farewell buffet at unicorn ...

jux came home... tired.. going sleep soon.

farewell dinner was ok lah... nothing much.. jux plain eating n talking n ktv session. quite fun actually. UNFAIR!! many of my frenz 2dae last dae le.. me still gt 4 hrs 2 tolerate 2ml then tis ITP will end. let time flies ban .. fly bah fly bah!!! CRAZY!! haah..

looking 4ward 2 2ml @ 1.30pm n HOORAY!!!! i'll BE FRee!!!! yeahz...... :P

1.5 days more!!!!

yes!! 1.5 days more & ITP will b over le!! can't wait 2 get my pay n go buy my stuff!!!

tml got buffet, a farewell dinner 4 us.. not bad lah. one thing i dun like. they r gonna force me 2 sing which i wun wan 2. dun wan. juz dun wan. no other reason. haha... tml eric go overseas. YEAH!! last stock take 2ml!! then can sit down in office n do my balance sheet. arghh!! juz simply hate the balance sheet!

k.... gotta go.... byee!!

thought of the day

a SMilE iS aN iNeXpeNsiVe waY 2 maKe u LoOk betteR!!!

Vesak Day

shiok!! 2dae no work!! sleep sleep sleep... den went swim n tan. den went walk walk at toapayoh. then go uncle house watch tv. now home. later sleep. tml work. SIANZ!!!

BBQ!!!!

its bbq nite at granny's place!!! a family gathering. talked crap. bbq. drink wine. laugh. haha.. i juz like all these. fun! feel so much like home!

work was quite pissed off 2dae. imagine u have 2 do stock take all by urself. n all the stocks r amplifiers, speakers, dvd players, refridgerator..... n tat stupid lawyer expects me 2 do it all by myself. GO EAT SHIT! Y DUN U DO IT URSELF! dun tink u can bully ITP student ok. disguating freak. juz a piece of irritating shit! lucky we have very nice ppl like uncle john, jinyi n mrs yee who stand up 4 me. they tried 2 get more ppl 2 help me out on tuesday onwards. imagine !!! its not one store but its 3 warehouse full of stocks wif some stocks piling up to the ceiling. ka ni na tink i superman ah. siao bo!!!

k lah .. enuff of these ppl redi . one lawyer n one scholar is enuff 2 get on my nerves n make me wan to strangle them . juz a bunch of hypocrites!

ok .. a very long weekend is coming.. long? not realli.. juz one day more. better than nothing. can sleep redi ... gd gd.. becoming panda soon. got quite a surprise 2dae!! so long never contact le n yet she still remembers me. quite shock to recieve her msg. ok .. haha... k.. i'm going 2 have a short chat wif miss geetha n i'll go slp.. niteey!!!

Men's Nite out!

It's men's nite out!! haha ... 2dae went eat sakae wif ivan, eng, jerome n ah lin. shiok... long time never eat sushi le.. chatted n had dinner at the same time.. long time no meet then alot of "jiao way" talk... haha ...then walk 2 P.S... then go home..

2dae eric good mood sia.... joke wif us!! then even after he quarrelled wif mr yee still can joke wif me when we went to bank. after tat go kopitiam "la" kopi!! haha... not bad not bad!! sian . 2dae mrs yee never come. she sick. then i damn bored nothing 2 do. kept staring at the accounts until i can remember the figures!

yesterday tieng yeow call me. he at tekong.. botak lo... ask me 4 vicknesh no. i dun have .. haha.. sae he saw him at tekong.. sergeant rank liao.. wow... hah.. i going in soon too.. next year lah.

talking bout botak... i seriously need a hair cut!!! terrible hair.. cannot style.. wun stand liao.... stupid. haha... tats all 4 my story telling 2dae n goody nite!

busy day

a rather busy dae!!! had lotsa things 2 do at work n time flies.. soon . whoosh!!! 6.30 lor... go home!!!

as usual uncle fetch me from work. had dinner at amk centre then went home. n YES!! i found my VCD!!! Phantom of the Opera!!!! haha... gotta watch it when i'm free... k lahz... dunno wat 2 write also... byee n bless 2 all!!!! c ya !!! :P whoosh 2 dreamland!

