bored!!!

i'm bored!!! super bored!!!!!!!!! sianz...... #@!$^%%^*%^&%$@#!^%& :(

pixz 2 share!!!

SOME PIXZ TAKEN ON X'MAZ EVE!!!!! .................


ACTING RETARD @ COSY BAY...... HAHA!


WHAT IS HE TRYING 2 DO??? :O


CHERRY GALZ!!!!


ahhhhh takkkkkkkk!!!!! HAHA! sIaOZ !


HOHOHO!!! MERRY X'MAZ @ FISH & CO.

went 2 ah lin's dad funeral...

2dae went 2 simei 2 attend a funeral. damn sad. it juz reminded me of dad. cherish all love ones never wait till u lose them then regret......

finally!!!

finally!!!! my computer is working n i can go online... n singtel upgraded my 256k to a 512k 4 free!!! however, my msn messenger did not work suddenly.... kept saying "default gateway" kept trying but still cannot log in.. i dunno y ..... sianz......

nevermind... i'll slowly find out wats wrong wif it....

itz coming to the end of 2005 soon... many things had happened n i've learnt many things this year. firstly, certain things jux happen as it is... when u start to cherish ur love ones n hope tat they have gd health, all of a sudden things change n they will leave u. i miss dad...... but ... think positively... he had left us earlier tats all. i believe we will meet when again in another world. however, there will still be times when tears flow when i think bout all the gd times i had wif him esp when during the days when i was young n will tag along wif him to work.

in relationships i learnt one thing never put urself into a relationship until u r sure she loves u too. i'm one who puts in all my heart into one always n in the end its a one sided love. then... HURTS!!!!! but i do recover quite easily as time passes by wif every relationship i try 2 put together. sometimes i do feel that i am useless. most people at my age have at least one but i have zero. only one but i will never consider tat at all coz she was overseas when i asked n till now she din come baq. n it jux ended but we were still gd frenz. when will true love come? when will i find miss right. let fate decide. its really tiring.... very tiring.. i had enough redi.... 3 this year.... n all failed. worst to realise tat someone i used 2 love n tat i hurt most n put in most effort was all the while fooling me. how stupid am i?? to be fooled n played for 1.5 years.. do u noe tat it hurts alot . really!!! how can i possibly bring myself forward 2 b courageous 2 find a new one again?? i dun tink so... relationships really had a huge impact on me this year. i'm one who has no confidence now in relationships... no more.

friendship..... well... true frenx are really hard 2 find. i'm lucky.. i met 3. they will always be there 4 me. always be there 2 support me. never had them back stabbing me. others... maybe i'm in the wrong course of study n i chose 2 mix around wif ppl i should not mix me. another lesson. choose your frens properly. until year 3 then i realised.. i chose to mix around wif all the wrong ppl. regretted. some are juz so irritating!!!!!!! putting on mask every now n then. for example.... putting on a sick face.... haiyah.. sure fail my test .. get back results very good. then say by luck... worst till hao lian tat he/she noe his/her work very well... sure correct in the end results no good then give ppl face. like the whole world angered u. wth....... hate tis kind of ppl. why can't u be true to urself??? if u noe ur work say u noe... afraid that u will say u dunno then get high marks then shut up dun say... do u ever noe how one feel when u hope to excel in the course of study even though u din like it but everytime u wun do well, then some idiots will be jux there 2 put on their masks. its juz like being so looked down!!! irritating! very irritating!! i hate my life like tat meeting ppl like tat. nevermind i shall not see him/her anymore after 2 months. coz... i wan 2 graduate n leave this stupid place!!!!!! maybe its my fault... all because i din choose my course properly in the end ... i ended up in an environment not suitable 4 me. really its not!!! n its true.. i can get along better wif ppl from different course of study. much better n much things that we can talk about. (dun care if he/she reads this because its my blog n i shall write wat i like!)

ok... leave my unhappiness in school aside... i should look 4ward to my future.... after army where will i go n what will i do.... hmmz... things are getting brighter ... i've passed my life saving 1,2, n 3 test today n will be proceeding to take my bronze medallion certificate in order to b a life guard .. then i'll take my swimming instructor course. hooray then i can teach children how 2 swim. so fun 2 mix around wif children!!!! then i will choose the course of study that i like n then decide on my career... i wan 2 be an air steward!!!! then i can travel !!!! like 2 meet more ppl n learn more things... maybe i'll teach... maybe i'll be a superstar.. i'll cut an album... i'll be a businessman n earn lotsa $$$ ... or a plumber... sell yakult or WALLS ice cream.....

ok eden lim get back to reality... focus on getting my diploma first!!!! ok ..... its 2.24am n i'm still widely awake!!!!!! ok .. gotta get back 2 sleep... hope my msn can work!!!! haha... nitex!!!!

e-learning week

e-learning week suxz!!! gotta come all the way to sch juz to use the com. ALL because MY COM AT HOME BROKE DOWN! irritating!!

then the stupid blackboard damn lag! wa lau!! one joke.. damn funny... jux now i was in the sch canteen... bought my rice. put on the table. went to buy drink. guess wat??? when i came baq, 2 bloody birds were eating my rice. wat the .....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok... x'mas is coming!!!! countdown party next ... haha.. lots of partying these days.... yeahz!!!! but my PC still cannot work. then TV in my room broke down... sianz..... haiz.. suay sia..... very fast n i'll be moving on to term 4 .. my last term in poly n hoorayy i can get out od accountancy!!!!!

ok lahz.. gotta get baq 2 e-learning... wat the hell!!!

terrible sch!

sch suxz.. itz terrible! lots of projects, assignments, presentations n CA!!!! crap full of crap! ACCOUNTANCY SUXZ!!!!

haiz.... been such a long time since i've blogged coz.. MY COM AT HOME STILL CAN'T WORK! TO HELL MY COMPUTER!!

updates on wat had happened ... BWSS Farewell dinner was fun!!! everyone was well dressed 4 the dinner.. everyone looked great! :P had a great time chatting wif all the teachers, photos snapshots. lots of memories there 2. we saw many of our horrible photographs at the reception. i looked so terrible baq in sec sch. (i dun mean i look gd now.. still horrible) haha!!! no wonder nobody wants me haha!!! lotsa laughter n crappy nonsense started again! really miss the sch n all my frenz!!!!N the teachers 2.. except mdm wong!! bleahx!

hmmx...... really can't remember muchj bout wat had happened recently coz.... itx 9.39 am n i'm in sch sitting in front of the stupid PC coz i gotta do my MA assignment n project reports... wth..

ok getting baq 2 work.... :P

back 2 blog

baq 2 blog once again...

stupid chatter box... mux leave msg regularly 2 prevent expiry.. WTH!! so.. plz do leave me msgs.. THKX!!

sianz.. all tests n projects r here 2 torture me again!! KUA TIO GUI AH! wed having audit c.a n i tink i'm gonna flunk again. n my stupid com @ home still still still still cannot work!! :(
itx coming 2 the end of nov n the farewell dinner 4 BWSS is coming soon.. sian.. dunno wat 2 wear 4 the dinner. but looking forward 2 meet all my sec sch frenx again!!! n x'mas is coming soon.. n wat does tis mean????? my pocket is gonna have a big big hole again!!!!!!

hate my bro.... coz he's going cambodia soon.. holiday .... 10 days.. n i'm gonna stuck in this stupid island mugging 4 tests n projects.. idiot!! but nvrmind... going tokyo 4 holiday tis coming CNY!!! yeahz! but haven go n book lahz! mux go redi!!!! if not later full house again! tat will somehow b my last holiday b4 enlistment 2 NS! oh yah.. medical checkup is on 30th nov... yeahz.. its 8am n i wun have 2 come sch tat day! :P

yup, life saving test coming up soon.. hope tat i can get my life guard license asap!! gonna "chiong" all the way 4 tis test!!!

hmmz...... a relationship takes 2 hands 2 clap. i'm stupid 2 wait when i get no respond. i dun wan 2 b stupid animore. no more! --- hope it will b a right decision!

haizz

haixzz..... computer still cannot work... cannot serve.. only at times "heng heng" can log in to msn... lucky still can use sch computer!!!

i'm fine redi... thkx 2 all those who showed concern. sometimes ppl do feel happy n at times sad... rant rant on my blog will makes me feel better. nw i'm fine... can i say tat... juz tat i've made up my mind.... let fate decide the path 4 me.

sch is fine.. jux tat all c.a n projects r eithering due soon or test coming soon. stress is coming soon... wth..

ok lahz... same things again.. will try 2 "repair" my com asap... haiz.. really irritates me!!! haha.. bve baq blogging soon!

baq 2 blog

been quite some time since i've blogged.... in sch now.. having 3 hrs break... wth.... :(

ok.. here's my updates on what had happened recenty..
nt very gd mood these few days... irritated wif home, some ppl, myself n myself still.

home - still the same old probx here n there. irritating. hope that things will b better but never will it seem 2 improve at all. this is nt call a home.. battle ring. cold wars. life have been sucky ever since dad left. sick.. really sick! accomodating n compromising seems 2 b fruitless now. wat to do tell me?? i wan 2 leave tis home. SICK!

some ppl - PLZ DUN TELL ME HOW I SHOULD TREAT PPL I HATE! coz u din noe wat i went thru. when i treat her like afren n wat did i get in the end?? lies all lies ! CRAP! n PHOBIA!!!... tats wat i have to say!

myself - baq 2 square again. i juz cannot move on wif phobia of losing again. so many battles i've fought n yet it nvr seem 2 me tat i've manage 2 succeed in a single one. maybe staying life as it is nw is better. single. no worries. but there will b times of loneliness 2 esp when u dun have a family tat u can lean on to support. a listening ear is no where 2 b found 2. certain things i dun wan 2 say to ppl. but there will b always one tat i wish i could share all our ups n downs 2gether. i've nt made a decision. but i tink i'm on the very edge of giving up. coz i'm afraid. wif all painful experiences .. i cannot bring myself 2 b as brave as i use 2 be. ppl may say i've a never say die attitude but i'm still fearful. really! nvrmind.. i'll make a decision soon. i will. but i'm in a dilemma. shld i hang on? if i do i really dunno wat i will become again. maybe i shld coz its better 2 be frenx. watever it is maybe its juz me being a scaredy cat. tat i admit. i am afraid.

anyone out there can help me??? i doubt so!..........

things 2 b happy about??? nahz.... nothing much lah... there's always a story behind a smile. but the story 4 me seem to b always nothing good. i'm glad 2 have my blog here to let me pour out all my probx. to my blog: thks alot man! yups really feel better now.

aniwae if anyone reading tis blog of mine n find my post full of crap n rubbish, dun hesitate to press the "X" button on the top right hand corner 2 close tis window! coz itz bout my life, its my blog n i write wat i like!

boring sch!!

SIANZ AH!! lesson starts @ 8am 2dae n until now which is 8.35am ... lesson have not started sia!!! stupid teacher, mux wait 4 class rep 2 go get the notes. i tink he is a new teacher tats y. pui ah pui!!!

yesterday went 2 liyana's house 2 celebrate her bdae as well as hari raya. had a great time n her mum's cooking was great 2. the cookies or kuey they call it.. was very nice.. love the chocolate cookies. yum yum!! thkx so much ya n hope u like the present we gave u. esp the SURPRISE!! haha... nice rite.. more funny lah... n YES i can't wait 2 c someone dance!! hahahaha.... sure damn funny one!!!!

yupz.. very sad my com still cannot work. very sad ... haiz.

nt in very gd mood... i tink i'm tinking 2 much coz i've lost 3times le i dun wanna lose another battle. hope things will get better bahz!

irritating com.

my com @ home is so irritating!!!!

still cannot work despite a system restore!! gonna smash it soon!! awe... so sad!!! in sch now.. then can use com n blog... tink i'll b away 4 some time until my com works b4 i'll start blogging!!! meanwhile feel free 2 leave me msg @ my tagboard will read the msg when i'm in sch n will try 2 blog in sch 2!

finallyZ!!!

finally my com can work including my internet.. hope no more probx!!!

yest went 2 gif jet(my cousin) tuition. after tat met cynthia, wan wan n may @ orchard. then we chatted till very late... so fun sia. mizz the days in india sia!!! so happy!!!!!!

n i can't wait 4 X'MaS!!!!!!!! hahaz!!!

joke again!!

