Saturday, October 06, 2007

thoughts......

Another week had past, many thoughts, many things to blog. n here it goes .....


UNHAPPY MATTERS :

many scouts were injured this week due to training. first was chionh n yong zhi during SOC. next was shawn during outfield n den kelvin while riding. personally i feel that we scouts should take a break. both physically n mentally. too tight training schedules and tough training. its really time to take a break.

management issues back in camp are still the same. BAD! shall not elaborate further. coz its POINTLESS!! just go with the flow.


on MSN just now....

lynn : hows things with her?
me : never contact her le.
lynn: dun be sad.
me: if its mine it will eventually be.
lynn: yup.. who knows it will be urs eventually.
me: hopefully.

hmmz... "eventually" how long to wait?? i shall not stay on at the same point. time to let go n move on. start afresh. just hope that her choice is rite. n be happy always. shall not be hopeful that she'll return.
~i'm depressed, heartbroken ~

........................... MRI scan is on Monday. its really worrying. dunno wad happened to my knee. n wad the results will be like. mum's going with me 2.


HAPPY STUFF :

got promotion again. LCP to CPL. not officially yet. but i'm really glad. time really flies. 11 months more to ORD. i'm starting to count down le. just can't wait for that day to come. : )


many thoughts. many worries. many problems. many things to do. i'll overcome all these!! I WILL FIND MY WAY. I WANT A DIFFERENT WAY. AFTER THE WIND AND RAIN, IT'LL BE A BRAND NEW DAY!!!



~ Stay Positive ~

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