One day tour 2 harvey norman outlets!

time flies when u r not in the office. 2dae went delivery wif steven. damn shiok! so fun. went 2 many different shopping centres. went 2 places i've never been to like westmall & tampines mart. not bad .. like sight seeing tour. sight seeing to almost all the harvey norman stores in singapore!

tml going 2 deliver goods again. 4 a short while only . YES!! can wear tees n jeans!! hooray!! haha!! k lah .. gotta sleep lor. nitex!!!

new week....

its a new week... week 5 le .. soon ITP will b over le...

heard from bernard tat they r going 2 throw a farewell party 4 us. haha .. not bad not bad.. gt buffet 2 eat. haha! den tat bernard nothing better 2 do.. go ask the previous ITP gals 2 come next fri 4 the farewell party n wan 2 match make 4 me. haha.. crazy.. then kept disturbing me.
haiz. i still haven 4get her. how? ever since start of tis year till now, i've not 4gotten her. maybe my miss right hasn't appear bah. as long as i do find someone which can replace her in my heart, i'll go 4 it. tat is IF THE DAY EVER COMES. coz most of the time no girls will notice me.. haha... i not prince charming mah... hoho... & also i not the type who will go 4 the girl unless i realli am serious and certain bout being wif her :(

aniwae.. looking 4ward 2 tml. coz i no need wear formal! can wear jeans n tees!! coz i gt 2 go deliver goods wif uncle steven n we r going 2 travel round singapore!!!! hooray!!!! haha... gonna sit in uncle steven's roller coaster. haha... coz he drive car like ride roller coaster. k lah.. gotta do some exercises... then sleep... becoming panda soon. haha!! nitex!

frustrated

damn frustrated. not in gd mood these days.

went swim 2dae , tanned 2.. so now abit darker liao. then went shop around. no mood. only bought the belt tat i had been eyeing 4 a long time. no mood. PISSED! DULANZ! y r u liddat? no respect! i dun care wat u do. who u wan b wif. where u wan go. juz a form of respect. tats it. i'll wait 4 the day to come when i can let out all i wan 2. i'll trigger the bomb in me myself n i blast at u. u wait. u wait. i'll never let him die 4 nothing. u better watch out.

fucked up. damn bloody fucked up. stupid arse!

i may look as if i'm fine but I"M NOT! juz dowan 2 put on the face coz its not as if the whole world owes me money. its ONLY U N ONLY U! ok. wait.. better watch out. i'll never fall despite tat i'm tired. i still get a battle 2 fight. i have to win. i will win!

i'll never 4give u

never will i expect u to b like tis.... pissed damn pissed... wateva... u din respect who u should respect ... i'll never 4give u.. HATE YOU!

friday the 13th .. is a really bad day. got told off by eric 4 filling in the TT form wrongly then told us off again 4 going lunch 2gether. sianz... sick to c him so serious... yah .. tat "da xue shen" is one big sucker .. only noe how to suck up 2 his boss.. heard wat he said bout john to eric n i was like .. "wow!!!!" .. ok .. better b careful of my words when i speak to him... then go home heard things tat made me boil 2 the max!!! sickening lah!!! arrghh!

days at work without mrs yee realli suxz.... she rawks u noe... haha.... hope 2 c her tml... oh yah .. tml the chiwawa, peachy is coming to work ... dun like the idea of a dog in the office ... firstly it is very small.. then the dog walk no sound... then scared 2 accidentally step on the dog coz it alwayz follow ppl behind n u wun noe tat it is behind u... thirdly ... this dog is fierce bark n bark n bark .. dunno y also . but it is so small n cute ... hahahah... ok .. contradicting.. haha

tml is sat n work ends at 1.30pm .. cool.... haha .... looking 4ward!! weekend is coming ... yeahz!

juz another dae

been kinda lazy to blog. day is fine... rain then stop.. quite a nice day. went outstation twice .. one to bank , second to showroom at adelphi. fast sia ITP is coming to an end soon its coming to the end of week 4 le. 2 more weeks then sch reopen. so fast..time really flies.

learnt quite alot. gain some valuable experiences this week at work. looking forward 4 more!!! going 2 slp soon damn tired dunno y every nite is like day. ifeel so fresh. tell myself to slp early but still will procrastinate till like 12 or 1 a.m. before sleepyness steps in ... used 2 late nights le .. ahha ... ok .. will try get some slp now... looking forward 2 weekend.. hooray!!!! :P

miss u....

rainy day...
work is the same .. kind of busy .. learnt something new. feeing very shack.. mentally.. physically tired. hope 2ml will b better ... dunno wat 2 write .. a redundant post ... lazy 2 blog also...

i miss u . i miss the gd old times. i'm still keeping all my promises. u? i dunno. i'm confused! 4get it.