2dae's joke..... i spent $1 @ bishan swimming pool 2dae 2 play water 4 40mins...... BECOZ i 4got my googles 4 the first time. bo bian.. can't c... can't swimm w/o googles... so stay @ the side play water. then so sian gonna rain 2 so wnet home after 40mins. so stupid.. ppl mux have tot i'm mad!

wadda hell am i doing man??????

dreamz

dunno y?? recently all my sleep gt alot of dreamz. n it somehow seem so real. sometimes things or events i dreamt about will happen. then i will feel tat eh... tis incident seem so familiar.

i dreamt bout one person n i 4got who she was when i wake up. but i have a strong feeling itz her. will incident i dream about happen later in my life??? dunno.... maybe its juz hallucination.. i dunno.....

i'm CraZy!

i tink i'm CrAzY!!!!

COZ i wan 2 eat OREO cookie 4ever! n i tink i look the best after eating OREO coz my teeth will b black black!!! hahaz!! :)

from good 2 bad

i dun like 2day! i hate the sequence in the events taking place!

woke up at 6am 2dae. went 2 sch 4 the biz world programme. itz not the monopoly alike "biz world" may bought from india. that one was a board game but tis was not. it takes up like half a day 2 complete the whole game. itz a competition for sec 1 n 2 students n itz held in SP. we accountancy students r facilitators in tis competition guiding the groups tat we were assigned 2. some of us played the role of logistics crew, auditors, bankers n guardian angels.

i was given the "guardian angel" role. i am assigned 2 anglican high's "Xenoprise" group. tis group had a company name, Xenoprise Co. the game started wif each team registering their company names wif ACRA n then raise financing from VCs. they sell shares n use the money to purchase inventory 4 their company's pdts. they also need 2 come up wif a business plan. they need 2 design, manufacture, market n sell their products. we as guardian angels will b given "money" like those of monopoly board games. then we will go around n buy the products from these companies. the company wif the highest profit will b the winner. n paya lebar methodist girls won the champion. it was quite fun lah!!

but after the programme when i wanted 2 n meet my family 4 dinner, my whole day was spoilt! waited so long 4 a taxi in the end i can't meet them. really frustrating!!! when u wan 2 call 4 taxi, no taxi available! when u dun wan to take taxi, alot will appear!! y issit liddat??? same as when u dun feel like buying things u will c alot of things u wan 2 buy when u window shop. then when u wan 2 buy, nothing to buy. PISSED!!! flag n flag, waited n waited 4 almost 40 minutes. NO TAXI!!! then on the other side ppl keep rushing u. pressurizing u noe. wa lau .. pissed. in the end took train n never meet them 4 dinner. in the train worst!!! not in good mood redi then one bloody stupid woman stand beside me n sang n sang n sang all the way from dover till raffles place! wa lau!!!!! she sing like kana sai. train so pack cannot move! TORTURING SIA!!!! cannot stand her ah ... bloody hell!! piece of shit! itx not soothing 2 my ear itx so disgusting!!!!

watever lah .. my day is jux spoilt like tis. once in a while will face tis kind of situation when an event juz takes place n spoil ur whole day!! sianz.....

HOPE THAT TML WILL B BETTER!

thought of the day

她的睫毛
弯的嘴角
无预警的对我笑
没有预兆
出乎预料
竟然先对我示好
她的睫毛弯的嘴角
用眼神对我拍照
我戒不掉她的微笑
洋溢幸福的味道

results out le

sucky results!! but who cares!! i'm nt gonna b an accountant anyway!!! haha.. c .. its proven!!! all my accounting modules since yr 1 had never exceded anything better than a C+... so wats the pt of continuing in accountancy as my career??? watever lahz... blame myself 4 choosing tis stupid course!!

i hate my sch timetable... firstly, tues oni gt one stupid lecture @ 4-5pm. thurs, gt 3hrs of break frm 10am to 1pm... tell me wat shld i do during tis 3 hrs??? n fri sch starts @ 8am n the break is at 1pm. i'm gonna die from hunger!!! oni like wed coz its oni from 12pm to 3pm... shiok!!! looking at the timetable indicates tat i have lotsa free time n i mux go n exercise!!! more then enuff time 4 swim n jog!!! gd gd!!!

sch is starting soon n my holiday is coming 2 an end soon. hope tat time flies n get me out of accountancy asap!!! sori if its offensive 2 accountants n auditors but tis line is not 4 me to enter into as a career. taking closing stock as purchases during my attachment n messing up ppl's accounts is a life example!!!

tml meeting my frenx 4 movies!! so looking 4ward 2 it!!! k lahz.. b baq blogging 2ml!

just another day!

itz juz another day .... YES! i'm still coughing. but slightly better.

tml gotta wake up early. going to tuition my cousin science. then the rest of the day will b at home lo. so sianz.. but looking 4ward to thurs!! will b meeting my frenx!!!! woo hoo!!!! at least nt bad today!! went swimming n tanning!

SHIT!! tml getting examz results. SUXZ!! ok.. hope everyone does well!! all the best. god bless!! n gd luck!!! haha!!!

fast day!

today time flew damn fast!!!

woke up @ 10.30.. went 2 c doc, bought breakfast.

after breakfast mop floor. mum nt in n bro go sch. whole house was MINE 2day!!! then after tat bathe, took medicine n read Da Vinci Code until i sleep. woke up at 5.30pm. watched TV. went out 4 dinner wif aunt, uncle n bro. reached home at 8.20. watched TV until 11pm. packed my messy room. washed up n nw blogging. going baq 2 my book n sleep soon!!!

2ml is tuesday. if the weather is fine n i'm fine, i'm going 2 swim! hahaz.... :P
good nitex everyone!!! n chocolate dreamz!!!

i'm still sick

tats the last dose of my medicine.. gotta c doc again 2ml.. terrible.. first time like tat. arghh!!!
hate 2 b sick!!!!! :(

irritating day

irritated!
- gt disturbed frm my sleep tis morning!
- i'm still sick (irritating cough n flu)
- my com. is full of virus n probx

irritating day ... bad day!

how i wish i could turn back time!

jun rong n chye eng's bdae!

happy bdae 2 jun rong n chye eng! celebrated their bdae 1 day in advance. hahaz!! had lotsa fun!

but i din really enjoyed despite so much stupid things we did 2dae! coz.. ren zai chang but xin bu zhai yan ... dunno how 2 describe... haiz...

after dinner @ pizza hut ... got diahorrea (hope i spell correctly)... dunno if its because of the porridge tis morning... 2nd time when i reach j8 b4 going home.. n i tink i croaked like a frog at k box 2dae.. not at my best performance.... realli TIA TIO GUI!!! haiz... hope tat 2ml will b better!!

shen bing le

wo shen bing le.. down wif cough n abit of fever, went 2 c doc in the morning. nw i'm fine le.. better!!

after eat medicine went 2 ZZZZ then go j8 2 get my photoz. so nice sia the photoz!! n i miss The Screaming Club!!!.. I MISS INDIA!! .. lotsa beautiful memories! esp @ taj mahal! then also read The Da Vinci Code. not bad! also spent some time arranging my photo album. n i'm oni halfway thru. satisfied wif it so far!! @ j8 i was so drowsy coz of the cough medicine.. then blur blur one.. haha... scary sia.. never eat medicine n go out!

tml is bird rong n chye eng bdae.. going kbox.. doubt i can sing. haha.. tml going out ... yeahz.. hope i dun eat my medicine n sleep at kbox. haha.. but fri can't go out wif my frenx from Screaming Club. so sad!! nevermind.. we can arrange again!! mei went ti de!!! haha! life saving lesson will only resume next sunday!! boring .. at least gt something 2 do mah.. haha..

ok .. gd nitex everyone!!! :P

9 memorable days in india

mizz the days in india man!!! so damn shiok !!!!!!

made very great frenz there!! but also met "kua tio gui"!!! wa lau.. scary sia.. can't stand her monkey face!! no no!! monkey face better!! her hair like helmet!!! haha.. DISGUSTING FREAK!! TINK U VERY CLEVER AH!! BULLSHIT!! KUA TIO GUI AH!!!

of cuz... i gave her tis name "kua tio gui" haha!!! then liyana also liked tis name n we juz went on calling her kua tio gui!! ok.. kua tio gui is a fat gal.. her hair like helmet. her fringe like put ruler on her forehead n cut one!! then she tried to talk like as though she very english lidat. action n facial expression also very cartoon. if she film cartoon the viewership sure damn jialat one. TV station will bankrupt!! she eat alot .. more than me ok!! then i full le she haven full. so she asked me if i'm consious of my figure? haha... the other guys then say .. no wat .. we all really very full le. then tat disgusting creature sae... oh yah .. i'm full also.. BULLSHIT!!! bet she muz had went baq 2 her room n gobble 10 cups of instant noodles after tat.

she so big size scared of the lift. wa lau. not as though she alone. then she sae better take stairs. EXCUSES!! she wan to take lift coz she 2 fat need 2 exercise!! one incident.... haha. she said in the lift tat she lost her things.. then liyana asked her if she lost her virginity 2. i said "couldn't be" then ming hui say " i agree". we said it rite in front of her.. haha... heck ah... damn shiok n funny sia!!!

the best is when herry imitate her.. haha.. she tink she wat buy bangle oni wan 2 hao lian. i bought more ok!!! wa lau tis trip saw one"gui" enuff 2 suffocate ... but .... nonetheless, i found a few gd frenx like herry, wan wan, ming hui, may, liyana , cynthia n su who really made tis trip so memorable.

we had such a great time in the bus, hotel roomz n games 2gether. n i learnt 3 new games... squeeze, where's my ten cent coin n hoho game... but i preferred the where's my ten cent coin coz i was never caught!!! haha... fun sia!!! we toke lotsa piz esp at taj mahal!!! any one who hasn't been there mux go.. coz its really beautiful!!!! the food n accompdation in new delhi r all ok lah .. not bad!! haha.. the chicken briyani was great!!!! :P

also.. nt 2 4get my room mate mr andrew low.. he very funny one lah... haha.. his "hello" very loud!! then he cannot sleep properly one. will turn here turn there.. coz at new delhi we shared the same bed .. haha.. dun tink dirty ok!!! haha... he's a gd room mate lah .. take gd care of me 2!! haah... other teachers like miss melu n mrs kee took gd care of us well 2 .. thank u so much!! beena also... our tour leader!! she did a great job!!! haah...

india 2 me is still a country tat needs 2 improve further in fact can b better!! first impression was wow.. nt bad! better than wat i had expected!! oni the cars on the road was terrible.. coz the cars cannot stop horning one!! haha.. on the roads also got cows, camels, deers, pigs, elephant, dogs... etc.. haha.. like zoo sia!! haha... but shopping there at their bazaar mux b careful coz we get cheated so many times on our way!! so better b careful!! haha.. mux bargain n bargain n bargain!!! haha.. bought alot of things.. as usual. n my family n relatives were happy wif the things i get them 2!!

ok lah .. its a long post n a big " SHU-KRI-YA" 2 all those who made tis trip memorable!!! esp to the screaming club!!! hahaz... b4 i go ... "kua tio gui ah!!!!!" :P

examz over finally!!!

hooray !! mexamz finished finally!!! n i'm leaving singapore 4 india tml morning!!! yeah!! haha... will b baq on the 10th .. will b baq 2 blog again!!

I'm DEAD!!

I'M DEAD!!!! Monday is GBE examz n i haven studied a single topic!!! i got more than 14 topics to study!!!! die die die.. gotta work hard...

