Friendship - yvonne & me

we met each other when we i was 17 and 18 for her. from den we became gd frenx. we were like brother & sisters. chatted everything under the sun. sharing each other problems. and motivating each other at the same time. did projects and studied together. n forever arguing and disturbing each other. today i am proud of her. she is getting engaged 2ml. though its only R.O.M. but i am proud of her to have come so far. i'm glad she had found her life partner. i'm relieved that he's really a great guy.

this special moment of my da jie's life struck me to do alot of self-reflection. its time for me to find my special someone. and telling me that no matter wat, its a matter of time to find ur life partner. in life we meet many people. but at the right time, the right person will appear. her time has come. but not mine. i'll wait... ~patiently~

at the same time. it makes me realised that we had all grown up. from the days of being playful teenagers till the time when we step into our 20s. many things had happened and we should cherish the friendship that we had built over the years. we had stepped into the society. and now, my dear friend is tying the knot. time to behave like adults and think maturely. i am carrying the burden to support my family too. time to think and plan for my future.

to da jie:

thanks for being there for me when i needed care and concern. for supporting me and motivating me whenever i ever feel like giving up. for always lending me a listening ear and the precious advices u had given me. today ur xiao di is really proud of u. i wish u n him all the best. blissful always and save more money. looking forward to ur grand wedding 2 years down the road. hopefully by den i'll bring my Miss Right along to attend ur wedding. grow up lo... people's wife lo. must be more mature and attentive to ur hubby. be a good wife! i know u can do it!! :)

Hugo Boss!!

Eden's going HUGO!!! a new scent for both men n women! XY HugoBoss!! Uncle got me this new scent today! not too bad! 2 large bottles (1 for me n 1 for uncle) for $225. plus free gifts!! we got a free small bottel of Hugo Energise, 2 packs of sample perfume, 1 hugo boss sling bag, 2 Hugo Boss shower gel ( 1 for man & 1 for woman) and a free pair of Cathay movie vouchers! simply worth the price!!! in my opinion its quite good! while stock last! only at Bugis Junction.

this is my new shoe!! only $40! sold at Bugis Village, Messy! :P

~retail therapy~

gathering @ New York New York

great to meet up with old frenx!! met up wif my BMT buddies this afternoon for lunch at NewYork NewYork. the food is GREAT!!! especially the seafood platter n the iced mocha vanilla. quite expensive. but definitely worth it!! good to see everyone today. and all are doing well too. sad that some can't join us due to busy schedules. we'll have more meeting up sessions yeahz!! time flies. october is coming to an end. 10 more months to civilian life. hahaz.

i am looking forward to find my true love. "itching heart" as i see my beloved fren getting engaged this wednesday!! ~grinz~

well.. after my poor lappy broke down... my PC went down too. damn it!! gotta get it repaired a.s.a.p!!! dunno y after reformatting my laptop it works. but if i were to restart it... the same old problem will occur!! damn sianz!! well.. tat explains y i am able to blog now. imagine how much time i took just to use the internet?? ~rolleys~

weekend is coming to an end soon. but thinking positively my next weekend will come very even before i knew it! haha... LOL!!

Jay Chou - On The Run

This fellow is really ON THE RUN!! concert tix were 80% snapped up on the first day of presale. now i've gotta wait n see if there is a 2nd concert. 2 bad i din have OCBC credit card. if not i could have gotten the tix by now. haix... lol! n yup i've pre-ordered his upcoming album. cant wait!! haha.... :D

my thought of the day...

Injuries. Prevent. Best. Performance.

Let. The. Dark. Clouds. Blow. Over.

Start. A. Brand. New. Day.

JunRong's 22nd Bday

This is Jun Rong a.k.a Bird, the bday boy!

Venue: Takashimaya Crystal Jade

Date: 12 Oct 2007

Time: 2100hrs

whose fingers????

the super yummy bday cake!! ~drools~

a bird is blowing the candles...

ivan & me with the bday boy!

PLEASE dun KISS me!!!!!

cat fight!!!!!!

sabo time!!

a kiwi for bird to facial his nose!!! LOL!! :D

WAHAHAHA!!!!

kena sabo again!!

time to munch in!!!

the usual big mouthful feeding routine!!!

happy bday junrong!!!

Sense of achievement

HOORAY!!! i finally managed to attain an IPPT Silver grade today!! really thankful to yong zhi n vege for helping me persuade PC to let me take the IPPT test today. Hmmz.. for those who thought that i've been skiving all these while that i'm on excuse... ur WRONG!!! haha!! i've all the while been doing my own training. of cuz... being so stubborn n insisting to take the test despite my knee pain, i'm kind of suffering a little pain. my knee was hurting especially during my last 600m of the 2.4km run. now... its still hurting. but its all worth it! the sense of achievement is simply great. its my first IPPT Silver.... :D

well... OC kind of loosened his disciplinary rope that had been put on his support company. latest information... book in @ 2300hrs and we are allowed to bring our own TV into our bunk!!!! guess that wun happen in my scout bunk. coz... whose gonna pay n buy the TV?? its kind of hard to get all 23 men to chip in. yup.. there are several self-centred guys around!! :)

(",) a week just passed in a blinking of an eye ... my favourite weekend is finally here again!!!