~live my life ... i'll try 2 make my dreamz come true? but it seems 2 b redundant & useless 4
each attempt.. is it fair?~

DU LANZ!

pissed at work! pissed at home!

damn fucking PISSED! ok .... at work felt so irritated! imagine a customer called n asked 4 help... i dunno how to help her coz i'm a temporary staff only. i dunno tats y i asked u. can't ur attitude b a bit more courteous? n i dun tink tats the way u treat ur customers. i noe u r busy! if u dun wan 2 call the customers baq den sae so .. sae ur busy .. i can ask another staff to call. dun have to tell me tat "u ask her to call me.. i'm not gonna call her!" u big fuck ah? u dua liap ah? kani na leh! felt so irritated ... thats the way u value ur customers... CONGRATULATIONS!! U WILL GO FAR !!!! REALLY FAR!!!

4get bout tat ... not going to bother anymore next time gt phone call i'm not going to ask u to answer. nevermind less than 3 weeks more .. shall nt bother wif such ppl .... ang moh slang big fuck ah? lim peh hokkien si beh chor ah !

went home 2dae n i felt the damn humiliating !!!! imagine ur mother giving u baq the mother's dae gift u bought her? ok ... dun wan dwell on this topic... the issue at work alredi pissees me off redi! enuff!!!!

2dae was quite a nice dae at work ... kind of busy! time flies when u have lotsa things 2 do .. bernard came baq from his holiday n haha .. dun ahve to open invoices, DO n blah blah!! mrs yee very cute!! always looking 4 files... n papers ... then keep saying .." huh? cannot find? faint le faint le ... haha " funny lady .. a very nice n warm lady feel very comfortable talking to her.

2ml another dae at work .... gotat work hard ... 3rd week at ITP got A.... this is week 4 .. n gotta continue 2 work harder!!! be baq soon n bye!!!

Realised!

i've finally realised tat u r not the one tat i should respect. u r not the one who worth me to care about because u dun luv ur sons... its mother's day n i celebrated it without her. Y?? wat did me n bro do wrong? 4get it .... though gave her mother's day present but i dun tink she appreciates it. always getting angry n pissed wif nothing. I NOE WAT U PPL WILL SAE.. I DIN UNDERSTAND HER! yah .. coz i really din understand her.. i dunno wat she wants? tell me ppl.. tell me ... how to talk to her when she din even wan 2 talk nicely 2 us? u talk to her nicely ... n wats her reply? "GO AWAY LAH! DUNNO LAH! UR VERY TROUBLESOME! ALWAYS DISTURBING ME!" tell me... how? she only noes how 2 raise her voice at us... SICK!

she din even respect her own mother. she broke her mum's heart(grandma) on mother's day eve. i realli dunno wat 2 do .... haiz.... sooner or later i'm gonna leave her n i will nt bother myself wif her. worst come to worst .. she leaves us first. i'll b happy!!! damn happy!

From tis moment in my life ... the ones i care 4 n luv r all my family except her! n my beloved gal but she dun luvs me . thks 2 all frens out there who cared 4 me ... may anne, er ge, da jie, er jie, suryana, hardi, geetha.... thks alot n many others out there ... u guys do noe me well enuff! thks 4 being there 4 me when i need u guys! i'll b strong!!! i'll live on....

ESP TO AUNT N UNCLE !!! I LUV THE BOTH OF U !!!!! UR THE ONES WHO HAD SUPPORTED ME ALWAYZ! UR THE ONES WHO HAD BEEN THERE ME N BRO THRU ALL UPS N DOWNS!! N WE"LL B THERE 4 U WHEN U NEED US .. WE WILL ALWAYZ!

PISSED!

ok ... i'm damn pissed but i dun wan 2 write it down here .. it jux boils my blood ...N NO POINT GETTING ANGRY WIF USELESS PPL!

ok .. day at work was fine 4 yest n 2dae .. sat in eric's car ... damn shiok ! he gt a very nice car! same things at work lah ... deliver gds ... move gds... check invoices wif physical stock, issue all those notes , invoices n DO... haha ... oh yah .. eric treated us mac ... wow ... first time leh .... THKS ALOT!!!!