2dae go baq BWSS buy farewell dinner tixz then go sch study. sit in library. writing notes 4 MA. all of a sudden. ALLY GAN appearred. wif KIWI n ALANIS. shocked. imagine u r concentrating n then "BOO". thx ar!!!! quite fun actually. never meet them but saw them. saw michelle chong 2.. "gui chun wat u doing here? study issit? mux work hard ar n MUZ do well... MUZ!!!!!"... my reaction after tat... OH NO!!!!!!

then studied 2gether wif kiwi, ally n alanis. then bird rong call n ask kiwi things then we disturb him. then later they went play badminton. i also went. PLAY!!!!! imagine play until so sweaty n tired then went 4 life saving after tat. tow ppl, swim dunno how many laps... plunge, jump, shout...... I"M DAMN SHAG NOW!!!!!!!! ok.. stop complaining "gui" n go sleep!! 2ml another day of revision.. JIA YOU!!!!!!

still got ... "divi...dent", "gitman", "variance", "au~dit" n alot more 4 me to understand them.... :(

digital camera

got my digital cam at last!! woo hoo... so looking 4ward 2 india ... here i come... oohh hoo.. haha.. MAD!!! i wrote lotsa testi 4 ppl 2dae.... coz i tink my wire never connect properly... 2 stress frm accounts!!!!!!!

2ml going 2 purchase tix 4 BWSS farewell dinner... ahha... n got life saving 2ml

ok these r things i look forward 2 but not 2 STUDY 4 EXAMZ.. but cannot... mux mux study!!!!! jia you bah!!!

India Trip Briefing

went 4 my india trip briefing... shiok...

firstly, i'm sharing room wif a lecturer mr andrew loh.
secondly, i'm so looking 4ward 2 tis trip.. shiok.. love 2 travel!!!
thirdly, can get cheap branded goods there... shopping again....

itz juz SHIOK!!! haha..

after tat went bugis wif ah lin.. he went 2 buy bdae present 4 his gf.... hmmz... not bad .. very totful ar... then go disturb ivan.. he sell mooncake haha... den go paragon buy bdae present 4 my uncle .. then go home.. den tried 2 do MA tutorial .. but dunno how 2 do.. den i'm blogging now. den later go slp......... den.. AGAIN.. PPL READING MY BLOG WILL BLAST ME!!!

JokE of The DaY!!

mAde a FOOL of mySelf 2dAe in GBE tutoRiaL!!!

here it goes.... Dr. Sheh was talking.. erm.. more of sharing wif us about philosophy of life. He said... sometimes when u break up wif ur gf/bf.. u feel sad but after years later .. u will find tat u had made the right choice. then i tot it was kinda true 4 me lah!! then tat stupid jerome look at me n laugh then turn 2 chye eng n laugh again. then tat chye eng went .. "orhh" .. so .. i TOT they were refering 2 me lah. so i said loudly 2 chye eng "SHUT UP!!!"

however the timing so accurate juz after Dr Sheh said.. " the philosophy of life is..." i completed the sentence 4 him. so it ended up .. " the philosophy of life is SHUT UP!!!!" . malu sia! Dr Sheh the looked at me.. "u call me 2 shut up ah?" wa lau ... lucky he is a very nice man never get angry. Dr. Sheh juz got stunned by me SHUT UP! tat scene was so comical. the whole class burst out laughing..

aiyoh.. funny rite.. i'm so retard!

i dun wan 2 Cheat!

firstly, HAPPY BDAY 2 JEROME N MEIFONG!!! hope u guys have a wonderful bdae! stay happy n cool always!

secondly, this post here is 2 vent some frustration! next post was a joke of the day!

thirdly, baq 2 wat i want 2 say! ok... i'm glad tat my application 4 SP scholarship/bursary was not successful. at least i will not feel guilty n bad if the application was successful when i take the money. didn't want 2 apply in the first place. then after much persuasion tot tat i will need the money 4 my sch fees. then found out later tat i wun need it at all! i'm glad the money went 2 someone more eligible than me.

however, someone at home wasn't happy wif tis. given my family background i dun even fit 2 fill in the application form. i'm still able 2 survive. juz enough! in the first place i was trick into applying coz i tot tat someone will not pay 4 my sch fees anymore but later he/she still paid! but i had already applied. guilty, ashame, disgusted. he/she isn't happy n want 2 make an appeal bout the rejection! plz lah... if u dun wan face i wan. i dun wan 2 b labelled as desperate 4 money. bcoz i dun need it in the first place. get rejected redi, worst still not eligible but still wan 2 appeal. wat kind of impression will it give ppl? in the end its me getting labelled as desperate 4 money not U!!! coz its applied using MY NAME!!!! really disgusted! i dun like it!

plz b satisfied wif wat u have now. there r many other unfortunate out there who needs out help. we should extend our help 2 them. stop being selfish! sounds like NKF donation advertising. watever .. tat's juz how i feel. LASTLY, A GREAT THANK U 2 SP 4 NOT APPROVING MY APPLICATION!

the best gathering

tis is the best gathering i've ever had!!!!!

meet up wif nat, hardi, amrun, siti, farhanah n geetha. tis is one crazy gathering ever since we graduated from BWSS. talked so much crap n laughed like mad.. siti gotta go first .. all thks 2 mr abu bakar.. yup.. but i still tink tat itz the care 4 her daughter. gd father!!! then we went pizza hut 4 dinner, crap like dunno wat sia.. nearly tore the whole pizza hut at suntec down. farhanah was realli fun 2 b wif. all her craps ah .. from stinky to shanibabi.. wah lau... she gotta leave also after tat.

amrun was another one! aiyoh... coz i disturbed him n then he tried 2 act gay wif me.. aiyoh .. funny lah.. baq 2 those days in sec sch when i would say he played wif... (someone's) drumz... n he went bonkers after tat. he left after he bought chocolates 4 his gf.. sweet n totful guy ah .. 2 bad he's attached lah!! so 2 bad gals.. better luck next time!!!

then the 4 of us went 2 coffeeclub @ raffles city 4 mudpie. n then more crap again. after tat took 166 to geetha's place 2 take 410. on the 166 bus... AIYOH!!!!!! gt one man, wif his headphone on his ears WAS SNORING DAMN LOUDLY!!!!! so funny sia. tat mad geetha wanted 2 throw paper at him which was stopped by nat. she was my 'wife' baq in sec sch n she started her rubbish again. like wat we use 2 do in mac last time. geetha will b our children n she will scold me 4 ganging up wif my 'daughter' to play pranks on ppl. wa lau.. samn funny lah.. laugh until can die. then nat sae i can't laugh. then mux tahan. WORST!! laugh more oni!

really an eventful day!!! meeting up wif those creeps. all of them looked so much better.. yups baq then we were geeks. i did wat i always do IMPERSONATING PPL.. esp teachers!! haha... i'll miss geetha. dunno when will c her again. hey gal gotta take care!!!!!

hooray.. improved by almost 20 marks for my AFA c.a 2.... so glad tat at least it is slightly better!!! gotta work harder coz anything tested after the c.a was terrible 4 me coz i dunno wat the hell he talking! ok lah.. nothing much also. juz abit mad 2dae.. ABIT ONI???? i dun tink so!! haha!!!

blogging after the testz

finally i'm blogging again.. due 2 the tests tat i am having, i did not blog. now i'm baq!!!

so fast sia.. one semester is coming 2 an end. in 2 weekd time examz will start n then will b our sch holiday.. time really flies... well nothing much 2 blog also.. nothing so "interesting" to write here. another redundant post...

k lah.. gd nitex... will b baq 2 blog!

back 2 BWSS!!!

2dae went baq to my sec sch, BWSS, wif geetha... one word.... itz WONDERFUL!!!!!

baq 2 sch felt like baq 2 sec sch dayz. so much of fun n laughter. the warmth felt there was juz simply great. some of the teachers had a hard time remembering me, indeed i've grown n changed over the 3 years away from BWSS.. they could not recognise me of cuz. saw my fav teachers miss kim, mr tan, miss jasmine, mrs goh, miss han.... had the longest chat wif mr tan.. HE STILL LIKEs 2 IRRITATE ME.. as usual... but tats the way it should b. miss jasmine was funny... she screamed when she saw geetha.. haahz. All the teachers were like... "do u noe bout the farewell party? ask ur classmates 2 come ok as many as you can... mux have fun! " ... i juz went wow.. wow .. wow.. coz even the cleaners the lab attendant are still around.. we had canteen food haha.. cheap like dunno wat sia.. prawn noodle.. $1.. haha..even some of the stalls are still around.. went to the voleyball court.. my greatest memories... though i wasn't a very outstanding player , in fact .. i will say . i can play volleyball. not to the extent of even GOOD, but it was at the volleybal court where i learnt alot.. learnt bout perserverance, patience, coordination, importance of team work, n lots of things bout pp n their true self ... of cuz i saw who i din wanted 2 c.. mdm wong... i simply jux dislike her till 2dae.

ppl will wonder y????? yah... remembering baq in sec 1 when i created trouble wif tat bitch n got caning n ppl juz gave me faces after tat n even gotten "poor" 4 my conduct. as 4 mdm wong ever since that incident i'm 2 her like a "bad" student. whenever i talk 2 her, her answers she gave was very cold n her attitude towards me n others was different. she was my form teacher baq then n the teacher in charge 4 volleyball. when i was in sec 4, i had a quarrel wif tat bloody coach coz it wasn't my fault n all he knew was pick on me n scream at me.. like hello.. i'm not ur dog....

there will b colours award given out every year 4 graduating students. tat was my aim n goal when i joined volleyball. not juz getting the award but b a good sportsperson when i graduate from the sch. although i was the only player tat lasted all the way since sec 1 till sec 4 while many others jux quit halfway through. i tot will have a chance to stand on stage to recieve tis award but do u noe wat her answer was when i asked mdm wong if she is giving any colours award tis year??? "ISSIT?? I DUNNO....I DUN TINK GOT GIVE!" the day i saw all my best frenx standing on stage getting the award.. do u noe how painful tat was? one by one getting their notice of the award n i was patiently waiting 4 mine n it never came. miss han even comforted me n told me no reason i wun get. still... nothing came. i put all my efforts in tis cca, i even quit my uniform group bcoz of volleyball n in the end tats wat i get. after the quarrel wif the coach i did not go baq training n mdm wong came 2 ask me baq. saying tat they needed me coz i was one of the main player baq then. so i went baq after persuasion n helped the sch reach 2nd place in the south zone. so issit tat she was making us of me baq then 4 the glory of the sch? or was it coz to her i'm jux not a good player? i dunno n i wun wan 2 noe.. i juz felt unfair. n i came 2 noe tat sometimes when ppl r gd to u does not mean tat they mean it. it may jux b a show put on. when i greeted her 2dae though i din wan 2 c her... her answer was " hi!" n went off. she was the only teacher tat did not feel happy at all tat the ex students were baq 2 visit them. it was simply a COLD.. "hiii"..

well.. itz a very long post .. i tink the longest ever... itz jux something i wan 2 say when i saw mdm wong 2dae... writing it down here makes me feel better 2. well.. itz not the award tat i am still bothering over but .. the way ppl treat u .. NOW n THEN when he/she needs ur help n turn their back on u when the mission is accomplished.

Itz a SPECIAL day!!

2dae is a special day .. my dearest frn geetha came baq from a UK 2 visit us n will b staying 4 2weeks.. gotta make gd use of these 2 weeks 2 meet up n have fun wif her. we met up wif hardi n shariff 4 dinner .. after tat we went 2 haagen daz 4 ice cream.. chatted alot .. went "a little" crazy ... tat was without lotsa mad ppl like siti suryana n farhanah.... ahhazz... sunday we'll meet them n we'll go really CRAZY!!!! yeahz man!!!!!

