frenx are really hard 2 find. i'm lucky.. i met 3. they will always be there 4 me. always be there 2 support me. never had them back stabbing me. others... maybe i'm in the wrong course of study n i chose 2 mix around wif ppl i should not mix me. another lesson. choose your frens properly. until year 3 then i realised.. i chose to mix around wif all the wrong ppl. regretted. some are juz so irritating!!!!!!! putting on mask every now n then. for example.... putting on a sick face.... haiyah.. sure fail my test .. get back results very good. then say by luck... worst till hao lian tat he/she noe his/her work very well... sure correct in the end results no good then give ppl face. like the whole world angered u. wth....... hate tis kind of ppl. why can't u be true to urself??? if u noe ur work say u noe... afraid that u will say u dunno then get high marks then shut up dun say... do u ever noe how one feel when u hope to excel in the course of study even though u din like it but everytime u wun do well, then some idiots will be jux there 2 put on their masks. its juz like being so looked down!!! irritating! very irritating!! i hate my life like tat meeting ppl like tat. nevermind i shall not see him/her anymore after 2 months. coz... i wan 2 graduate n leave this stupid place!!!!!! maybe its my fault... all because i din choose my course properly in the end ... i ended up in an environment not suitable 4 me. really its not!!! n its true.. i can get along better wif ppl from different course of study. much better n much things that we can talk about. (dun care if he/she reads this because its my blog n i shall write wat i like!)
ok... leave my unhappiness in school aside... i should look 4ward to my future.... after army where will i go n what will i do.... hmmz... things are getting brighter ... i've passed my life saving 1,2, n 3 test today n will be proceeding to take my bronze medallion certificate in order to b a life guard .. then i'll take my swimming instructor course. hooray then i can teach children how 2 swim. so fun 2 mix around wif children!!!! then i will choose the course of study that i like n then decide on my career... i wan 2 be an air steward!!!! then i can travel !!!! like 2 meet more ppl n learn more things... maybe i'll teach... maybe i'll be a superstar.. i'll cut an album... i'll be a businessman n earn lotsa $$$ ... or a plumber... sell yakult or WALLS ice cream.....
ok eden lim get back to reality... focus on getting my diploma first!!!! ok ..... its 2.24am n i'm still widely awake!!!!!! ok .. gotta get back 2 sleep... hope my msn can work!!!! haha... nitex!!!!
Thursday, December 22, 2005
e-learning week
e-learning week suxz!!! gotta come all the way to sch juz to use the com. ALL because MY COM AT HOME BROKE DOWN! irritating!!
then the stupid blackboard damn lag! wa lau!! one joke.. damn funny... jux now i was in the sch canteen... bought my rice. put on the table. went to buy drink. guess wat??? when i came baq, 2 bloody birds were eating my rice. wat the .....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok... x'mas is coming!!!! countdown party next ... haha.. lots of partying these days.... yeahz!!!! but my PC still cannot work. then TV in my room broke down... sianz..... haiz.. suay sia..... very fast n i'll be moving on to term 4 .. my last term in poly n hoorayy i can get out od accountancy!!!!!
ok lahz.. gotta get baq 2 e-learning... wat the hell!!!
then the stupid blackboard damn lag! wa lau!! one joke.. damn funny... jux now i was in the sch canteen... bought my rice. put on the table. went to buy drink. guess wat??? when i came baq, 2 bloody birds were eating my rice. wat the .....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok... x'mas is coming!!!! countdown party next ... haha.. lots of partying these days.... yeahz!!!! but my PC still cannot work. then TV in my room broke down... sianz..... haiz.. suay sia..... very fast n i'll be moving on to term 4 .. my last term in poly n hoorayy i can get out od accountancy!!!!!
ok lahz.. gotta get baq 2 e-learning... wat the hell!!!
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
terrible sch!
sch suxz.. itz terrible! lots of projects, assignments, presentations n CA!!!! crap full of crap! ACCOUNTANCY SUXZ!!!!
haiz.... been such a long time since i've blogged coz.. MY COM AT HOME STILL CAN'T WORK! TO HELL MY COMPUTER!!
updates on wat had happened ... BWSS Farewell dinner was fun!!! everyone was well dressed 4 the dinner.. everyone looked great! :P had a great time chatting wif all the teachers, photos snapshots. lots of memories there 2. we saw many of our horrible photographs at the reception. i looked so terrible baq in sec sch. (i dun mean i look gd now.. still horrible) haha!!! no wonder nobody wants me haha!!! lotsa laughter n crappy nonsense started again! really miss the sch n all my frenz!!!!N the teachers 2.. except mdm wong!! bleahx!
hmmx...... really can't remember muchj bout wat had happened recently coz.... itx 9.39 am n i'm in sch sitting in front of the stupid PC coz i gotta do my MA assignment n project reports... wth..
ok getting baq 2 work.... :P
haiz.... been such a long time since i've blogged coz.. MY COM AT HOME STILL CAN'T WORK! TO HELL MY COMPUTER!!
updates on wat had happened ... BWSS Farewell dinner was fun!!! everyone was well dressed 4 the dinner.. everyone looked great! :P had a great time chatting wif all the teachers, photos snapshots. lots of memories there 2. we saw many of our horrible photographs at the reception. i looked so terrible baq in sec sch. (i dun mean i look gd now.. still horrible) haha!!! no wonder nobody wants me haha!!! lotsa laughter n crappy nonsense started again! really miss the sch n all my frenz!!!!N the teachers 2.. except mdm wong!! bleahx!
hmmx...... really can't remember muchj bout wat had happened recently coz.... itx 9.39 am n i'm in sch sitting in front of the stupid PC coz i gotta do my MA assignment n project reports... wth..
ok getting baq 2 work.... :P
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