Yest met eng, ah lin & jerome .. went 2 have dinner at BK ... haha.. first time tat ah lin will join us . then after tat the kuku ah lin went home n left the 3 of us . watched movie!!! House of the Wax... quite ok lah .. not scary abit disgusting only! haha... the show ended at 11.50pm n wow ... tml i gt work ... went home after tat .. took cab .... haha .. damn tired ...

2dae went to BBDC ... hahahahahha... wanted 2 re-book my basic theory test n guess wat? u can only book b4 3pm on weekends ... n i was there at 3.30pm ... wat the .... nvrmind... can book other time .. no hurry also!!

jux hope that tml will b better! "ming tian hui gen hao" ! tats all !!! ..... :P

results day

today i got back my results.... YEAH!!!!! finally after 2 yrs in poly .. tis is the first time i c A grade in my results slip!!!! Hooray!!!! the rest was all B except FACC n Cost get C+ ....... wat 2 do ?? its ACCOUNTS!!!!! hahaha ....

days without bernard at office really suxz!!! got so many things 2 do .... TR, TT, push trolley, carry goods, issue invoices, DO, repair note, return note, exchange note... wat the hell!!!! showed eric part of our powerpoint slides 4 the marketing project . he said ok!! haha!! oh yah ... n he finally gave us A 4 our ITP!!! n we got our pay 2dae!!!! haha .. like wat an eventful day !!!!

oh yah .. haven been blogging 4 like 2 days... ok ... work was fine .. went "eat snake" wif uncle steven. went to the showroom at Adelphi centre... sit down ... uncle steven treated mi watermelon juice ... ahha ... then went sim lim square 2 deliver gds... then had 1/2 hr of free parking .. went to find auntie swee choo n lame wif her ... ahha .. tat mad woman!! haha...

its like so happy 4 me but I"M NOT!!! actually VERY PISSED N IRRITATED wif One WOMAN!!!! Fuck off lah ... wat the hell do you think u r doing!!! go n eat shit!! i loathe u to death!!!! u r not fit to be my ..... wateva!!!! i dun wan 2 mention name!!! u think u very clever!! ur retribution is coming soon .... HE will give u ur deserved punishment!!!!! u better know your limits!!! dun eva let the day comes when I HAVE TO BLOW MY TOP AT U I TELL U! dun TEST MY PATIENCE!!! U GROOMING GOAT !! UNFAITHFUL BITCH!!! CRACK POT!!!! N YOU TIS SHAMELESS GUY THERE!!! DUN LET MY FIST LAND ON UR FUCKING FACE!!!

ok ... i'm blowing my top here ....

wat 2 do? sometimes u will feel very unhappy n pissed wif ppl but think twice! do u need 2 get agitated n spoil ur day by doing so 4 such ppl? 4get it i'm nt gonna go n waste my time .. just blasting my top here to let things out from my chest! feel better now!!! thk u blog!!!

ok .. tats the end of me venting frustrations here .. haha ... take care peeps n i'll be baq blogging!!! yupz.. hope my new blogskin is fine .. do drop me a message n provide some comments yah .... thks ... nitex.. sweet dreamz!!!

Happy Labour Day!!

a great dae indeed... wnet shopping then met cyn n beez 4 dinner.. so long never meet le... feel so gd.

great frenz r hard 2 find ... esp ones that u can hang out wif , talk 2 without feeling uneasy!! well sometimes u jux have to face ppl whom u can't really click wif n u'll feel like shit!!! really treasure all be best frenz out there who will always b there 4 me, to care n share all happy n sad moments!!!

now quite tired .. tml gonna meet hardi... gonna irritate the hell out of her... ahhaha .... hohoh...

woo hoo!!!

finally, my long awaited weekend is here!!! n monday got no work coz its labour day holiday! yeah! so tired ... next week jinyi is on leave . oh no .. me n alvina will suffer like mad!!! got lotsa assignments to do!! not 2 bad .. at least it keeps me occupied n time will fly past quickly!

tomolo is sunday n it'll b the same thing again .. family outing wif bro, uncle, aunt n me ... haha...
well tatz all 4 tis post n ... got one more .. haha ....