Black Black Black!!!

Can't resist from buying the mint Kit Kat n Star Burst gummy from Candy Empire today! especially the minty Kit Kat!! worth it!! ok.. back to ally's house warming. her new apartment is BIG!! its a jumbo unit. n her brother bought it at a relatively cheap n reasonable price! Shocking News..... someone is tying the knot end of this month!!!!! really happy for her!!! ~sorry can't mention her name!!~ i'll try my best to attend the ROM!!! today bought 1 wallet, 1 pair of jeans n 2 tops. n its all BLACK!!! suddenly feel that black still suits me more!!!!! wahaha!! :P

其实还爱你

其实还爱你 By, 阿沁

我讨厌阴天的风

冷得那么刺痛

只有你能够抚平所有的寂寞

昨天的风筝在角落

被谁丢到了路口

我很不想让你找到离开的理由

每一夜闭上眼睛

我看到了恶梦

你微笑但是旁边的人不是我

天空切开一道裂缝

直接割到我心中

不想装作脆弱

也不想爱得懦弱

其实我非常爱你不想失去你

难道我没有权利说我不愿意

你给了他的吻

虽然只有余温

可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心

我每天假装开心害怕你离去

可不可以任性

求求你不要去

藏在我心里最后一句

其实还爱你

Wife's & Husband Diary

Wife's & Husband's Diary
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Sometime guys are just as simple as it .........

Wife's Diary:

I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a cafe to have coffee. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing, so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong. He said: "Nothing." I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him. He simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say: "I love u, too." When we got home, I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just seat there and watched TV; he seemed distant and absent. Finally, I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed. I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster.

Husband's Diary:

Today, Manchester United lost the match. DAMN IT!



~ interesting!! to a certain............ true!! :D ~

Superb Crystal Jade

dinner at Crystal Jade is superb!!!!! gathering with frenx was warmth and yet fun! Sabo-ing Junrong was hilarious!!! anyway.. celebrated his bday in advanced!!! well.. still waiting for the pics to be sent to me.... will be back to post asap. 2ml going to ally's house warming!!! well.. gonna be another photo taking session n eating session!!!

~burn those calories!!!~

My Jeans Collection

Yup thats my jeans collection!! hmmz... damn sianz.... nothing to do at home now. went to buy mum's bday present just now at orchard. n i saw my beloved siti suryana at the mrt station. glad to c tat mad woman enjoying her work there. somehow i just cant wait to go out and work too. miss that woman sia... especially those golden moments back in BWSS. haiz... how i hope i am schooling too. well.. NS life is just not my cup of tea. time just moves so fast. tml is sunday liaoz. another week just passed like tat. tml shall also be my last tuition session with jocelyn before she takes her science PSLE exam. dun worry u have a GOOD tuition here coaching u! haha. ~ self-praising~ ('v')

thoughts......

Another week had past, many thoughts, many things to blog. n here it goes .....


UNHAPPY MATTERS :

many scouts were injured this week due to training. first was chionh n yong zhi during SOC. next was shawn during outfield n den kelvin while riding. personally i feel that we scouts should take a break. both physically n mentally. too tight training schedules and tough training. its really time to take a break.

management issues back in camp are still the same. BAD! shall not elaborate further. coz its POINTLESS!! just go with the flow.


on MSN just now....

lynn : hows things with her?
me : never contact her le.
lynn: dun be sad.
me: if its mine it will eventually be.
lynn: yup.. who knows it will be urs eventually.
me: hopefully.

hmmz... "eventually" how long to wait?? i shall not stay on at the same point. time to let go n move on. start afresh. just hope that her choice is rite. n be happy always. shall not be hopeful that she'll return.
~i'm depressed, heartbroken ~

........................... MRI scan is on Monday. its really worrying. dunno wad happened to my knee. n wad the results will be like. mum's going with me 2.


HAPPY STUFF :

got promotion again. LCP to CPL. not officially yet. but i'm really glad. time really flies. 11 months more to ORD. i'm starting to count down le. just can't wait for that day to come. : )


many thoughts. many worries. many problems. many things to do. i'll overcome all these!! I WILL FIND MY WAY. I WANT A DIFFERENT WAY. AFTER THE WIND AND RAIN, IT'LL BE A BRAND NEW DAY!!!



~ Stay Positive ~