BUSY!!

very busy recently.. hate it when the test .... project due dates n presentation dates fall so close 2 one another... so tiring... sleep late wake up early..

aniwaez... geetha is coming baq next monday... hooray .. realli mizz my sec sch mates so so so much.... looking forward 2 meet up wif u guys.... lotsa happenings tis few days.. going 4 my volleyball elective later, tml got AFA c.a n life saving course, fri is ivan's bdae, sat is my adorable little niece trinity's bdae n sunday going out ..... monday geetha is baq n got dinner gathering... wonderful man!!!!! gd gd... looks like time spending at home dis few days is less... better than nothing!!! ofh yahz.. weekends gotta work on our GBE coz iTS DUE ON MONDAY!!!!!!!!! STUPID SHEH !!!! HATE U!!!

yupz... 2dae n 2ml got project superstar on channel U.... its the male n female finals!! vote 4 junyang n kelly!!!!!!! hahaz.. like i'll vote ... hahaz... k lah .. aniwae they juz rawksx!!!!!!

gotta go ... byex! :P

Sentosa- Musical Fountain

its National Day!!! Happy Bdae Singapore!! haha!!! a few hrs ago was the eve of National Day n i went 2 Sentosa's Musical Fountain.

My first time there n was appalled by the wonderful performance there!! indeed it was a great experience!! itz juz one of the "must" attractions 2 visit!!! went there by cable car n the night view was beautiful!! its the 2nd time taking the cable car .. like dunno after how many years! after tat went 2 walk around at Palawan Beach.. at nite was great! it was cooling n windy.. not bad ... a quiet n peaceful place 2 go..

itz National Day n i'm going out wif my cousins a few hours later.. gotta have fun .. :P wishing all reading tis post a HAPPY NATIONAL DAY n enjoy urselves! nitez!

itz not FUN!!!

itz really not Fun LOR!!!! i had a train ride experience 2dae... MRT day!!!!

i am supposed 2 go SIR building 2 extend my passport validity... but!!!!!! when i reached there, the security asked me 2 come baq on monday!!!! arghh!!! a wasted trip.. then i took train baq 2 amk 2 meet minyi....

irritating... MRT ride, wasted trip.. ppl mux b tinking that tis idiot muz have never taken mrt b4... coz he took train 2 lavender n in less than 10 mins, he took the train from lavender baq 2 amk.. so retard!!!! terrible... after the toothpaste incident .... n tis mrt incident, I FELT MORE LIKE A RETARD!!!! stupid SIR building!!! guess i gotta go baq again on wed b4 my briefing!!!

charlie n the choco factory!!

watched "Charlie n the Chocolate Factory" 2dae.... nice show.. funny 2.. hahaz.. esp.... "ohmpa lumpa" coz.. it looks like someone.. hahaz...

though it was oni me n hardi.. but it still brought baq lotsa memories at J8 2dae... hahaz.. will never 4get the crazy times we've had when we were in sec sch.. almost everyday after sch we will go J8 4 lunch n then go crazy again! terrrible us.. yupz.. looking 4ward 2 see geetha again... 3 more weeks n we'll c tat mad woman ... hahaz... :P

tml meeting minyi.. go study... n need 2 go extend my passport validity coz itZ expired!!!! hahaz... ok.. ciaoz.. gd nitex 2 all... :)

yesh!!!!

yesh!!! I PASSED MY AFA!!!! lucky .. juz manage 2 scarp through by 4 marks... phew!!! haha.... satisfied.. pass gd liao!!!! haha.. tml gotta c lulu.. her 2hrs of lecture sure will b damn "interesting"!!! :P

feel so retarded!

imagine... if u r in the toilet, squeezing toothpaste on ur toothbrush, then u heard ur phone which is in ur room ringing. wat will u do?

1) put the toothbrush down n go get ur phone.
2) hold the toothbrush n go get ur phone.

u noe wat i did? i hold the toothbrush wif the toothpaste on it n ran from the toilet all the way 2 my room juz 2 get the ringing phone. then answered the call wif the other hand holding my toothbrush. RETARD RITE???? i feel damn retarded.. stupid.. funny 2.. how stupid can i get??? OMG!!!!

BUT... not bad u noe... run wif the toothpaste on the toothbrush n the toothpaste did not fall. gt skill ok!!!! hahaz.....

life savingz!!

life saving simply roXZ!!!!

procrastinating

oh no!!!!!!!! 4 the 1 week break.. i studied on monday n tues... the rest of the days till now... i'm procrastinating!!!!! actually ah .. the thought of opening the lecture notes, sit down n study .. MAKES ME SICK!!!!!!!!!!! ..... yucks..... audit test coming n itz 6 bloody chapters!!!!! gonna die!!! actually very fast .. 1 week break ending soon. then sch start.. then gonna get baq AFA test paper, then C.A coming again.. suxz!!!!!!!!! yes!! i'm complaining coz... I HATE A/C .. wrong course 4 me... wrong wrong wrong!!!!!!!!! never will i take up accounting courses in Uni... never.... lucky itz part of business n i still can choose biz courses when i go Uni.. but wouldn't it b better if i can get Mass Communication.... dream on!!!!

tml gotta go sch do GBE project.... then week end coming then ... SHIT.. sch starts.... very boring lah ... I WAN GO KTV ... but my ktv partner is in HONGKONG n BANGKOK 4 holiday!!!! so gd!

k lah .. gotta go read up a little on AUDIT.. hopefully some crap gets into my head!!! later going 4 life saving .. woo hoo.....ciaoz!

wat a small world

went swimming n tanning 2dae.... getting darker!!!!!!! haha....

wat a small world .... n friendster is indeed a useful tool in linking u to frenx... was surfing n browsing n .... found the fren who is from the same life saving course as me. well.. such creation is wonderful.. coz u may also find some of ur long lost frenz there 2.. not bad huh...

ok ... ppl may tink i'm mad.. coz tml i'm going swimming again.. gt life saving course!!!!!!! haha... yah .. i love 2 swim... continue 2 tan somemore n i'll become indian... not bad wat .. juz nice coz i'm going india in oct!!!!

hooray.. geetha is coming baq on 21st aug!!!! woohoo... n its dad's bdae 2..... hmm... mizz him lots.... ok... gotta go .. nitex!

LOST

such a boring day. sianzation. stayed at home the whole day. terrible. super boring. read through abit of my c law n GBE notes. worst .. want 2 sleep more! i'm not gonna stay at home 2ml!!! gotta get out of the house!!!!!! i like sch holidays but not 2 ask me stay at home the whole bloody day. bored!! no where 2 go also. plus cannot play 2 much . coz i am really very far behind time in terms of academic work. i've not been attending lectures, sleeping in lectures, reading comics, listening 2 discman in lectures. late 4 tutorials, skipped tutorials. ok... tats really bad .. bad bad guichun! all test n examz r coming redi.... mux work harder.

worst still staying at home the whole day, will only make me wonder bout things tat i should not wonder about. thinking of things that should have been left behind n i should have moved forward wif life. but there will also b times when i will wonder y is it always liddat??? after so many many gals tat i had met n still i am single. not a single one was a "bingo" is my time not here yet? or is it i'm juz tat i'm so difficult 2 get along wif?? or am i juz so irritating?? sometimes i choose 2 believe tat i am juz disgusting rather 2 tink tat my time is not here yet. coz .. when i give myself hope. juz a little hope... i will ALWAYS b greatly affected n disappointed. i may not show but it juz hurts me deeply inside , behind tat smile on my face. if its really my fault or something liddat.. someone reading tis post , plz leave me a msg 2 guide me bah. coz i'm realli LOST!!!!!

n to her... i had really "si xin" le. i had come to realise tat u r not the type i'm looking 4. coz.. as time passes by n things i've seen n heard prove me totally wrong. disappointed really disappointed. coz i'm juz nothing 2 u. ur the 2nd person ... 2nd person 2 make me feel like a fool. or issit tat i'm a fool n fall into traps set out. i am worthless. i dun worth a single cent. tats how i feel after everything. but who to blame? myself... myself 4 falling into a pit. i dun feel sad but i'm DISAPPOINTED!

though i look 4ward ... look 4ward 4 someone tat will b mine. 4 me 2 love, 2 care, 2 share, 2 protect.... but i really dare not try again. not at the moment. i dun wan anymore... coz it always comes 2 no ending. i dun hope 4 fairy tale ... juz someone 4 me 2 rely on, 2 share my probz wif n 2 support me n b there when i need her. juz someone who is willing to lend me her shoulder 2 lean on. maybe i dun have any tats y i yearn 4.

i should put all these relationship matters aside n focus on my dream. i wan 2 make my dream come true. i'll work hard 2wards my goal.

wild wild wet

went 2 wild wild wet 2dae .. ok lah .. still prefer Fantasy Island baq then at sentosa more rides, more fun. like the tsunami... the wave so shiok . until now i can still feel as if i am on the waves.. a bit giddy!!! haha ...

2ml staying at home . gotta revise my work redi. been slacking 2 much in the first half of the term. gotta work hard. ok .. going baq 2 stone ...

比我幸福 by: 陈晓东

望着广场的时钟 你还在我的怀里躲风
不习惯言不由衷 沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥 也算有始有终
祝福有许多种 心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福 才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说话 爱不用 抱歉来弥补 至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福 才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数 最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好模糊
慢慢被放弃 放心去追逐你的幸福
别管我愿不愿孤不孤独 都别在乎

start of 1 week break

yes! next week is my 1 week break. wondeful!!!!! went shoppping wif yvonne n we bought lotsa clothes!!!! madness!! gotta save again! fun!! then went 2 look 4 ivan. he sell apple strudel. ask him give some but i tink coz his boss around.. 2 bad!!

hmmzz.. saw tv ad .. 4th aug .. charlie and the chocolate factory!!!! my fav book when i was a small boy!!! i wan 2 watch the movie!!!! haha .... ;p

disappointment

SAD: disappointment!!!!! 2nd attempt n its BTT!!!!! hello??? n i failed again. really lousy!!! nevermind .. i'll try again! never give up!

HAPPY: life saving roxz!!!! so fun!!! learned quite alot n met new frenz 2!! now i'm always looking 4ward 2 thurs!!!!! haha!!!

well.... happy bout one thing sad bout another!! tat'z juz simply life!!! going through failures n success is part n parcel life. nevermind. learn from mistakes n work hard again!!!

kam bateh!!!

jia you!!! tml btt!!!! i will make it!!!!!!

i river

yoo hoo.... yeah!! i'm selected 4 the india educational tour!!! yeah!! i can go india!!! ok.. i'm a holiday freak. simply love travelling!

2nd hooray... bro n me got an i river!!!! yeah!!! we gotta share but who cares?? we shall take turns!! simply love it .. damn cool sia the design! now can download songs . listen 2 mp3, radio can store pics 2!!! haha .. got more functions. need 2 explore.... n thks a million uncle!!!!!

3rd hooray!!! i passed my corporate finance CA. itz juz a C but .. i dun give a shit! went blank when i saw the paper n manage 2 pass is gd liao what more getting a C??? satisfied!!!

still have not recover from my mild flu n cough. terrible n i still ate food the will make my cough worst. who cares . heck!

k .. thurs is my 2nd time taking my btt. plz let me pass. damn malu... muz take 2nd time juz 4 btt!!! stupid me. ok .. took my medicine n i'm drowsy now. gotta go ZZZZ ... simply love ZZZZZ!!!!

n tml is VOLLEYBALL DAY!! HOORAY!!! :P

boring monday!

itz a boring monday coz...
1. flu hit me once again
2. cough again
3. AFA lecture was a headache
4. GBE was SUPER DUPER BORING
5. sleepy the whole day

damn it .. lotsa monday blues!!! looking 4ward 2 wed .. coz can sleep!!!!! no sch!!! hooray!!!!

SIANZZZ

something i made myself to keep all the memories of my sec sch life ..... photos taken in sch n wif tat siao cha bo ... haha ... joking ah ...

