Never the same again

We will never be the same again.
Things will also never be the same again.
=)

In need of happy pills

Writing this post using the new template of Blogger, not really used to it yet.

Haven't been so good recently. Career and relationships are stumbling on me.

I am starting to get real frustrated with work at times. Advertisements, website & overseas project. Just how and when will all these shit end? I am not given a firm direction on what I should and must do. F**k up pay package. Sickening and horrible colleagues (not all). SIGH! I need a NEW job! But it is just so tough to find a job these days.

Well, relationships have never been smooth sailing for the past 10 years. Don't even want to further talk about it. Career is still my first priority.

Still, I shall not give up. I'll work and try harder then. I need to be happy and I need...
HAPPY PILLS!!

Opportunity

When opportunity comes, must grab it and perform. Then you live with no regrets. Shall do my best tomorrow and may I succeed. Wish me luck!

Agnes B Sports B

Can't resist this cool stuff. Aunt bought me a green one and I bought another black on my own. Black is always the best colour you can match with anything. You can tote it using both sides and you can also use it as a sling bag.

Haha!! I love Agnes B. =)

Prelude to the Day

Prelude.

A gift for the couple. Our best friend.

So looking forward to the day.

(',')^^

Confession. Finale. Departure

Wonder what the captioned title meant? I confessed and ended it.

In the end, I brace up my courage to confess. And gave her an explanation for all that has been said and happened. I find no meaning to this game. I am not game for it. For the fact that I am seeking a LTR or a stable one. Not one that is still full of excitement or hide & seek. I cannot accept that I should take it easy. Why tell me that when you can't be bothered to go out with me? Why bother? What are you trying to convey? Never give someone hope and then break it. The feeling is terrible and never will anyone want to go through such agony.

I denied the stuffs he wrote on his Facebook too. When you do not know anything then keep the comments to yourself. Don't talk so much. Put yourself in my shoes and then you tell me if you will or not react similarly. No ill intentions then why date a gal out, check in on your Facebook and make known for people to gossip? Take it easy, nothing's going on? It's a god damn joke.

Lastly, I can say we are 2 of different worlds. We seek different goals and move towards different directions. In the least, in terms of relationship, it is.

Anyway, I wish you all the best. Find the man of your life and stay happy always. I'll keep you in my heart and thanks for ever being part of my life. Take care!

Can't help it ....

I just can't help it but to get all worked up over it.

I am sick. I asked her for movie. She rejected me. She went out with another guy whom I know of for movie. How to take it?

My life is screwed up. Screwed up over career. Screwed up in relationship too. She knows my problem but still she decided to hurt me just like this.

Treat others as how you would like to be treated. Imagine the guy you like treats you the same way too?

Now I hate you. I hate him. I hate myself even more because I know I can't hate anyone. I am like a kid behaving unreasonably. But I can't help it. I'm sorry.

You opened my locked heart for many years and then you left it leaving the door widely open and destructed.

Time will heal. But how long will it take for this time? I don't know myself.

For now, please get off my sight and stay far away from me.

Lastly, thank you for hurting me so much.

Facing & accepting reality

I decided to face the fact & reality.

And I am happier this way.

Now I hope for a better opportunity,

for a brand new start and a better future.

I work hard now to keep a lookout,

in hope that I can find one soon.

Bless me with luck.

=)

~anyway, it was a Good Friday ~

I Pray

I pray for the coming week to be a better one.

*prays*

My greatest buy so far. Magnanni shoes in dark brown. Well. a brand not heard of but I believe it is an European brand and made in Spain. Well from the originality of the shoes you can guess the price of it. A few hundreds but the price I paid for is just too GOOD to be true!

Met up with BFFs over the weekend to feast out at Ikoi. The best Japanese cuisine ever.

I believe pictures itself says a thousand words......

And just received these great buys from Auntie who has recently been to HK. Thanks alotz!!

Well.. at least the company of BFFs and your encouragement made my day better. Thanks to the special you who showed concern and care while I am really down. Thank you my friend. I hope we can move on further.

If not, like this will do too.