Hi all... how was your weekend? mine was rather boring. nothing to do but stone most of the time. its monday and i'm at home!! on leave for today and tomorrow. SHIOK!!!!! no more monday blues.
when one does nothing most of the time. he will tend to do alot of thinking. yupz, that includes me. over the weekend many thoughts came to me. suddenly feel that i am starting to get more and more worried about life after ORD. because that will be the beginning of a new chapter of my life. everything starts afresh. though plans were made, back up plans were up but somehow when a guy who is stepping out to work and still have not secure a job brought uncertainties, insecurity and worries. moreover, finding jobs these days aren't easy at all. maybe i am more "gan cheong" but its all because i am carrying the burden and responsibilities of supporting the family now. especially when my dad no longer is around. i am the only soul out here at home to bear the responsibilities. nontheless, its natural to get a little more stress. time is getting short 3 more months to ORD. its getting nearer and nearer as each day passes by. i can feel the stress in me as time clicks.
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