AFA ....

studied AFA the whole day. sianz. dun quite understand also. heck. fail fail lah.

boring day. gonna b a boring weekend. anyone free? wan go out on fri evening n sat?????? haha ! :<

hate CF

CF C.A suxz 2 the core! went blank when i saw the questions. gonna die tis time round.

juz finish M.A tutorial. thurs gt AFA test. tis is the most diff paper i will reckon. pass will do. sch was fine. as usual lah .. nothing much. jux not in the mood these days 2 do anything. let time heal the pain n i'll b baq soon. i'll b fine. sometimes when ur not in the mood ah .. then get commented by some idiots really spoil my day. yesterday tat bloody woman kana from me redi. early in the morning saw me at mrt station comment about my dressing! I DID NOT GIVE A DAMN N JUZ SHOOT HER DOWN! simply told her off . its not as if her dressing is damn bloody nice. can't u juz shut up. many a times i wan 2 shoot her baq but juz kept quiet dun wan create unhappiness. but yesterday.. I DID NOT GIVE A SHIT !!!!! too bad ah lin wasn't around to c show. simply irritating. jerome, efi n ally was simply shocked 2 c me telling her off. tis time i round i oni tell u off. one more time i will really BLAST AT U! ass. dun care whether u like wat i said 2 u. dun like its ur problem! u asked 4 it! u triggered the gun in me to shoot at u. luckily u din trigger the bomb. well.. "LUCKY" You! ~annoyed~

had a small chat wif my sec sch mates ... geetha is coming baq next month.. n siti isn't happy in sch .. jux like me ...we're on the same boat! nevermind .. We'll survive.. very soon the crazy gang will meet up n really go crazy again .. esp the 3 musketeers.. ahha ... i muz all of ur irritatingness... so fun ... esp baq in BWSS .. well.. those were the good old dayz...

ok .. quite a long post .. gonna get baq mugging ... AFA OH my god!!!!! :<

sad

i realli dunno wat i'm doing. maybe i'm really so irritating.

i realli dunno who r u (secret gal). i had always hope tat it was U n only U! but i doubt myself. it dun seems 2 me tat itz U! (i dare not be hopeful, i dun wan 2 b disappointed again) wateva it is , i tink i should really put tis aside n concentrate on my studies. i'm really tired le. i dun wan 2 make myself like wat i was in the past. 4 the past 2 days really cannot sleep. kept thinking bout tat. i really scared le. after so many failures ... i am realli hopeless.

Am i thinking 2 much? i tink so...

maybe its juz a prank. maybe i'm juz such an ass , so irritating, tats y ppl dislike me n want 2 play a prank on me. maybe secret gal does not exist at all. if its really a prank then i'm really sorry if i had been so disgusting tat u need to make fun of me. itz ok .. my fault ok. my apology.

all the best 2 all of u out there 4 the CF C.A 2ml... have a nice dae!

CF dae!

CF dae 2dae .. the whole dae been reading the notes .. monday C.A le n i'm still ?????? arghh.... not diff 2 study but quite alot 2 remember .... not enuff memory space!!!!

cannot concentrate also.. sleep so much n yet still so sleepy. i'm terrible! now i'm sleepy again. oh no! will i close my eyes n never wake up again? haha .. talk rubbish.. abish!

Forever Love

Forever Love ( by : Wang Lee Hom )

爱你 不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你 每个眼神触动我的心
因为你让我看见 Forever 才了解自己
未来这些日子 要好好珍惜

爱我 有些痛苦 有些不公平
如果真的爱我 不是理所当然的决定
感到你的呼吸在我耳边 像微风神奇
温柔的安抚 我的不安定 所以我~要 每天研究你的笑容 Ooh 多么自然
Forever love Forever love 我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由

爱情是场最美最远的旅行 沿途雨季泥泞
偶尔阻碍我们的前进 感到你的体温在我怀里 像阳光和煦
巧妙的融化 我的不安定 不可思议
证明我爱你的理由 Ooh 多么自然
你感动的眼睛 我沉默的声音
仿佛就是最好的证明 就让我在说一次 I love you oh (直到永远)

Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以后 你会是所有 幸福的理由
Forever Love Forever Love Forever Love

"gui"

ok... vincent lim is after all not tat bad! he called me "gui".. actually classmates baq in sec sch olredi called me tat. but quite funny . esp the way he call me in tutorials. AFA n CF test coming. terrible. esp AFA!! gotta work hard! but i'm not in the mood 2 study leh! sianz.

so sleepy the whole dae! coz. slept at 3am yest. wa lau... terrible. almost fall asleep in all lectures 2dae. n tat "jian" woman never come sch 2dae! gd gd. dun have 2 c her bloody face! really sia... one more crap from her n i'll really tell her off. no need give such ppl face.

i really dunno wat 2 do! i hope tat itz not another dream. when u wake up everything is gone again! i miss u n i really do! its been 6 months le..... will there be a ending?? i shall not lie tat i've actually never waited. shall not think so much. concentrate on the tests bah... tats wat i tink i should do now!

Shut ur mouth!

juz finished the GBE report.. super tired n i'm still blogging... madness!!!!

done AFA tutorial.. cannot dun do. dun do next week C.A sure fail! as usual.. never do audit tutorial. NO time!!!!! went 4 my life saving course at YCK swimming pool. 2dae did theory. like so stupid went 2 swimming pool 2 attend theory class then never even jump into the pool. but still i like it!

yah .. i like to do wat i like n I LIKE TO WEAR WHAT I WAN TO WEAR. I HAVE MY RIGHT!
juz shut ur stupid mouth will u. y u like 2 comment bout ppl dressing? ah lin kana redi. now me. asshole! i wore shorts(like basket ball shorts) n sleeveless 2 sch wif sandals n cap. anything wrong? fuck off lah. dun come n tell me bout respecting sch n crap liddat ok! ur not my mother. even mrs chong who is paticular bout dressing said nothing. she saw what i wore n checked whether i was in slippers 2 if there's anything wrong i would have been booked or fined! dun come n crap lah ok..

fine .. u moz pretty. sexy. dress sense the best. u win can. no one in SP win u. u tink u wat? not as though ur dressing is so unique or nice. no figure also talk so much. VERY RUDE U NOE? u tink u joking ah ? i dun give a fucking shit ok! if ur joking u wouldn't told me off sarcastically 3 times in a day . "someone wear so little 2dae.. let him cold to death in the lecture hall... his house mah .. can wear what he like" common lah .. u juz dunno how much ppl dislike u. ppl have been bad mouthing u. if u can't control ur mouth then stuff it wif shit. then u'll vomit. then u wun talk. FUCK OFF! keep ur mouth shut n no one will say ur dumb! dun pollute the air!

super pissed! now i noe how ah lin feel. super irritating. to hell u this piece of bloody shit!!#@#@*^$^&%

I Believe

I believe....
so i kept my promise...
i've been waiting....
hope that my dream will come true...
will it?
i doubt so...
should i give up?
i dunno...
confused!

dong jie

冻结 by: 林俊杰

不小心回到那一天 不小心一切又重演
你如此完美的一切 竟会出现在我的世界
你说话不爱说第二遍 但偏在情人节那一夜
给我你心爱的项鋉 说了三次对我的爱恋
我那时胡涂 不明白为何你会哭
后知后觉以后 领悟
冻结那时间 冻结初遇那一天
冻结那爱恋 冻结吻你那瞬间
我也会疲倦 你的项鋉 在我身边 带我穿梭回从前
冻结那空间 冻结有你的世界 冻结那画面 冻结不让它溶解
我若是疲倦 你的项鋉 在我身边 发光在我胸前
你的项鋉 在我身边 陪伴着我过每一天

mystery...

dunno y??? i guess its u.. gut feeling tells me...

been lazy 2 blog recently. coz very tired... haha.. ok.. i'm mad!! i dyed my hair 2dae.. very BRIGHT!!!!! terrible. wif my ear stud i find tat i look beng... ok.. chao ah beng!!!!!!!

2ml gt C.A .. n i didn't really study!!!! oh no!!!!!!

the truth is the truth

tired... haha... yesterdae attended the sports elective 4 volleyball. 3 yrs never play le.. yest play... whoo hoo... my arms still aches... like blue black..

2dae went 4 my life saving course... quite fun actually. haha..

ok.. sunday gt life saving course again..

super tired now..

juz watched the superstar singing contest results show.... find that it doesn't mean tat u r gd u will win. i find it fair. judges score stands 30% n audience 70%. ur looking 4 a superstar he/she muz b popular n moz importantly is the audience's votes. after all we audiences will b the ones supporting n buying their albums if they do win. itz kind of harsh but after all itz a competition. pity they contestants who recieved high scores from the judges but recieved lesser votes compared 2 the other contestants. well... its not a competition looking juz 4 talents but a superstar.. popularity is very important!!! the truth is after all the truth. gotta face the music. i tink itz the process n the experience tat its important.. well...tats life!

Yvonne bdae! (pics)

though its kind of late.. but gt some pics taken during yvonne bdae on 18th jun and some pics of frenz n me taken recently... haha!!

tired day!

a rather tired day. firstly not enuff slp, then feel very restless. worst still gt 2 stay baq do project. no choice. fridae deadline mah. gotta work extra harder.

tml no sch but gt sports elective-volleyball then gotta start studying 4 MA redi. next mondae gt C.A!! though is one chapter but its realli quantitative!!

dunno wat 2 do. i REALLY HATE THAT BLOODY WOMAN! I HATE U TO THE CORE! I ABHOR U!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.......
ok.. enuff.. it only boils my blood. can't tahan when heard wat my bro sae. u r sick man! ass!

another dae had passed n 2ml is the start of a new day. hope that it'll b a better dae!

Initial D

GBE forum todae realli suxz 2 the core. dun get the wrong idea.. not that it was boring.. but i find my presentation sux!!! talk also like dunno wat . tongue tied n cannot pronounce "regionalistion" properly. cannot make it sia.

dunno way happened 2 yvonne all of a sudden felt giddy during the break 4 GBE lecture.. poor gal. never eat again surely one. muz take care of urself!! AFA was a horror! i dun understand a single crap 4 construction contract. can die sia!!!!gotta work hard! really sia. GBE also the same! never attend lecture , never listen, have self organise picnic at the baq. same for CF.. never listen also. oh no!! C.A all coming n i'm still slacking!!!

finally i pierced my ear despite ur disapproval. wateva! i dun give a shit!

YESSSS!!! FINALLY WATCHED INITIAL D!! watched wif eng, jerome, ivan n his friend zong liang. whoo hoo.. damn cool sia. cool actors, cool cars, cool scenery! a gd one indeed! a recommended movie! jay chou is really damn cool sia! i tink the character suits him well! a bit blur blur one. also got a part when he cried.. dunno how 2 explain.. dunno if he really cry or is act one. but overall his performance was GD!!!! i will buy the VCD when released n wonder gt soundtrack anot also.. can buy.. not bad not bad!! itz funny also. hah!!

ok.. its late now n i'm still here n not in bed. coz jux finish tutorials any how do(as usual).. listening 2 JJ song.. dong jie.. suddenly find the lyrics meaningful n the tune is very nice.. ok .. gotta go do some exercise then sleep. ok i'm mad! exercise then sleep. haah.. off 2 my sit ups n push ups...

another day of shopping

disappointed ... realli disappointed... the truth will b out sooner or later oni .. y mux u deny deny and deny??? itz all CRAP!!!! after all the drama... isn't it still wat i had suspected?? how long do u wan 2 keep things from us??? foolish!! itz realli full of rubbish!!!

haiz... pocket got another hole.. buy 2 much things le... reallii gotta save up!!!!! ok.... nothing much 2 write.. yah .. i wan 2 watch initial D!!! who wan 2 watch wif me??? any kind souls here willing 2 company me??? haha....

baQ 2 hell

sianZ laHX!!!! BAQ 2 heLL!!! i HaTE HomE!! i'm NoT haPPy heRe!

recently many things happened which really is ... frustrating... super frustrating! cannot tahan... i wan 2 beat ppl. arghhzz..

audit test finally over n still gt lotsa assignments 2 do sia.... c law , GBE, blah blah.. still gt sports elective n life savers n gt lotsa c.a coming up... ok... i'm mad.. yah.. getting involve in lotsa things so that i can cut down on my time staying at home. cuz it suxz! ok.. no free on wed n thurs.. any other dae i'm free.. any kind souls can ask me out on these days... so tat i dun have 2 spend so much time at home. can't wait 2 graduate, finish NS go work .. find a place to settle down n live life of my own. i shall b patience n wait . coz time will realli fly!!!

final episode?

has it come 2 an end? i dunno...

i juz moved out. no internet connection at the moment will b MIA 4 a while b4 i'm baq blogging. will try 2 blog when i have time in sch...

hope tat tis thing had ended. u live ur life i live my own.. no more crap n nonsense n i had enuff redi....

be baq soon n may all of us b happy !!!!

saturday

a slacking saturday. juz filed up all my papers. haiz.. itz still very bad.. gotta go meeting 2nite. gotta come up wif a solution.

nothing nice or interesting 2 blog ... go read my book.. be baq blogging again.. byex

shopping spree

goodbye 150 bucks... shop again. bout lotsa things. great singapore sale was great. had a great time 2dae. 3 top, a pair of jeans, hair wax, wallet, wristband, slippers. haha... gotta fast 4 a few weeks redi. really broke now!!!!!

ok... feelin better actually but things gt worst again. sux lah. really damn sick of everything. when time is up.. i'll b free!!! patiently waiting!!

went bbdc again... 2 book my btt. plz let me pass this time round. its on 21st july.... paiseh sia.. ppl one time pass i had to go the 2nd time again... plz let me pass the 2nd time... plz. gotta start studying redi.

juz tried to do tutorials. yucks. can't do. dunno wat the crap also. no audit textbook then cannot do. heck . dun bother lah... haha. ok. sux gotta but textbk tml... oh no.. really broke.... haiz... gotta save save save liao.

DUN TEST MY PATIENCE!!!!!!

this is not gonna b nice if the day i'll explode... this atomic bomb in me had been preparing 2 burst 4 many years redi. A PERSON'S TOLERANCE HAS A LIMIT. BEYOND THE MAXIMUM PT N U'LL REGRET.

to tat bloody asshole. itz none of ur biz. i've stayed wif tat woman 4 years ok. i noe how 2 deal wif her. thank you 4 telling me wat had happened 2dae. i appreciate. but i dun need u to come n lecture n question me about PRIORITY. i noe wat to do n how 2 handle. u r juz an outsider. n u'll 4ever remain an outsider. never will u b able 2 tell me wat 2 do. despicable n disgusting piece of shit! u wait. u better watch out 4 raising ur fucking idiotic kani na buay cheebye mouth at me. U WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

to her!!! u shameless creature. i had never expected u 2 b liddat. u can side tat bloody fucking asshole. FINE!!!! I"M WRONG!!! u will get ur deserved reputation 4 all the EVIL things u had done. I SIMPLY HATE U!!! I HATE U TO THE CORE!!! TELL U!!! I'M GONNA BLAST AT U SOON. WATCH OUT. i'll release all the things u had done n said. WATCH OUT!!!! ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

realli damn fucking pissed. irritated. disgusted. I ABHORE U!!!! ARGGGHHHHHH... CAN"T STAND IT REDI!!! TO HELL WIF TAT BLOODY ASSHOLE. THANKS THE "MEMORIES N LESSON" U HAD TAUGHT ME. REALLY "APPRECIATE IT!!!!!!" THANK YOU!!!!!!

terrible

itz jux terrible when ppl feel tat way. coz i din mean anything. juz frenz oni. i help everyone. hope u understand. its so long le. he/she is no longer urs. his/her heart belongs to someone else. put down the stone in ur heart n carry on wif wat u r suppose 2 do. i wish u all the best.

juz looked through tutorials n i jux went yawning... terrible me. in lectures 2dae i was half awake. oh dear.. itz oni week 2 n i'm so restless... haha... after all tats me lah... ok.. i dun have much to write so.. tat'z all 4 2dae! nitez...

dilemma

DILEMMA.. realli in a dilemma...... dunno. juz hate it sometimes. y r things always liddat 4 me? anything doing wif relationships. i dun mean juz love but family bonds etc. failure is the word that i'll use. realli, life without love is like tree without blossoms n fruits. seems meaningless at times. ppl i love will eventually leave me. dunno wat 2 do... dilemma.

maybe its jux part n parcel of life. maybe its part of growing up n seeing things happen around you. these incidents r meant 2 b lessons? i hope... realli hope! Behind a smile there's always a story behind. a story of happiness or a story of lessons learnt. will all these bring out a smile at the end of the story? i dunno!!!

its funni realli.... r things jux meant 2 b liddat? how come its oni when we had met probx n needs help, den we will b there 4 each other? is it juz meant 2 b liddat? is that the furthest we can venture? its after all a question mark. let nature take its course bah. maybe its jux u n maybe there's someone better out there 4 me.

how come a happy family gt a destructor like u? u jux suxz 2 the core. i'll b fine! i'll leave without u! n it'll jux b better 4 everyone. realli.. no kidding!

recent entries will c me writing more about the things i did 4 the day. time 4 an entry that relects my thoughts n opinion on several things that had happened till this day in my life. i pray 4 the best. juz a simple life will do. i miss YOU! esp all the gd times we had together. i'll keep these beautiful memories 4ever. nitex n bless!

*the "you" refers 2 several ppl..

suay

its damn suay 2 get scolding early in the morning esp by the person u dislike! worst till its not my fault ok!!! 4get it. not going 2 get bothered by such ppl.

1st week of sch.... erm... wat can i say???? ok... fun n happy 2 meet all my classmates. ok.. finally got rid of the cat!!! she now like join other class. gd gd! juz hate her. sucks! ok.. 2 the those ass who r in alliance wif tat cat! WAIT TILL U GET CHEATED BY HER THEN U NOE! DUN U GET THE IDEA? IF SHE'S A NICE PERSON?THEN Y R ALL HER CLASSMATES IGNORING HER? THINK ABOUT IT! N STOP TRYING B FUNNY OK!! work load.. ermz kind of tedious! gt a presentation next week n i've jux prepared my part. gotta JIA YOU PEOPLE!

yup yup got a BBQ coming up 4 DAC/3A/04 on 15th June!! hooray! can go beach again!! yeahz!! looking 4ward lehz... haha.. :P

ok... next week going 2 book my basic theory n hope that i pass this time round. god bless!! ok... gotta go.. 9!

baq 2 stress

juz hope tat the days passes by wif fun, joy & laughter......

lazy

lazy bum.. haha. been lazy 2 blog lately. haha!

ITP has ended, gotten my pay n its time 2 buy new things. hehe!! wellz, sch had started n its kind of weird! haha. feel so old at work coz all the year 1 r like enjoying themselves n i'm like.. wow... so many things 2 study, so diff, gotta wrk hard!! oh no!!

k lah. must try 2 b less lazy n get my blog updated!! haa... c ya. :P

farewell buffet at unicorn ...

jux came home... tired.. going sleep soon.

farewell dinner was ok lah... nothing much.. jux plain eating n talking n ktv session. quite fun actually. UNFAIR!! many of my frenz 2dae last dae le.. me still gt 4 hrs 2 tolerate 2ml then tis ITP will end. let time flies ban .. fly bah fly bah!!! CRAZY!! haah..

looking 4ward 2 2ml @ 1.30pm n HOORAY!!!! i'll BE FRee!!!! yeahz...... :P

1.5 days more!!!!

yes!! 1.5 days more & ITP will b over le!! can't wait 2 get my pay n go buy my stuff!!!

tml got buffet, a farewell dinner 4 us.. not bad lah. one thing i dun like. they r gonna force me 2 sing which i wun wan 2. dun wan. juz dun wan. no other reason. haha... tml eric go overseas. YEAH!! last stock take 2ml!! then can sit down in office n do my balance sheet. arghh!! juz simply hate the balance sheet!

k.... gotta go.... byee!!

thought of the day

a SMilE iS aN iNeXpeNsiVe waY 2 maKe u LoOk betteR!!!

Vesak Day

shiok!! 2dae no work!! sleep sleep sleep... den went swim n tan. den went walk walk at toapayoh. then go uncle house watch tv. now home. later sleep. tml work. SIANZ!!!

BBQ!!!!

its bbq nite at granny's place!!! a family gathering. talked crap. bbq. drink wine. laugh. haha.. i juz like all these. fun! feel so much like home!

work was quite pissed off 2dae. imagine u have 2 do stock take all by urself. n all the stocks r amplifiers, speakers, dvd players, refridgerator..... n tat stupid lawyer expects me 2 do it all by myself. GO EAT SHIT! Y DUN U DO IT URSELF! dun tink u can bully ITP student ok. disguating freak. juz a piece of irritating shit! lucky we have very nice ppl like uncle john, jinyi n mrs yee who stand up 4 me. they tried 2 get more ppl 2 help me out on tuesday onwards. imagine !!! its not one store but its 3 warehouse full of stocks wif some stocks piling up to the ceiling. ka ni na tink i superman ah. siao bo!!!

k lah .. enuff of these ppl redi . one lawyer n one scholar is enuff 2 get on my nerves n make me wan to strangle them . juz a bunch of hypocrites!

ok .. a very long weekend is coming.. long? not realli.. juz one day more. better than nothing. can sleep redi ... gd gd.. becoming panda soon. got quite a surprise 2dae!! so long never contact le n yet she still remembers me. quite shock to recieve her msg. ok .. haha... k.. i'm going 2 have a short chat wif miss geetha n i'll go slp.. niteey!!!

Men's Nite out!

It's men's nite out!! haha ... 2dae went eat sakae wif ivan, eng, jerome n ah lin. shiok... long time never eat sushi le.. chatted n had dinner at the same time.. long time no meet then alot of "jiao way" talk... haha ...then walk 2 P.S... then go home..

2dae eric good mood sia.... joke wif us!! then even after he quarrelled wif mr yee still can joke wif me when we went to bank. after tat go kopitiam "la" kopi!! haha... not bad not bad!! sian . 2dae mrs yee never come. she sick. then i damn bored nothing 2 do. kept staring at the accounts until i can remember the figures!

yesterday tieng yeow call me. he at tekong.. botak lo... ask me 4 vicknesh no. i dun have .. haha.. sae he saw him at tekong.. sergeant rank liao.. wow... hah.. i going in soon too.. next year lah.

talking bout botak... i seriously need a hair cut!!! terrible hair.. cannot style.. wun stand liao.... stupid. haha... tats all 4 my story telling 2dae n goody nite!

busy day

a rather busy dae!!! had lotsa things 2 do at work n time flies.. soon . whoosh!!! 6.30 lor... go home!!!

as usual uncle fetch me from work. had dinner at amk centre then went home. n YES!! i found my VCD!!! Phantom of the Opera!!!! haha... gotta watch it when i'm free... k lahz... dunno wat 2 write also... byee n bless 2 all!!!! c ya !!! :P whoosh 2 dreamland!

One day tour 2 harvey norman outlets!

time flies when u r not in the office. 2dae went delivery wif steven. damn shiok! so fun. went 2 many different shopping centres. went 2 places i've never been to like westmall & tampines mart. not bad .. like sight seeing tour. sight seeing to almost all the harvey norman stores in singapore!

tml going 2 deliver goods again. 4 a short while only . YES!! can wear tees n jeans!! hooray!! haha!! k lah .. gotta sleep lor. nitex!!!

new week....

its a new week... week 5 le .. soon ITP will b over le...

heard from bernard tat they r going 2 throw a farewell party 4 us. haha .. not bad not bad.. gt buffet 2 eat. haha! den tat bernard nothing better 2 do.. go ask the previous ITP gals 2 come next fri 4 the farewell party n wan 2 match make 4 me. haha.. crazy.. then kept disturbing me.
haiz. i still haven 4get her. how? ever since start of tis year till now, i've not 4gotten her. maybe my miss right hasn't appear bah. as long as i do find someone which can replace her in my heart, i'll go 4 it. tat is IF THE DAY EVER COMES. coz most of the time no girls will notice me.. haha... i not prince charming mah... hoho... & also i not the type who will go 4 the girl unless i realli am serious and certain bout being wif her :(

aniwae.. looking 4ward 2 tml. coz i no need wear formal! can wear jeans n tees!! coz i gt 2 go deliver goods wif uncle steven n we r going 2 travel round singapore!!!! hooray!!!! haha... gonna sit in uncle steven's roller coaster. haha... coz he drive car like ride roller coaster. k lah.. gotta do some exercises... then sleep... becoming panda soon. haha!! nitex!

frustrated

damn frustrated. not in gd mood these days.

went swim 2dae , tanned 2.. so now abit darker liao. then went shop around. no mood. only bought the belt tat i had been eyeing 4 a long time. no mood. PISSED! DULANZ! y r u liddat? no respect! i dun care wat u do. who u wan b wif. where u wan go. juz a form of respect. tats it. i'll wait 4 the day to come when i can let out all i wan 2. i'll trigger the bomb in me myself n i blast at u. u wait. u wait. i'll never let him die 4 nothing. u better watch out.

fucked up. damn bloody fucked up. stupid arse!

i may look as if i'm fine but I"M NOT! juz dowan 2 put on the face coz its not as if the whole world owes me money. its ONLY U N ONLY U! ok. wait.. better watch out. i'll never fall despite tat i'm tired. i still get a battle 2 fight. i have to win. i will win!

i'll never 4give u

never will i expect u to b like tis.... pissed damn pissed... wateva... u din respect who u should respect ... i'll never 4give u.. HATE YOU!

friday the 13th .. is a really bad day. got told off by eric 4 filling in the TT form wrongly then told us off again 4 going lunch 2gether. sianz... sick to c him so serious... yah .. tat "da xue shen" is one big sucker .. only noe how to suck up 2 his boss.. heard wat he said bout john to eric n i was like .. "wow!!!!" .. ok .. better b careful of my words when i speak to him... then go home heard things tat made me boil 2 the max!!! sickening lah!!! arrghh!

days at work without mrs yee realli suxz.... she rawks u noe... haha.... hope 2 c her tml... oh yah .. tml the chiwawa, peachy is coming to work ... dun like the idea of a dog in the office ... firstly it is very small.. then the dog walk no sound... then scared 2 accidentally step on the dog coz it alwayz follow ppl behind n u wun noe tat it is behind u... thirdly ... this dog is fierce bark n bark n bark .. dunno y also . but it is so small n cute ... hahahah... ok .. contradicting.. haha

tml is sat n work ends at 1.30pm .. cool.... haha .... looking 4ward!! weekend is coming ... yeahz!

juz another dae

been kinda lazy to blog. day is fine... rain then stop.. quite a nice day. went outstation twice .. one to bank , second to showroom at adelphi. fast sia ITP is coming to an end soon its coming to the end of week 4 le. 2 more weeks then sch reopen. so fast..time really flies.

learnt quite alot. gain some valuable experiences this week at work. looking forward 4 more!!! going 2 slp soon damn tired dunno y every nite is like day. ifeel so fresh. tell myself to slp early but still will procrastinate till like 12 or 1 a.m. before sleepyness steps in ... used 2 late nights le .. ahha ... ok .. will try get some slp now... looking forward 2 weekend.. hooray!!!! :P

miss u....

rainy day...
work is the same .. kind of busy .. learnt something new. feeing very shack.. mentally.. physically tired. hope 2ml will b better ... dunno wat 2 write .. a redundant post ... lazy 2 blog also...

i miss u . i miss the gd old times. i'm still keeping all my promises. u? i dunno. i'm confused! 4get it.

~live my life ... i'll try 2 make my dreamz come true? but it seems 2 b redundant & useless 4
each attempt.. is it fair?~

DU LANZ!

pissed at work! pissed at home!

damn fucking PISSED! ok .... at work felt so irritated! imagine a customer called n asked 4 help... i dunno how to help her coz i'm a temporary staff only. i dunno tats y i asked u. can't ur attitude b a bit more courteous? n i dun tink tats the way u treat ur customers. i noe u r busy! if u dun wan 2 call the customers baq den sae so .. sae ur busy .. i can ask another staff to call. dun have to tell me tat "u ask her to call me.. i'm not gonna call her!" u big fuck ah? u dua liap ah? kani na leh! felt so irritated ... thats the way u value ur customers... CONGRATULATIONS!! U WILL GO FAR !!!! REALLY FAR!!!

4get bout tat ... not going to bother anymore next time gt phone call i'm not going to ask u to answer. nevermind less than 3 weeks more .. shall nt bother wif such ppl .... ang moh slang big fuck ah? lim peh hokkien si beh chor ah !

went home 2dae n i felt the damn humiliating !!!! imagine ur mother giving u baq the mother's dae gift u bought her? ok ... dun wan dwell on this topic... the issue at work alredi pissees me off redi! enuff!!!!

2dae was quite a nice dae at work ... kind of busy! time flies when u have lotsa things 2 do .. bernard came baq from his holiday n haha .. dun ahve to open invoices, DO n blah blah!! mrs yee very cute!! always looking 4 files... n papers ... then keep saying .." huh? cannot find? faint le faint le ... haha " funny lady .. a very nice n warm lady feel very comfortable talking to her.

2ml another dae at work .... gotat work hard ... 3rd week at ITP got A.... this is week 4 .. n gotta continue 2 work harder!!! be baq soon n bye!!!

Realised!

i've finally realised tat u r not the one tat i should respect. u r not the one who worth me to care about because u dun luv ur sons... its mother's day n i celebrated it without her. Y?? wat did me n bro do wrong? 4get it .... though gave her mother's day present but i dun tink she appreciates it. always getting angry n pissed wif nothing. I NOE WAT U PPL WILL SAE.. I DIN UNDERSTAND HER! yah .. coz i really din understand her.. i dunno wat she wants? tell me ppl.. tell me ... how to talk to her when she din even wan 2 talk nicely 2 us? u talk to her nicely ... n wats her reply? "GO AWAY LAH! DUNNO LAH! UR VERY TROUBLESOME! ALWAYS DISTURBING ME!" tell me... how? she only noes how 2 raise her voice at us... SICK!

she din even respect her own mother. she broke her mum's heart(grandma) on mother's day eve. i realli dunno wat 2 do .... haiz.... sooner or later i'm gonna leave her n i will nt bother myself wif her. worst come to worst .. she leaves us first. i'll b happy!!! damn happy!

From tis moment in my life ... the ones i care 4 n luv r all my family except her! n my beloved gal but she dun luvs me . thks 2 all frens out there who cared 4 me ... may anne, er ge, da jie, er jie, suryana, hardi, geetha.... thks alot n many others out there ... u guys do noe me well enuff! thks 4 being there 4 me when i need u guys! i'll b strong!!! i'll live on....

ESP TO AUNT N UNCLE !!! I LUV THE BOTH OF U !!!!! UR THE ONES WHO HAD SUPPORTED ME ALWAYZ! UR THE ONES WHO HAD BEEN THERE ME N BRO THRU ALL UPS N DOWNS!! N WE"LL B THERE 4 U WHEN U NEED US .. WE WILL ALWAYZ!

PISSED!

ok ... i'm damn pissed but i dun wan 2 write it down here .. it jux boils my blood ...N NO POINT GETTING ANGRY WIF USELESS PPL!

ok .. day at work was fine 4 yest n 2dae .. sat in eric's car ... damn shiok ! he gt a very nice car! same things at work lah ... deliver gds ... move gds... check invoices wif physical stock, issue all those notes , invoices n DO... haha ... oh yah .. eric treated us mac ... wow ... first time leh .... THKS ALOT!!!!

Yest met eng, ah lin & jerome .. went 2 have dinner at BK ... haha.. first time tat ah lin will join us . then after tat the kuku ah lin went home n left the 3 of us . watched movie!!! House of the Wax... quite ok lah .. not scary abit disgusting only! haha... the show ended at 11.50pm n wow ... tml i gt work ... went home after tat .. took cab .... haha .. damn tired ...

2dae went to BBDC ... hahahahahha... wanted 2 re-book my basic theory test n guess wat? u can only book b4 3pm on weekends ... n i was there at 3.30pm ... wat the .... nvrmind... can book other time .. no hurry also!!

jux hope that tml will b better! "ming tian hui gen hao" ! tats all !!! ..... :P

results day

today i got back my results.... YEAH!!!!! finally after 2 yrs in poly .. tis is the first time i c A grade in my results slip!!!! Hooray!!!! the rest was all B except FACC n Cost get C+ ....... wat 2 do ?? its ACCOUNTS!!!!! hahaha ....

days without bernard at office really suxz!!! got so many things 2 do .... TR, TT, push trolley, carry goods, issue invoices, DO, repair note, return note, exchange note... wat the hell!!!! showed eric part of our powerpoint slides 4 the marketing project . he said ok!! haha!! oh yah ... n he finally gave us A 4 our ITP!!! n we got our pay 2dae!!!! haha .. like wat an eventful day !!!!

oh yah .. haven been blogging 4 like 2 days... ok ... work was fine .. went "eat snake" wif uncle steven. went to the showroom at Adelphi centre... sit down ... uncle steven treated mi watermelon juice ... ahha ... then went sim lim square 2 deliver gds... then had 1/2 hr of free parking .. went to find auntie swee choo n lame wif her ... ahha .. tat mad woman!! haha...

its like so happy 4 me but I"M NOT!!! actually VERY PISSED N IRRITATED wif One WOMAN!!!! Fuck off lah ... wat the hell do you think u r doing!!! go n eat shit!! i loathe u to death!!!! u r not fit to be my ..... wateva!!!! i dun wan 2 mention name!!! u think u very clever!! ur retribution is coming soon .... HE will give u ur deserved punishment!!!!! u better know your limits!!! dun eva let the day comes when I HAVE TO BLOW MY TOP AT U I TELL U! dun TEST MY PATIENCE!!! U GROOMING GOAT !! UNFAITHFUL BITCH!!! CRACK POT!!!! N YOU TIS SHAMELESS GUY THERE!!! DUN LET MY FIST LAND ON UR FUCKING FACE!!!

ok ... i'm blowing my top here ....

wat 2 do? sometimes u will feel very unhappy n pissed wif ppl but think twice! do u need 2 get agitated n spoil ur day by doing so 4 such ppl? 4get it i'm nt gonna go n waste my time .. just blasting my top here to let things out from my chest! feel better now!!! thk u blog!!!

ok .. tats the end of me venting frustrations here .. haha ... take care peeps n i'll be baq blogging!!! yupz.. hope my new blogskin is fine .. do drop me a message n provide some comments yah .... thks ... nitex.. sweet dreamz!!!

Happy Labour Day!!

a great dae indeed... wnet shopping then met cyn n beez 4 dinner.. so long never meet le... feel so gd.

great frenz r hard 2 find ... esp ones that u can hang out wif , talk 2 without feeling uneasy!! well sometimes u jux have to face ppl whom u can't really click wif n u'll feel like shit!!! really treasure all be best frenz out there who will always b there 4 me, to care n share all happy n sad moments!!!

now quite tired .. tml gonna meet hardi... gonna irritate the hell out of her... ahhaha .... hohoh...

woo hoo!!!

finally, my long awaited weekend is here!!! n monday got no work coz its labour day holiday! yeah! so tired ... next week jinyi is on leave . oh no .. me n alvina will suffer like mad!!! got lotsa assignments to do!! not 2 bad .. at least it keeps me occupied n time will fly past quickly!

tomolo is sunday n it'll b the same thing again .. family outing wif bro, uncle, aunt n me ... haha...
well tatz all 4 tis post n ... got one more .. haha ....

old redi...

realli old liao.... how can i 4get my best fren'z bdae?? sorri hardi... though its a bit late hope u dun mind. dun worry u'll get ur present from mat eden n minah suryana! haah .. ur another minah!!! haha... so sorry 2 hear bout geetha... hope tat she's fine. geets.. if u do c my post ..... i hope u get well soon n miss ya!

day at work was still kinda fun .. went to UOB at boat quay again... pushed trolley 2dae n did alot of rubbish n my day was like .. wow ..7pm liao ah .. can go home lor!!! haha .. lazy me...
looking 4ward to the coming weekend.... firstly.. i can go swimming, secondly, i can sleep, thirdly, finallyz can go baq grandma place's 4 dinner! ah ma i mizz ur cooking!! n also auntie's yum yum!! .. haha!!! BUT STILL GOT MARKETING THINGS 2DO.... HOHO! gonna get busy again!

second week of ITP le ... going to be third week le... yeahz n soon ITP will end hahah!! :p

finallyz!!!!

yes!!! finally ... i managed 2 get those stupid idiotiv viruses out of my com ... n ohh.... i can surf the net again ;P haha!

ok... things r getting much better at work now... finally feel that we ITP students there r being treated as part of the team n r get involved into things... recieved a new project .. a marketing one .. though its not accounts but i'm still damn bloody glad coz.. it's something that i will like to do in future n not accounts. its a new challenge , a great experience n opportunity. so surprise n honoured to be involved in this project. well, we need 2 give a presentation 4 it 2... haha .. like school project.

spoke to my LO, andrew gray n his coming to visiting us either on next wed or thurs. spoken to him 2dae. actually all things at work was fine except the working hours. we were supposed 2 work 44 hrs per week but 4 this company its a 53hrs work week. mr gray would have 2 speak to our supervisor bout that n its either we r paid more or our working hours will be cut short. i wun mind longer working hrs if they r willing 2 pay me more coz i realli need $$$$ 4 my sch fees .. ahha.

talking bout work , work was fun 2dae, i did not stay in office the whole day 2dae, i went to UOB bank at thomson then to OUB bank head office at boat quay. kind of fun, get to move around wif uncle steven in his van. tat man gt such "great" driving skills tat he made a U-turn when he was not suppose 2. it was scary coz a bus was approaching while he made the turn n it was indeed a close shave. wohh!!!! haha.. still kind of fun. ok .. tml will b another long day at work n will have to continue wif our marketing project... hope tat our ideas will b taken into consideration. ;P

ok.. its a very long post today.... haha.. coz i'm in a gd mood!!!!! ok .. but i still need my marketing notes 4 the project. The best part was the "precious" notes r wif my cousin ... haha ... fine ! will borrow from chye eng ahha... till the next post ... take care n c ya soon! nitex!!! off to dreamland!!!!

spoilbrat!

he's realli a nuisance ... an idiot!!!! spoil my day.... was so looking 4ward 2 7pm .... work ends . however at 6.40pm tat idiotic niang niang qiang asked me into the meeting room . he asked me to do legal work !!! hello... yah .. i've studied onli a bit of biz law n u r asking me 2 go law work. its not related 2 my course of study neither is it related 2 biz law..... worst still... he made me go home n think of how to improve the legal stuff in the written settlement.. wat the FUCK???? ma chiam like i professional liddat... sai lah he .... tink u lawyer big fuck ah? ass hole!!!!

fuck care .. anihow do .. tml anyhow give him the answer can liao ... anyway ur not my supervisior also... go eat shit lah... ok .... pardon me 4 my vulgarities .... he realli is an asshole lah tat idiot... jux spoil my whole evening... ok .. please pardon me 4 my "politeness" here n i'm juz ranting here to make me feel better.. :(

good byee n nitex!!

shop shop shop

ok ... its a shopping week 4 me ... friday went P.O.A... i bought 5 top..... coz gt offer ... 10 bucks oni .... todae went bugis village .. one long sleeve n another T shirt... and a bag ... haah... crazy le ... dunno y ... jux like 2 buy clothes ... then some haven even wear b4... terrible me ...

met up wif the 3 ladies whom went to japan, hokkaido wif aunt, uncle n me 2dae . they treated us to sakura at toa payoh central... not bad ... the buffet quite nice ... long time no meet was chatting bout holidays again.....haha ... planning 4 holiday. hmmz !!! then saw k box .. was telling aunt n uncle .. next time sunday when e all go out .. dun go shopping le, go k box sing ... better ..... walk here walk there also the same shopping centre, need some new stuff redi ... tats y .. go k box! hahaa ok ... its a day of relaxation, n tml is baq to the messy office n continue wif accounts ... i'm realli not the accountant type ... seriously!!!! i'll never take accounts in University ... never never . talking bout accounts.. exam results out soon .... 5th may .. next week .... oh no ...... :< color="#ff0000">:P

opps....

now at office ...doing sai .... sick n bored.. waiting 4 lunch ..

ok.. ITP is fullof shit... 9.30am to 7.00pm is the working hrs 4 weekdays and saturday??? sickening... 9.30am to 3.00pm ....SAVE ME!!!!! arghh...... was doing rubbish at the office.. was asked to altered CPF statements..Illegal u noe! but tat old woman say can ...auditor also sae can ... like wst sia.... i am wondering if he is a certified auditor....

can't blog at home ... coz computer kana some irritating virus... will try 2 gte rid of it a.s.a.p.. later meeting my gang 4 dinner .. can't wait 4 7pm..... ok..its 12.18pm oni.. along way to go .... :(

wat will tml b like????

tml ... first day of ITP ....... wat will it b like??????? anticipating.... haha

never blog 4 a few dayz ... REASON!!!!! computer got virus..lucky gt uncle henry (my neighbour) help me ... haha ... now i've done my very best 2 wipe out all those stupid irriatating idiotic viruses... wahahaha.... :p

ok ... EXAMZ R OVER LE!!!! HOORAY ....

BUT ... tml ITP starts ... wonder how it'll b like ... will update again .. haha ... ok .. i read the news a leopard ran out from the zoo ... hahha ... sounds funny 2 me .. ok .. saddist!!!

ok... gotta go .. be baq soon...

tml ... tml.. tml

YES! TML IS MY NITEMARE!!!! COST ACCOUNTING 2 PAPER! studied real hard 4 it le .. i hope its ok ... plz plz.. will hard work pay off?

been the school 4 the past few days 2 study... well... rather quiet lah sch .. esp during tis exam period. conducive enuff 4 me to study.. ok .. i feel that tis is a rather redundant post here... wellz...... my wish now.... i'm anticipating this day this moment!!!!!

tat iz..... 14th april 2005, 11.10am when the best lecturer in tis world says "STOP WRITING! CHECK IF U HAD UR ADMIN NO, AND SEAT NO. WRITTEN ON UR COVER PAGE.. PLEASE BE SEATED N NO TALKING UNTIL YOUR PAPERS ARE COLLECTED!"...... WoWWWW ... tat will be so damn SHIOK !!!! counting down ....... hoho!!!!

juz a few days more

yess.... juz a few more days n those bloody examz will b over le .....

haiz... tax wasn't tat gd also .. likely to flunk also lah ... 2 more .... Cost n QA ...... jia you bah ppl!!!
n attachment is coming soon ..... dunno how it'll b like .... oh no ....
dunno wat 2 write le ... byezz n nitex!!!

sighz .. haiz...

lotsa sighz ... haiz.... :(

sighz... screwed up my FACC paper ... prepare 2 flunk! oh no .. sighz.... thanks Tommy Yee! Your paper was so exciting, i "enjoyed" myself do much! :( o wellz...atleast ... finance brightened me up... apparently was able to do the calculations and answer most of the theory questions. hope tat will do well..hope so bahz! tml will b taxation.... hope tat the paper is ok and do-able... if not i'll kill "mo li hua" haha ..EVIL!! hope tat examz ends soon .. one more week . the hell is yet 2 come .. Cost Accounting .. ENG POH.. ur a nice man .. we'll all "love " u .. b nice ok .. as if ... pui!

sighz... y muz u always make me go there .. it juz brings back all those sad moments... third time .. tml .. consecutively i will go clementi again tml.. :(
yeahz.. i mizz dad . go there will b sad ... haiz! ;(

juz finished mugging on tax ... err ... lotsa tax rules to remember.. gotta go wash up soon n do a last revision b4 bed time... close my eyes n ZZZZ.. hohoho..will b baq blogging soon... :)

~ reachx 4 the stars ... make a dream come true ~

Study Day

It's a study day 4 me ... studied FACC .... still quite ok .... still gt more 2 go ..... revised abit of finance also ..

damn funny lah the ru hua .... wah lau ... dunno y she can make herself so ugly ... terrible ... like the show .. can help me destress abit haha ..... countdown ..... 2 more days to the start of my examz ... hope tat it will end as soon as possible .... hate looking at the tutorials n lecture notes .... god .. save me ... hahaa................... :(

still slacking ....

yes .. i'm still slacking ...hahaha....... went out 4 lunch 2dae wif my minah fren siti suryana (since u call me mat then u r minah ... minah n mat's dae out irritating ppl) hahaha .. damn funny lah ... can't stop laughing . esp when we talk bout the old times baq in sec sch in mrs goh's class .. all those crappy nonsense we did. so damn bloody farni... haha . we went to long john silvers at cine 4 lunch .. crap crap crap .. then when we walked around .. we start off wif our rubbish again.. omg . haha .. as usual lah... dunno wat will happen when geetha comes baq then when we all meet up .. sure havoc again .. probably will laugh till our heads drop....

its always fun to meet out wif u peeps .. its always so special.... then we reminsce bout old times n then go crazy again... really miss those days in sec sch .... tat were the days man ... talk bout old mates ... wonder wat the hell they doing now... is tieng yeow in NS redi??? how is nat n geetha now? n many many more... n will never 4get tat bloody bitch ... I MISS HER!!!!(pui) "ASS LAH ASS LAH .... U NUGGET U ... HARDI HARDI GO TOILET GO TOILET!!!" sounds familiar .. definitely!!!!

haha .. jux finished revision .. yeah .. got the first 2 qn of the past yr tax paper correct .. haha ... tats n achievement redi ... haha... more a/c 2ml ... byexx n nitex to all out there!!!

huh???

~为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解 我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切 你又狠狠逼退 我的防备 静静关上门来默数我的泪 明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会 我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天 直到那一天 你会发现 真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲 ~ juz a lyrics from a song from Li Sheng Jie tat i like... hoho ... dunno?? nvrmind .. i sing 4 u... prepare 2 hold ur window pane .. hahha


who r u???? wat old friend??? ...........???????

haha .. nvrmind .... went amk library 2 study 4 my examz.... 11.45am to 5pm .. haha .... siao rite .. yah .... never thought tat i could sit there the who day . after tat went home .... then go swimming again . dunno y ... always got so many children at the swimming pool n y the swimming classes 4 chidren all conduct on the same day same time .... the competition pool is filled wif small boys n small gals .. when swim muz b careful . b careful not to bang into the children. haha. now i feel so tired... later gonna start revision again . who hoo .... sianz... finance then tax then Quantitaive Analysis then financial accounting then cost accounting ..... boring leh ....

back to books.... shoo......

arghhhhhhhh

flu .. flu .. flu ... irritating ....

studied studied studied ... oh my god ... when will these end??? hate books now..... envious of those who had finished their examz...tolerate tolerate .... 2 more weeks n it'll b over ... baq 2 my books now ...

:(

OH NO!!!!!!

oh no!!!! i'm dead .... so dead ...... i'm still slacking ... haven studied 4 my examz...... k .. tml gotta start revision le....i'm very mischievious 2dae .. very very ... gonna kana whack soon .... ppl who knows wat happening will understand wat i'm talking about ..... dunno y .... i'm always so sleepy . damn pig... eat n slp oni .. haha ....

~its time i move on ..... i should not stay at the same old spot ... hopefully....~